Chapter 31: I'm Yours

Author's pov:

Andrea couldn't say anything more as she ran to Andrew's room. Gigi huffed. A worrying expression is in everyone's face. Kevin is still lying on the floor.

"Oh god. I should probably. I can't take this drama", Gigi said dramatically, shaking her head continuously. She kept the glass of wine and walked out. Kevin stood up as he was still stumbling.

"I'm sorry-", Andrew spoke but Kevin cut him off.

"It's okay, bro. I- I don't care though. I should be one apologizing. And- I'm sorry again", he laughed off. He is not looking at anyone who's present in the room. "And I've a date- so excuse me!".

He also left and it's only Andrew, Alex and Ever. Ever folded her arms around her chest as he frowned. "I'm not going by the way".

"Me too", Alex said.

"Guys- I wasn't in my mind that time". A pause. He looked at Ever as if he's fretted. "Where's Andrea?"

"Ran back to upstairs. Wait- I'm going".

Ever made her way to his room as she opened the door. Andrea was lying on the bed on her chest. She's sobbing. Ever smiled gloomily seeing her that way. She went near towards her as she became shocked.

"Andrea?", She called out loud.

Andrea shuddered as she sat straight. Ever took Andrea's wrist in her palm. Her wrist was incised and drained as the blood is dripping down from it. Her cry was harsh and pierced.

"Andrea? Oh god! Why are you crying, sweety?"

But she didn't stop crying. She was in extreme melancholy that her cry is even inaudible. Her muffled sobs weakened Ever's heart as she engulfed her. Andrea cried hard on her chest. Ever patted her head assuring her it's okay.

"Hey. Stop okay? It wasn't your fault".

"It- it was my fault", Andrea cry querulously. "I did everything! I ruined their friendship".

"You didn't. Hey- what Kevin did is wrong too, okay? He deserved that but it went a bit harsh. And Gigi? Fuck her. She's so toxic but don't mind her words cause she's actually nice".

"I know. I'm bad only".

"Aww, no baby! Please, Andrea. I'll cry. And fight is sometimes important between relationships. It's okay".

In the meantime, Andrew and Alex entered into the room. Ever glanced at them and shoot daggers at Andrew.

"Look what you did", she mouthed. Andrea is still crying on her chest, not knowing the presence of Andrew. "Andrea, here's your typical boyfriend".

Andrea instantly wiped her tears and she sat still. Ever patted on Andrew's back. "We should probably go", she whispered to Alex.

"Yes, Darling", he whispered back and winked. They both left and Andrew came closer to her and knelt down infront of her. He was about to say something when he noticed the cuts on her wrist.

"What the heck you did?", He shreiked.

"In frustration", she mumbled, not looking in his eyes.

"Seriously? Vivi. I'm sorry. Please. You don't know what was happening to me back then when he was touching you that way".

"Really?", She snapped and finally looked into his eyes. Kavinsky hold her hands as he kept it on her lap. Tears shed down from her eyes and fell in on his hand. "Why? Why it bothers you? I was managing it by myself".

"Only if you knew why it bothers me, Vivi. I'm sorry".

"How many times will you apologize? Your friendship is ruined. Only for me". She squeezed her eyes and tears fell continuosly from her eyes. Her lids are wet. Her lips turned salty. Her nose and cheeks turned red.

"First lemme bandage your cuts. Why you do these silly things?"

"I hate you", she said back. Andrew got up and searched for bandages and medicines.

"But I don't".

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"Look it's done", he said after finishing bandaging. He again stared at her who was already staring at him.

"Why you give me this type of pain?".

"I give you pain? Andrea, do I hurt you?"

"Alot. You fucking rip my heart every time. You say that you don't care. You say to forget everything that happens between us sometimes. Yet, when some another my boy touches me, you beat him to death. Why? You don't give a damn about you"

"I do give a damn about you, dummy". A sigh. "You don't know but you're so special to me. So much and it hurts me too when I see you with someone else".

"What- but you do kiss another girls. Do I say anything?"

"When did I? Fuck. That was a shitty dare and I never kissed anyone except you after you told me. Just remember one thing. I'm yours".

I'm

Yours.

Andrea's pov:

His words keep echoing around me. I like the way how he said, I'm yours.

imyoursimyoursimyoursim..

"Hey?", Someone shook me causing me to look behind me. I gently smiled cause it's Kavinsky. My wrist is still paining. But when I was cutting off my skin, it didn't feel nothing compared to the pain i was feeling back then.

Kavinsky sat beside me, talking over phone with someone about some important topic. I didn't feel the need to hear the conversations. Cause seriously, except the killing part, everything's boring. Like atleast for me.

I'm thinking about my previous days. How my mom used to treat me. The only friend I had was my shadow. I used to talked to my shadow and I wouldn't be surprised if it talked back. I had no one to share my pain. I had no one so that I can take their pain. No one was there for me when I was crying in the middle of the street, drenching cause my mom didn't pick me up from my school and it was the very first day.

But, he healed me.

I still remember how I was kidnapped and threw into a storage room, all tied up. How Kavinsky kicked into my stomach when I arrived her first. He hurted me alot. And if I had to chance to kill that Kavinsky, I would. The scars are still in my back and I think, if I ever get out of this place, I'll keep those scars as a gift cause I'll be loving them in future. I hated him so much.  But, I didn't know his story.

How will it feel if I go from here? Will it hurt him? Cause I know it'll hurt me so bad. The nostalgic feelings hit me hard as I again remembered the day I had my very first kiss from him. And then how fastly we get so close.

"Hey", he whispered. "What are you thinking?"

"Kavinsky, what if I go from here one day?"

"First of all, I'll never let you go"

"No. If my parents pay the debt- like, I've to go right? Will you miss me? Will you miss the moments you had with me? All the fights, kisses and tears- will you remember it?"

Maybe I'm tripping or I'm drunk cause I literally saw a single tear drop falling from his eyes. He cleared his throat.

"Why you suddenly saying something like that?"

"I don't know. Just tell me"

He sat still and stared at my lips and before I could say anything, I felt his lips on my lips. Oh Damn.

He deepened the kiss as he held my jaw firmly. I wrapped my arms around his neck too. He kissed me passionately and I'm already tasting his lips. Damn. I feel like my heart is breaking. The kiss is so dense, so enlightening and so strong and warm that I think I might cry if I have to leave this sweet feeling, his soft lips.

But he was the one who broke the kiss.

"Stop saying such things okay. I've already given you my heart".

"Kavinsky.."

"Fuck it"

He smashed his lips into mine as I laid down on the bed and he is hovering above me.

And I think I'm in love.

And I think, I'm all his.