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Shang chi AMBW book?-Dajah💕

🤍Chris🤍

It's been three months and a lot of things has changed as far as Y/N and I's relationship we've been seeing a marriage counselor and he helped out a lot. We also been seeing personal counselors which helped us both out as far as when it comes to ourselves. The mood between Y/N and I was really different I was always excited to see her but now that she's in her own place it's like I'm anxious. Although we haven't had sex since like March we've had intimacy in other things and I think that helped out a lot. We were both not even logged into social media our managers were handling that. Y/N just seemed more happier, she was herself but it was something about her that made her glow.

The issues we had we made sure to keep it from the family and the internet and I feel like we succeeded at doing that because people were constantly wondering what was going on with

Y/N and I but nothing between Y/N and I made it onto the internet.

It was currently July we just got done celebrating The Fourth of July which was just a cookout at my house which was fun. Y/N's birthday was in a Couple of days and according to her family they were throwing her a surprise party where we and all of her guests would all get dressed up but she doesn't know,

It was out in New York this weekend so I was planning on acting like it was an event for myself to get her dressed up.

I also had plans for us to leave for Italy a couple of days after the party so we could finally have our getaway trip. Y/N was at her house as I was packing for this weekend my phone then started ringing as I looked it and seen Y/N calling on FaceTime. I answered it "yeah" I answered "you need anything for New York?" She questioned. "I need like a travel size body wash" I informed. "So body wash, lotion and a spray" she said to someone as I started chuckling. "Where are you even at?"I asked.

"Bath and body works" she said cheesing into the camera. "God you stay getting perfume" I expressed "and lotion and body wash" she added. "And what you complaining for you be the first person telling me I smell good" she said as I chuckled.

"Because you do. What you got on today?" I asked.

"Me and Christiana got on warm vanilla" she said as she showed Christiana and I smiled.

"Say hi to daddy" Y/N said handing Christiana the phone. "Hey daddy" she expressed as I smiled "hey peanut. You having fun with mommy?" I questioned. "Yeah mommy got me some candy" she said excitedly as I smiled. "Alright I'll see you in a minute" I said as Y/N took the phone from Christiana.

"Are you packed?" I questioned "nope, I don't even know what I'm wearing. You might have to do this one on your own" she said.

"I told you your Stylist and everything will deal with it when we get out there" I reminded. "Okay" she said getting into the car "my house for dinner or yours?" I questioned. "Depends on What you making?" She asked. "I don't know yet" I said as she laughed. "How you going to invite me and don't even have anything to make?" I questioned as I laughed.

"Well I wasn't too much worried about dinner I was really worried about dessert" I said as I smirked as she just shook her head smiling. "Your daughter can hear you" she said as I heard Christiana in the background. "Mommy dessert?" Christiana asked making me laugh and Y/N giggle to herself.

"No I don't think you deserve any of this yet" she teased.

"It's been some months" I said "it has, but I'll give you an actual kiss on the lips when I see you today" she said as I smiled in the camera before continuing to pack a small suitcase.

"I'm here" she said parking her car as I looked out of the window and ran downstairs. They were getting ready to knock on the door but I opened it. "Daddy!" I heard Christiana expressed as she ran to my legs as I smiled. "Hey peanut" I said before picking her up and kissing her head. I then placed Christiana down as she ran into the living room playing with dodger.

"I believe you have something for me" I said as she placed the bath and body works bag into my chest. She was about to walk passed me as I grabbed her hand and pulled her back. She smiled at me as I placed my lips on hers and she kissed me back. She pulled away some as we smiled, I then tried to grab her but but she moved and stepped away. "Cook me dinner then you might get a little something, something" she said.

"Christiana you want some eggs for dinner?" I asked as Y/N hit my chest playfully. I followed Y/N into the kitchen as she looked at me "what you want for dinner?" She asked "well you know I'm pescatarian" I brought up. "Since fucking when?" She asked. "I told you this the other night" I brought up "I thought you only said that because you were drunk" she said as I laughed. "I wasn't even drunk, I was just drinking a beer" i corrected.

