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I'll come out with the Bucky book but not the Sebastian Stan one so you guys won't feel uncomfortable-Dajah💕

🤍Y/N🤍

I woke up talking a shower and getting dressed in something simply just a white t shirt and a pair of jeans.

I ran a flat iron over my straight hair from yesterday along with doing light make up which consisted of my eyebrows and lining my lips. My lashes were already done so I didn't have to worry about that. I then went downstairs to see Chris in the kitchen drinking some coffee. "Good morning" He said "morning" I stated texting Aaliyah "you going somewhere?" He questioned "why?" I asked not looking up from my phone hearing him sigh.

"I'm sorry" I heard Chris say as I looked up from my phone at him. "Sorry isn't going to fix something you should've never done" I stated. "You run to her every time, you even threw her in my face and you think a simple sorry is going to change everything that you've done?" I questioned.

"Actions speak louder than words, I hear you but I'm not listening" I admitted as he looked at me.

"So it's just simply divorce. I don't feel like that's even grounds to get a divorce. I just hung out with her, every time she would flirt I would threaten that I'd leave if she kept going, I didn't sleep with her the only thing that was done was that I went out with her and I'm sorry for that." He explained.

"Chris you've been texting her for a minute, she came when I was away from you which you two I'm sure talked about meeting up then at the time because you know I don't play that. On top of that you kept it behind my back as if I wasn't going to find out and I've been warning you about this shit before you even proposed to me and on top of that I found out because of reporters not because you talked to me. And the thing is if they didn't catch you two, you would've never even told me"  I explained.

"I was lenient before but you fucked up this time and I don't think I want to keep moving forward with you just for you to tell me you cheated on me with her" I added grabbing my keys. "Y/N" Chris started off moving from the other side of the island trying to grab my hand as I looked up at him.

"Babe" he said looking down at me "I don't think we need to divorce over it. But we should go see someone " he suggested.

"Because of something that you keep doing?" I questioned

"Y/N I'm trying with you. You want a divorce forgetting we have a whole kid together and the years we've spent together" Chris expressed. "Christopher you decided to make these choices and now you want me to stay with you? Why would I do that?" Why would I continue to stay with you feeling like I'm never good enough for you ?" I asked.

" you're more than good enough Y/N" He softly said continuing to hold my hand. "I would've never married you if I didn't feel you were everything that I needed and wanted" he expressed as I started feeling bad because he seemed so sincere but my guard literally went back up with him. "But I don't feel that when you go and do what you do.

And my whole thing is if you want her just say it so we can be done with it" I admitted.

"Y/N I don't want her, I keep things like this away from you because I don't want to hurt you" he said as I just simply shook my head. "You don't think a TMZ article wouldn't hurt me more than you actually telling me?" I questioned. "Babe" He said as I shook my head.

"So with that being said" I started off "I feel that you have a limited time to deal with what you got going on and if it's not corrected I will leave. Until then we'll live apart" I simply explained. "Why do we have to live apart?" He questioned. "Because I need you to understand how it feels when I'm gone and appreciate my presence." I stated holding onto my keys.

"So what about Christiana?" He asked "the communication doesn't stop you can still talk to her and take her as much as you like. I'm not going to keep you from your daughter. but this" I started off motioning between us. "We're taking a break so you understand I'm not a game nor a joke. You can stay in Boston and I can stay here until you figure out whether you're going to do right by me or do what you do" I said before moving my shades from my head to over my eyes.

"But I love you" I added before walking out to meet Aaliyah at a restaurant. I sat down waiting for her as she came pulling out a seat to sit down as we were sitting at a table outside under an umbrella. "So" She started off as I giggled. "You two had sex?" She Asked as I nodded. "Like I said" She said before picking up her menu as I giggled.

"We did but it was more so sexual frustration. He said sorry, and said that he loved me which is probably true but when I took control it" I started over then shook my head as she giggled "what?" She questioned. "Almost a dominant thing like "I mean what the fuck I say when I say I will leave you alone"" I stated as Aaliyah nodded. "And you not going to find me in no other woman from my personality, how I take care of you to me fucking you" I expressed as Aaliyah just smiled big at me.

"What?" I questioned in a small laugh. "I like this Y/N" this

Y/N is way more secure with herself than the Y/N with her ex. You're more confident in yourself and know exactly what you want and what you're worth" She explained as I faintly smiled. "But you love Chris" she added. "Very much but, I'm not going to keep going through this with him knowing that this woman has disrespected me before, I tried to let him handle it because that's his ex and "friend" but if I handle it she's going to be pissed and feelings will hurt and I promise it won't be mine " I assured.

"You so cut throat" She said through a small laugh "because it's been going on for so long. So I will be back in LA with you all" I informed. "You know damn well you're going to miss the sex" Aaliyah brought up. "It's not about the sex because I can look at a picture of him and get a toy, my imagination is good as fuck" I admitted making her let out a small laugh. "It's about I mean what I say. I'm about to make you miss me, wish you never did it and make you realize how much I am a blessing to you" I expressed.