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🤍Chris🤍

Y/N was laying in the bed sleep as Christiana was in the middle wide awake. I just smiled at her as she smiled back.

"You need to go to sleep chris" I said to her "but I'm not tired" she said as I chuckled. "You down for some ice cream?" I asked as she started getting up and I picked her up. We started heading downstairs "where's dodger?" She asked. "Your partner in crime?" I asked sitting her at island. "He's with your uncle Scott while we're out here." I answered pulling out bowls for the both of us along with some Oreo ice cream.

"Don't tell your mother I let you have this after ten" I warned "okay" she answered causing me to smile. I Made our bowls as we sat on the couch and I placed on "Aladdin" for the both of us to watch. We were mid movie as she climbed onto me and went to sleep on my chest. I just held her and kissed his head then smiled.

I took her upstairs placing her in her bed then closed her door. I went back into the room that Y/N and I share as I turned out the light and got into bed beside her. I kissed her head then placed my arm around her body. She then placed her face in my chest as I heard her sniffle. I just rubbed her back as she wrapped her arms around me beginning to cry.

I already knew why she was crying I didn't want to ask and have her talk about it. I felt as if she needed to talk about it in her own time. We soon both fell asleep.

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I woke up to Y/N on the phone walking back and forth of the room. I sat up confused as she laughed. She then looked at me continuing to talk. "Who's that?" I mouthed as she came over to my side of the bed and kissed my cheek. " liyah" she simply said as I just straight faced her. "You still doing this baby shower?" I asked as she simply waved me off walking away as they were talking about decorations.

I looked down seeing Christiana in the bed next to me. "Now how she get back in the bed?!" I asked Y/N. "She got in the bed earlier this morning" Y/N said as I just mugged Christiana. "She needs to get in her own bed." I brought up. "Chris it's a California king just move over" Y/N said. "And she ends up right back under me" I said moving over some as Christiana just rolled over onto me.

"She loves her daddy" Y/N said with a smile. "Babe put her back in her bed" I said as Y/N sucked her teeth grabbing Christiana and going in her room. I went in the bathroom going to use it, wash my hands, face and brush my teeth before getting back in the bed. Y/N then came back in the room off her phone.

"You ready to talk?" I questioned. "Chris what are you talking about?" She asked. "You know what I'm talking about" I said as she just rolled her eyes. "You want pancakes?" She asked. "I want you to come sit down and talk to me" I said as she came over and crawled onto the bed. I took her phone and placed it on my nightstand and laid there. "You have to deal with this seriously, meaning come to peace with it, make amends with him and take Christiana up there to see him not plan a baby shower" I explained as she just looked away.

"What if this was my form of processing that he's dying?" Y/N asked as I just looked at her. "It's not and you know it isn't" I said as she wiped the tears that was falling from her eyes. I just held my arms open as she laid her head on my chest continuing to cry. "I just want to relax and enjoy my family but it seems like every time I turn around something is going on" she said frustrated into my chest.

"Just take it day by day" I said kissing her head and we heard the door open back up as Christiana made her way towards the bed climbing in. She brushed up next to me on the opposite side of Y/N as I placed my arm around her body bringing her in. "Mommy you crying?" She asked Y/N in a sweet tone as

Y/N faintly smiled. "Don't cry. You okay" Christiana added making Y/N and I let out a small laugh. We then all fell back asleep.

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🤍Y/N🤍

It was the next day as I was getting ready to visit my father in the hospital and I was actually taking Christiana along with me to finally visit him. I was dressed as

I felt Chris walk pass and hit my butt. "Really? Don't be starting something you can't handle" I teased. "I'm not the one who can't handle it" he joked as I just playfully rolled my eyes. "What you want for dinner?" I asked " shrimp tacos" he answered "I will be eating regular tacos" I answered making him chuckle. "But I want you for dessert" he brought up causing me smile.

"Be careful" I warned as he laughed "I'm serious" he said coming behind me and kissing my neck. "Take Christiana to the car, I'll be out there in a minute" I said as he did as told like the slut he is.

About five minutes later I got in the front seat next to him as he pulled off. "Look" I started off showing Chris a picture on my phone of myself naked and posing. He just looked down at it as we shared a smile.

"What joy do you get by doing this at the wrong times?" He asked as I smiled. "Oh I love it. It brings absolute joy and fulfillment to my life" I exaggerated "smart ass" he lowly said as we shared a laugh. "Send me that" he started off "hell no" I expressed making him laugh. "I haven't received a nude in like two years" he exaggerated.

"I wonder why Christopher" I said as he chuckled. "Because you don't love me" he said as i just laughed looking out the window. "You seem to be in a better mood" he brought up "yeah because you get me in a better mood" I said as we just looked at each other then shared a smile.

We finally made it to the hospital as we went to my fathers room. The nurse was saying that my father wasn't doing to good and I was really concerned because they're giving him literally only a couple of weeks if even that. They were moving him to hospice in the morning which broke my heart because hospice only means one thing.

I knocked on the door as we walked in and my father just smiled at Christiana. "Daddy this is Christiana and Christiana this is grandpa" I said to her as her feeling some type of weight be lifted off my shoulders.