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💕My Spencer James all American book preview💕

Spencer

"Olivia isn't going to see me is she?" Y/N asked as we looked at each other and I laid back on her headboard. "I don't know" I truthfully said as Y/N just shook her head some. "I literally just texted him earlier that day" she started off "getting ready for my flight and just like that he died" Y/N explained. "You have to make sure you live in the moment and that you make sure you tell people you love them because you can be gone just like that" I explained as she just laid her head on her pillow staring at the TV as now "long as I live" by Toni Braxton was playing on her YouTube playlist.

"What you want from chipotle?" I asked pulling the menu up on my phone and trying to get her out of her thoughts. She sat up and leaned over looking into my phone.

"A chicken burrito" She started off adding her toppings as I texted it to Jordan. I then seen a text from Layla. "Are we going to talk about yesterday?" I read simply ignoring it. "You can step out and talk to her Spence, I'm fine just as long as you sent what I wanted to Jordan" she said as we shared a small laugh.

"No it isn't like that she does this and then we end up arguing once again. It just gets frustrating" I admitted. "Then when I try and tell her whats wrong she makes it my fault then throws it back on me" I explained. "And you told her about that?" Y/N asked. "Yup and it somehow ends up being my fault and then Olivia and I argue, she throws Asher in my face anytime I say something she doesn't like or disagree with" I added.

"Now you want me to be real with you or give you a generic answer?" Y/N asked causing me to chuckle and look over at her. "Both" I answered as "I Care 4 u" by Aaliyah came on and Y/N instantly smiled at the TV. "This is one of my favorite songs by her" she started off then looked back at me.

"The cookie cutter answer is it'll all work out maybe she's going through something" she started off as I just chuckled making Y/N smile some. "And the real answer is, step back, focus on yourself, your work and football. I'm not saying break up but if she's not trying to listen to you but wants you to listen to her that's a problem and if you're opening up to me about the situation better rather than your girlfriend that's also an issue so, do you" she explained.

"Now I'm not saying whore around" she brought up as we shared a laugh. "But I am saying you're at this school for yourself and what you want to do first and foremost, honestly a girlfriend is just a bonus" she explained as I continued to look at her. "So you don't plan on dating when at Beverly?" I asked. "Now did I say that?" She asked as we shared a small laugh.

"It's a plus but I'm at the school for a better education along with a better future at the end of the day" she said as I faintly smiled at her and she looked at the TV. "You're making me miss my song" she joked starting it over. "Although we're just seventeen if the relationship isn't evolving and you feel that it's necessary to walk away then walk" She added looking down at her phone beginning to sing along to the song to herself.

Hey my baby

Why you lookin' so down?

Seems like you need a lovin'

Baby you need a girl like me

(around)

"Hey my baby

Tell me why you cry

Here take my hand and (yeah)

Wipe those tears from your eyes"

"Can I talk to you (Can I talk to you)

Comfort you (Comfort)

Let you know (Just wanna let you know)

I care 4 you (oh yeah)"

She sung along to the song as I just called her name "Y/N" I softly said as she looked at me from her phone. "What's wrong?" She asked as I held her chin and leaned in for her lips. She was hesitant at first but then placed her lips on mine. She quickly pulled away as we just looked at each other and I placed my lips back on hers as our lips moved in sync.

I deepened the kiss some feeling her place her hand on my cheek. I laid her down softly not breaking the kiss, As her hands traveled up my shirt and she felt up my chest. I took my lips from hers as we just looked at each other and she sat up.

"I" she started off then stopped and shook her head some.

"You have a girlfriend and you're my cousins ex I can't-" she started off "yeah" I answered as we pulled away from each other.

-end of preview What Y'all think? Y'all tuning in?-Dajah💕-

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Y/N

Chris and I's time away from everyone was short lived due to My father calling my phone about him being in the hospital. Last time I literally spoke to this man was my wedding day and that was to make sure his ass didn't come in. I've never received an apology or anything from this man but Sarah wants to tell me he's in the hospital.

Chris and I were currently in LA as I just got done from being at the airport and with my shower. I got dressed into something comfortable and something that wouldn't draw attention to myself since Chris and I have been MIA for a minute.

"Babe" I heard Chris say as I looked at him "what's going? on you were quiet the whole flight" he asked concerned. "We literally went months arguing and when we have a moment where we're in a good space and want to enjoy each other this now pops up" I expressed

"You Do know you're going to have to forgive him eventually" Chris said as I just rolled my eyes to myself. "Why is it I have to apologize when I act the way act because of the way I'm being treated?" I asked as Chris just looked at me. "It isn't for him it's for you" he said as he grabbed his car keys and we headed downstairs.

I locked the house up as Chris and I got into his car and we left to go to the hospital that my dad was at. I placed a pair of sunglasses on as Chris did the same. He hand my hand as we walked hand in hand into the hospital. We went onto the floor and wing he was on getting access to his room immediately by the nurses.

