Chapter 6: He's a Player
Say You Like Me
As I open my eyes from sunlight shinning through I quickly turn over to block the sunlight. Opening my eyes more I remembered how I spent the night here last night. Sitting up and looking around his room there was no sign of him. I heard the running water from the shower and assumed he must be in there. I laid back down on the bed while grabbing the blankets and pulling them close. Ash's bed was so cozy I wish I could lay here all day and not go home. I heard the shower turn off and the door swung open revealing Ash in a towel that hung on his waste. I quickly shut my eyes to pretend I was still sleeping. I felt Ash move around the room so I opened my eyes to the point that they still looked closed.
"I know you are awake Adrianna." He said coming towards the bed. I didn't make a sound or move but my heart was beating fast. I felt the bed dip and the blankets were torn off of me making me very cold. All of the sudden his hands started to tickle him and I could help but open my eyes and laugh.
"You're not very good at pretending to sleep." I didn't have any words to say I just continued to laugh. He finally stopped and I threw a pillow at him.
"I hate being tickled!" I said kind of giggling.
"So are you going to school today?" He asked me looking at the clock. It was six in the morning so I still had a lot of time to go get ready and my mo was either at work or crying in her room over my dad meaning she hasn't been able to check on me. nodded and went to his bathroom to grab my clothes. They were still wet so I decided I would just carry them home. I was about to walk out of his bedroom but he got there before I could.
"What?" I looked at him funny.
"Can you use the window? My family is kind of downstairs."
"Oh right." I said looking towards the window. Great not again, I slowly walked over to the window and opened it. I looked back at Ash and then back at the window placing on leg out and trying to hold on the clothes and the branch.
Ash's P.O.V
I watched as Adrianna put one leg through the window, As my shirt rid up to her upper thigh and she tried to pull it down but it didn't work. Her hair was messy and she looked really cute sleeping in my bed this morning. She finally got to her room and I made sure she was safe inside before I finished getting ready.
I ran downstairs towards my brothers and we began to walk to school. Finally getting to school my brothers and I decided we wanted to get high so we went to our lunch spot. We noticed Erica was already there as usual. She sat on my lap and smoked a little too. We were all having a good time and I was surprised when Erica turned around in my lap placing her lips on mine.
My brothers began to whistle, wow does Erica know how to kiss! She began pulling my hair and I dropped my bud as I placed my hands on her hips. Suddenly my brothers got really quiet, a strange quiet. So I broke away from Erica only to look up and see Adrianna. Without a second thought I threw Erica off my lap. As soon as she saw me she waved at me but I didn't wave back because I knew I would get asked twenty questions by my brothers later. She looked hurt and just walked away. Did she see Erica and me making out?
Adrianna's P.O.V
Getting to school right away saw I Kylie. I have so much to tell her about what's been going on with Ash, my dad moving to New York oh and how my dad did betrayed me and my mom. She was my best friend and I really needed someone who really knew me to vent to. She was the perfect person I could do that with.
"Adrianna!" She screamed as she ran towards me with three girls walking behind her.
"Kylie! I have so much to tell you!" I said ignoring the girls.
"Me too! These are some girls I met at a party. Adrianna meet Molly, Destiny and Taylor. They all gave me a fake smile.
"They invited me to hang out with them at lunch if that's okay." She said happily.
"Yeah go ahead." I was kind of mad that she didn't invite me to hang out with them and kind of disappointed I wasn't able to vent to her when I needed her the most.
She walked away waving me goodbye with her new friends. It was okay cause I know they're temporary and she'll hangout with me tomorrow.
I began to walk to class and thought more about what happened with my dad. I missed him, I really did but I'm so angry with him I have no clue how to feel. I saw Ash and all his brothers but a girl sitting really close to Ash did not set well with my stomach. He was just starring at me so I decided to wave but he didn't wave back. I felt so embarrassed so I walked away. I can't believe I was so stupid to wave? Why would he wave at me anyway?
Why can't I be popular? Why can't I be liked? Why am I so ugly? Why do girls hate me so much? Why do they pick on me? It's probably really obvious that I like him. He probably doesn't want me to because he thinks I'm ugly just like every other guy! Why am I so shy? Why do I make myself look stuck up when I'm not! Who cares if he knows I like him right? It's only high school I won't know him when I graduate he is just a guy, right!? Even if I had the chance to date him he is a bad boy he would just cheat on me!
