Chapter 13
In my HEART ||✔️
*Edited by MarvellousAngel*
Bilal POV
She was weeping when it was time to leave. Her dad warned me. Now we both were driving towards our house and she was wiping her tears away. I saw something, I stopped my car.
"What happened?" she asked in her little voice.
"Nothing just wait in the car."
I went out of my car and came back after little moment. "Open your mouth." I said to her.
"Wh-" I shoved spoon of ice-cream in her mouth. She giggled.
"Thanks." she said.
"My pleasure."
She took soon from my hand fed me too. We both finished it and now headed toward 'our' house.
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I was now tossing around just one more day then she would be in my arms with this thought I slept.
My phone was vibrating, I woke up, looked around and saw it was 6 in the morning. I picked my phone and answered, it was from my assistant.
"Assalam o Alaikum Sir."
"Walikum Assalam."
"Hmm..Sir as you see we have uh-huh meeting and its important about that project."
"But we have this meeting on next week."
"Yes sir."
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Everyone was getting ready for our walima and I was worrying about that meeting and mostly Aiman.
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Aiman POV
Everyone was ready and now we were heading towards the place where our walima held. Bilal was driving while I was sitting in passenger seat.
He was quiet since morning and now looking tense. That silence was eating me so I decided to finished it.
"Are you ok Bilal? I mean you are quiet since morning and also looking tense."
"Don't worry I'm ok its just I didn't have good sleep last night without you." he said winked at me, taking my hand in his and kiss my palm.
I blushed, "Ohh!"
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Now we both were sitting on the stage as it was our walima and were taking family pictures. I was happy to see Bilal happy. Now he was looking very happy.
Suddenly, Hamza bhai came to us and took me and Bilal on little dance floor for couple dance. Song started playing and he took my one hand in his and other on my waist and mine on his shoulder.
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I was now sitting in 'our' room alone, waiting for Bilal as our wedding Alhamduillah done. I was damn nervous. My breathing was not normal.
Ya Allah help me.
The door opened I looked up. It was Bilal. I quickly lowered my eyes. He came towards me and lifted my chin up with his thumb and forefinger. He then kissed my forehead while I closed my eyes and sigh in contact.
Suddenly, I feel coldness I quickly opened my eyes and saw Bilal stood up left a letter in front of me and went in walk-in-closet. I looked at the letter confusingly. I didn't know but it look like it was not good.
There was a noise, I looked up and saw Bilal was taking a suitcase and made his way towards door. Now my heart was beating fast.
When he opened the door he said without turning around looking at me, "Please read the envelope and try to understand. And please forgive me. I love you."
Then he went away. I was sitting here now all alone. I was feeling numb. I again saw that letter and picked it with my shaking hands. I opened it and started reading it.
Dear Aiman,
I don't know how to tell you. I also came to know this morning. I wanted to tell you about this but I couldn't. I didn't want to ruined that smile on your face. Sorry angel I have to go Dubai. Its same project which I told you about school. Board want me there. I try everything but they want me there. Again sorry angel. I'll be back in few days. Just forgive me.
P.S. I'll call you everyday. And know one more thing. I love you. I wish I could tell you this face to face.
Your husband,
Bilal.
How could he do that to me how? When people asked about him what I would said them? My parents. I-I couldn't tell them about him. Now I knew why he was quiet and tensed and my in laws were also quiet when we reached home after walima. I spent my whole night reading the letter again and again, and wished that it was all joke.
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I woke up when I felt a hand moving in my hair. I slowly opened my eyes and saw mom(Bilal mother) with tears in her eyes.
I quickly sit up and asked, "Are you ok mom? Why you have tears in your eyes? Tell me? Did someth-"
"Everything is ok beta. Its just Bilal's sudden departure on your first night. If you are angry at him, I can totally understand it. You know-"
"Mom don't worry I'm not angry at him. I'm just upset that he didn't inform me before. I understand its his grandpa dreams project. Don't worry." I said to her giving her small smile.
She also gave me small smile and said few minutes later, "Go fresh up and come down stairs for breakfast."
I nodded my head. She went out of the room. That was true I was not angry at Bilal, I was just upset that he didn't tell me before.
My phone was vibrating, I picked up the phone without see the caller id.
"Assalam o Alaikum!"
"Walikum Assalam! And morning angel. How are you? I hope you are not angry at."
When he was talking to me, I kept quiet not knowing what to say without breaking down. I looked up at my reflection in mirror and saw a girl with red eyes, nose and cheeks. I saw sadness in that girl eyes and there are also many tears in her eyes.
"Angel are you ok? Please talk to me. Don't give me silent treatment."
And then many tears running down from her eyes on her face and drop from her chin on the floor. I couldn't handle this.
"Angel sai-" I cut him by hanging up and silently cried.
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I made my way downstairs after looking presentable. I went in kitchen and saw mom is making breakfast.
"Need any help mom?" I asked her.
"No, beta, you are newly wed and are not allow to enter in kitchen. Now shoo and take a seat on table." she said.
"Bhabi take same advantage. Now go and sit on the dining table." said Afreen.
"Please let me help you something or let me set the table." I insist.
Mom sighed, "Ok."
I smiled. We were all sitting on table having breakfast. Someone cleared his throat. I looked up and saw it was dad.
"Beta if you want to continue the work. You can joined our company or the other company where you work at." he said to me.
"Thanks dad."
"No need for it, beta."
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Bilal POV
It was too painful to leave her on our first night. I tried my best to postponed it but couldn't.
Flashback
I picked my phone and answered it wad from my assistant.
"Assalam o Alaikum Sir."
"Walikum Assalam."
"Hmm..Sir as you see we have uh-huh meeting and its important about that project."
"But we have this meeting on next week?"
"Yes sir."
"Then what is matter. How this happened?"
"Sir they want you there tomorrow. There is only one flight available at 2. So sir what I do?"
I took a deep breath and closed my eyes, face of Aiman and grandpa flashing in front of me.
I sighed and said in quiet voice, "Ok."
I didn't know if made a right decision or not.
Ya Allah help me.
End of flashback
Mom was not happy with my decision nor dad was, if I didn't said yes then this dream of grandpa would never come true. I was start feeling selfish because I left my angel there. I called Aiman but she wasn't talking to me just giving silent treatment.
I hated this but what could I do, I deserved this all. I sighed in frustration. I was very angry. I took glass from table and threw it. It broke into many pieces. There was a knocked on my door and my assistant came.
"Sir they are waiting. Lets go." he said looking at broken pieces of glass.
I just nodded my head and went out of the room.
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