They showed us to his room before walking away. Chris took his sunglasses off and looked over at me. "You're not going to take off your glasses. "No We're not going to be here that long" I simply said. "Babe don't be like that" Chris softly said. "No because this is the first time I heard from him in years he's never even seen his own grand daughter so I'm not trying to hear none of that" I expressed in a whisper before knocking on the room door.

"Come in" we heard him say then let out a small cough. I walked in first as Chris followed with his hands in his pockets.

"Hey baby girl" he greeted. "Yeah hey what's wrong with you?" I asked feeling Chris nudge my arm some. "No it's fine" my dad said to Chris then gave Chris a faint smile.  I wasn't falling for the okie doke at all. "What's wrong?" I simply asked.

"I have-" he started off as we heard the door open and we looked back seeing Krystal, Abriana, Johnathan and my mother. "why is Y/N here?! You wasn't supposed to call her, she was on vacation" my mother stressed. "It's fine" I assured.

"No it isn't it could've waited until you were back you had a couple of days left it could've waited" I heard my mother say as I just sighed growing aggravated.

"Okay can someone tell me what's going on?!" I asked "I have cancer" he said as I just looked back at him unfolding my arms. "Wait what?" I asked. "He has colon cancer, with how the chemo is they're giving him a couple of months left" my mother answered as I looked at him. "Wait a minute" I started off then looked at Abriana, Krystal, Noah and my mother. "How long did you guys know? And don't lie because he didn't just get in the hospital" I asked.

"Abriana and I found out around Christmas and I didn't want to tell you because I know everything that went down between you and your father-" she started off. "So all you guys knew he had cancer and didn't say anything to me?!" I questioned.

"Y/N. Noah and I just recently found out too" Krystal brought up. "When?" I questioned " like a month, two months ago" Noah answered. "Does Jonathan know?!" I asked pissed.

"No" I heard my father say "and I didn't want you to know either. You were living your life and you seemed happy. I didn't want to intervene with that" he expressed.

"So the plan was to not tell me until you were dead?" I questioned. "Y/N stop" my mother started off. "No ma, you stop. Why would you keep this from your kids?" I asked. "To protect you, you was not okay at the time when I found out.-" she started off. "Ma I don't need protection!" I expressed. "You should've told me and Jonathan still doesn't even know" I brought up.

"Never mind where's my daughter?" I asked "Out with your brother. He said he'll drop her off at your place" my mother said. "Okay" I simply said just walking out. I went pressing the elevator button as I waited for the elevator feeling tears slowly threatening to come out. I then felt a hand on my lower back as I turned and placed my forehead on Chris's chest beginning to cry.

He then brought me close to his chest holding my body as I continued to cry. I felt him rub my back some. "Let's get home before someone decides to pull out a camera or something" Chris said we went in the elevator. We soon left the building got in the car and went to the house. We pulled into the driveway as i smiled some. "It's been a minute since we been here" I said as he agreed. We got out of the car as he got our bags and we went inside the house.

"Hell nah the AC got to come on" I said hearing Chris chuckle as I went to the thermostat for the downstairs. Then went upstairs for the one upstairs. I then walked into our bedroom as it looked the same as it did before we left.

I just wanted to see my daughter, some food, some rest and some dick, I'll deal with everyone else tomorrow. I finally called Aaliyah. "Hello?" She answered "I'm back in LA. Do you have plans this weekend?" I asked. "Bitch I'm about to pop and why the fuck are you back already?!" She started off. "I told your ass that was time for YOU AND YOUR HUSBAND WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU BACK?!" She asked loudly. "Ma'am relax for you send yourself into labor early" I started off.

"Y/N dead ass why are you back?" She questioned. "You want a baby shower this weekend?" I asked "okay good I know some people" I said answering my own question as I seen Chris just come in and eye me. "What?" I mouthed "you know what" he mouthed back. "So it's going to start at 3 this Saturday and I'll talk to you about that later" I said as she was about to say something but I hung up and smiled At Chris.

"You know what you're doing" Chris started off "I don't know what you're talking about." I said taking my suit case from him and placing it on the bed getting ready to unpack my suit case.  "You know you can't just occupy your time with doing things so you won't deal with the fact your father is in the hospital" Chris said. "It's not like I'm forgetting he's in the hospital" I started off. "Yeah but you're occupying your time so you don't have to deal or think about the fact he's about to go" Chris said as i just looked down at my opened suit case.

"You want some food?" I asked him as he just sighed. "So stubborn" he said flopping across the bed as I let out a small laugh to myself. I climbed on top of him pushing his phone down slightly from his face as he just looked at me. "I'm horny too stink stink" I said as he laughed. "Did you just call me stink stink?" He asked as I smiled. "Feed me first though" I said. "You're going to go to sleep" he said playfully rolling his eyes as I laughed. "No I promise I won't" I assured . "Come on" I whispered rubbing myself up and and down slowly on his member.

He just smirked to himself "I want some pizza" I whined continuing to move my hips back and forth slowly with my hand on his chest. "Alright!" He expressed pushing me off of him as i laughed falling on the bed.