The bell finally rung and I went to class. I heard girls whispering and if I didn't know any better they were all looking at me and giggling. Am I that gross that I can't even like someone? I didn't do any of the work that we had to do in class I just sat there.
P.E rolled around and I pretended that Ash wasn't there. He was flirting with almost every girl in class. It was to good to be true that I thought he might like me. How stupid can I get? Lunch finally came as if P.E weren't already torcher. As I was walking to the tree where me and Kylie eat lunch it was obvious to me that she wasn't going to be eating with me again. She was sitting at a table with those three girls giggling and chatting. As I walked by she smiled at me and I returned it even know I was upset. I can't believe she just left me. She knows she my only friend. I knew she was just being nice though. As I sat down by myself I felt so embarrassed of being a loner. Sometimes I wish I was somebody else that people loved being around like Kylie. I've always been jealous of her.
The day finally came to an end. I put on some navy blue yoga pants and a tight grey t-shirt. My mom has only said a couple words to me when I got home. She was still in her pajamas with crazy hair and make-up stained on her face. She has obviously been crying for most of the day. I feel bad for her knowing that my dad has left us for another women hurts. I thought this would never ever happen. I thought they loved each other. I climbed into bed and I could hear my mom crying from down the hall. I slowly got out of bed and walked to her room.
"Mom?"
"Um.. Sorry.. Sweetie." She said in between cries. I walked to my dads side of the bed and climbed into it wrapping my arms around my mom has she cried in my arms.
"I miss him." She said surprisingly.
"Me too mom, me too."
She told me all the good times she had with him and when they met. They met in high school and had me when she was seventeen. Which is super young but I'm glad she didn't give me up and I'm glad my dad stayed with her through all of that.
Walking back to my room I almost jumped out of my skin when I saw Ash sitting on my bed. I quickly shut my door and walked over to him.
"Ash! You almost scared me to death!" He just laughed a little.
"Why are you in my room?" I added.
"I got bored and I saw your window open." He smirked at me.
"I'm defiantly locking it for now on." I walked over to my bed and sat down.
I didn't want to talk about the wave or anything, it was just so stupid of me to think we were even friends.
"So how come you haven't talked to me all day?" He said sitting closer to me.
"Um I don't know." I lie, of course I know if I talk to him so many girls would give me dirty looks its not even funny!
"Oh, um have you talked to your dad?"
"No." I said looking down because my eyes began to water. He put his finger under my chin making me look up. He put a loose hair behind my ear I secretly love it when he does that. It almost looked like he was going to kiss me. I haven't kissed a boy since the eighth grade behind the soccer field bleachers. I wonder what it be like to kiss him. Wait I need to snap out of it.
"Stop!" I almost yelled at him.
"What?" He said with a smirk.
"Stop looking at me like that!"
"Looking at you like what?"
"Like you...like you ugh."
"Like I what?" He began to chuckle.
"Never mind." I said rolling my eyes.
"Like I want to kiss you?" My eyes almost popped out of my head at his words.
"Maybe I do." He added was my hearing right?
"Well I don't!" I lied of course I do!
"Guys like you, you just think you can smile at a girl and make them want you. You don't care about girls feelings and definitely can't stick to being with just one girl. Then when you finally get what you want, you disappear." I said with more attitude then I excepted.
"You're funny Adrianna." He said walking towards my window.
I just looked at him he turned around, gave me a wink and went out the window he came in from back to his bedroom. What just happened? I leaned back on my bed just thinking. Did Ash really want to kiss me? Why is he so confusing, He is flirting with me one moment and flirting with every other girl next. I'm probably just another girl to him and if he thinks he can try anything thing with me he's wrong. Well maybe. I don't know, I really like him! Why? There's something about him and I just can't put my finger on it. Adrianna he's not good for you. He's the schools hottest bad boy and could have anyone he wanted! He'll just play you because that's what he does ... He's a player. My conscious keeps telling me but I ignore it for now.
Authors Note:
Sorry I haven't updated but I finally had the time to! So I hope you Guys liked this chapter! :) xoxo ~Free4life