"I'm pescatarian now though" I informed "say less I got you" she said. "Oh God what are you about to do?" I asked "a seafood boil duh, you know I can eat seafood all day" she said grabbing her keys "watch the kid I'll be back" she said walking out as I chuckled. She soon came back coming in the house with hella bags in both hands. "You need help?!" I asked as she  hurried and ran to the island. "No this all bags you know I'm scared of the Dark" she said referring to it being dark outside as I just laughed.

"It's not funny" she said washing her hands and taking the ingredients. "I got some shrimp, crab legs, some fish and the sausages are for me" she said as I watched her "I thought you were going pescatarian?" I asked. "Chris I know for a fact I ain't say that shit." She said then immediately covered her mouth. "This is exactly why she cuss now" I said referring to Christiana as Y/N started seasoning the fish. "No she cuss because of you" Y/N started off.

"But I need meat in my life so like I can't go pescatarian but like I support you on your journey" she explained as I chuckled. "And I will be getting a burger from White Castle while we're in New York" she added as I just playfully rolled my eyes and smiled at her.

She placed the food in the oven then started making the dressing that goes on top or for us to dip. "You pescatarian and still going to gain weight around me, that's the crazy thing about it" She said as I chuckled. "But all jokes aside be careful because mercury is in seafood and if you keep consuming it especially the food that contains high mercury then your mercury level goes up" She informed as I looked at her. "What happens then?" I asked.

"It Can harm your brain, kidneys, lungs, your heart and your immune system. That's why when I was pregnant with Christiana and with any of my future pregnancies, I tend to stay away from seafood altogether" she informed. "So like if you're going to do it, it's fine just make sure you eat lower level fish that contains mercury and sometimes if you want to just eat chicken here and there since that's the next healthiest option" She informed as I just smiled at her. "What?" She asked in a giggle.

"You're such a dork" I teased as she laughed "look don't be mad because I know more than you" she said "I would hope so, I didn't go to college" I said making her laugh. "It's okay you can be a dumb ass in college" She said as I chuckled. "When have you ever seen a dumb ass in college?" I questioned. "You're looking at her" She said as I burst out laughing.

"I can give you a whole dissertation on mercury then ask you where my phone at when I'm holding it the whole time" She expressed making my laugh. "But I'm the smartest dumb ass you'll ever meet" she assured making me laugh. "Come eat Chrissy" Y/N said handing Christiana a plate of chicken, rice and vegetables leftovers from the other night.

I loved when she was just being herself and would pick at herself because I do the same thing when it came to myself and too be honest who the hell doesn't pick on themselves?!

"But you forget things you're like dory" I said as she giggled.

"I really am. I try to tell you something and be forgetting just like that" She admitted as I chuckled.

"All jokes aside though, I have ADHD" she said as I looked at her. "No you don't" I said as she smiled and nodded "yeah I do" she stated. "Y/N no you don't stop playing" I said as she giggled "Chris yeah I do. I have ADHD, Anxiety fucking allergies. I had depression but that's gone for now" She said as I tried not to laugh but it was more so the way she said the list. We shared a laugh "it's okay I be laughing at myself too" She admitted.

"Babe you really have ADHD?" I asked in disbelief "yeah women are more good at hiding it than men and I was diagnosed with it as an adult" she informed. "So when I don't pack like I'm supposed too until the last minute that's poor time management skills which is a symptom, if I'm not on a schedule when it comes to work I have harder time focusing and along with that comes poor time management, I a have low frustration tolerance along with trouble with coping with stress and mood swings" She explained.

"And too be honest I can tell you that all of that is just my emotions and me just having bad time management skills and if I say that then It just seems like there's nothing wrong" she stated. "Yeah because all these years I had no clue" I admitted.

"Because I'm normal, I believe they place disorders on people because they don't fit what society norms so if a kid is hyper you automatically think it's ADHD but the whole time they just being a kid or a kid without structure." She said and she made a point.

"Just like anxiety everyone has anxiety a certain point in their life some people experience it more frequently than others so why is that labeled as a disorder?" She questioned "I just believe certain things shouldn't be labeled as a disorder when people are completely okay" she said as I just smiled at her.

She took the food out of the oven and placed the sauce over it.

She then placed two big bowls and plastic bags in each one.

"Thank you baby it looks good" I thanked as she sat next to me at the island placing a beer next to me and placing a water bottle next to her. I then kissed her head "you're welcome" she said as we started eating.