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Around 1:30 in the afternoon I woke up with a small hangover but it wasn't bad I had a little headache. I sat up in the guest bed slowly and just sat there. I placed my hands to my face then slowly got up. I got into the shower for about thirty minutes then got out getting dressed into something comfortable.

I placed my hair in a ponytail then placed some lotion on my body and sprayed my body with some perfume. I placed an anklet on my ankle and was thinking about not going to the rest of my movie premieres to get myself together.

I went in the bathroom taking another Pregnancy test to be on the safe side. I started thinking and I had to be almost a month or a couple of weeks because last time Chris and I had sex before the night before last was Valentine's Day. I flew in from press tours to surprise him and we had sex. Usually I'm on birth control and take certain measures as far as not having another kid but at the time he wanted one and my mother said to just compromise to make him happy, so I leaned myself off of the pills like a fucking idiot and I didn't take any Morning after pills.

I thought maybe I wasn't pregnant because I had very mild symptoms but then I noticed last night after Chris picked me up from Aaliyah's house that I missed my period and I didn't even spot. So I decided to take a test and it's saying I'm pregnant so I have that going for myself as of right now.

I finally looked at the second test reading "positive" I just shook my head. "I'm such a dumb ass" I simply said to myself. I then sat on the floor of the bathroom making a doctors appointment which the soonest I could have one was tomorrow afternoon which was conflicting with the movie premiere that was out in New York tomorrow night. I knew I needed to be there but after me drinking and just finding out I'm pregnant I needed to be at the doctor as soon as possible Along with finding a psychologist to talk too.

I got up slowly wiping my tears away as I grabbed the pregnancy tests and went downstairs. I seen Chris in the kitchen as if he just got back from getting food. "Good morning, can we talk?" I asked as he finally looked up. "Morning, yeah but you need to eat something first. I know for a fact you're hungry after how drunk you were at Aaliyahs place" he said as I looked at him.

"I remember our argument I wasn't drunk" I said confused. "Yeah because you sobered up some, you were at Aaliyahs house on ten" he said handing me food then handed me his phone as I seen a video of myself with a vodka bottles tip to my lips talking hot shit. " I wish that FaceTime had voice mails because this is exactly what the fuck I would've said. Motherfucka you better answer my motherfucking calls do you not see how close my lips are to this bottle?" I heard myself ask as I was shocked and then I kept going looking a hot damn mess making Chris chuckle some. I then watched myself lick the tip of the vodka bottle.

"this is where I want to be on the tip of your dick" I expressed as my mouth dropped and I heard Chris chuckle beginning to drink his coffee.

"Yo" I heard Aaliyah in the background as I licked the side of the top of the vodka bottle before sucking it. "Yo!" Aaliyah yelled again. "All that shit could be you, you stupid motherfucka." I said aggressively as I just shook my head trying to hand Chris back his phone.

"There's more" he assured as I looked at myself on the screen. " If you don't pick up my got damn face time calls right now Next time I see you I'm choking the fuck out of you, every time I see you. This is why you need to pick up my calls I'm not playing with your ass" i expressed in the video.

"I get filthy when that liquor get into me" i sung to myself swaying back and forth in the video. "yo give me the phone" Aaliyah simply Interrupted as the video stopped. "Why-" I started off. "I'm sorry" I apologized as he just chuckled drinking his coffee.

He then looked at me as I sat next to him at the island. "You were a mess" he said as I just placed my face in my hands. "Here eat" he said setting my breakfast in front of me. I handed him back his phone as he started watching the video again and I just heard myself shaking my head. "Stop laughing it's not funny" I said taking the phone from him and placing it on the other side of me as he laughed.

"Don't be embarrassed it was sexy" he said eyeing me and reaching over me taking back his phone. "Shut up, I'm supposed to be mad at you" I said eating a piece of bacon as he let out a small laugh. "I'm not playing with you" I simply said. "I know you're not so I'm all yours anything you want to talk about anything you want me to tell you" he said as I looked at him weird. "You acting like yourself, that's weird" I started off "that's suspicious" I said beginning to drink my Tea as he playfully rolled his eyes.

"I'm no longer in contact with Lilly and Jenny I've changed my number, unfollowed them and they're blocked on both Instagram and Twitter and I explained to Jenny and Lilly about how I can't jeopardize what I have with you for them. Because if you leave they're not who I would want anything with" he said as I just continued to eat my food. "Chris I don't know" I started off looking over at him. "You lied to me and you were sneaking around with these women" I said. "Which I have not excuse for but I don't want to lose you" he said as I just shook my head.

"We have other things to talk about than us being together. I still stand strongly on divorce" I admitted as he slowly nodded. I showed him the two positive pregnancy tests "I have a doctors appointment tomorrow afternoon" I started off. "I thought you were leaving for me York tonight?" He questioned. "I can't and honestly I might not finish going on these premiere tours" I honestly said.

"I think it maybe another added stress on the baby we already got what we got going on, you I'm sure don't want to be pregnant going through this or pregnant period but shit happens, and then we got Christiana." He said as I nodded. "I think we need to lay low for a minute" he suggested as I agreed. "I don't think us staying out in LA is our best option" Chris said as I agreed. "We'll be out of the light for a moment, We can work on making sure you have a safe pregnancy, work on ourselves individually, work on Christiana preparing her for school and hopefully work on us." He said as I just looked over at him.

"You sure you don't want to go the abortion route?" I asked as he just looked at me. "No-why would you even bring that up?!" He asked pissed. "I'm only suggesting it because I don't want to mentally check out" I admitted. "We're going to get you through it don't worry" he assured as I just nodded and continued eating my food.