chapter 53

Sanaya - What do you think, those who don’t talk dirty, they don’t do anything? They also do everything that a jerk does. The difference is only that they don’t talk much about it. That’s all. Divya - Really?Sanaya -Yeah, really. They also have everything what a jerk has. Both are boys. Only their brains are different. One has an idiotic brain and the other has a wise brain. That’s all.Divya - But I thought. She admonished me as if I am a child, “I know what you thought. What you thought was wrong. What I am telling you right now is right.”Divya - Hmm…Sanaya - I tell you one more thing. Talking dirty with a boy is not a good habit. It’s a very bad habit. It makes our brain toxic. It’s a kind of brain pollution. When we indulge too much in dirty talks, it acts like a drug that affects our brain adversely. If you continue your life like this, then you will lose concentration. You will not be able to focus in your studies, you will not be able to focus on anything you like to do. I thought, “She is absolutely correct. I have been losing my concentration power since I met Vicky. I am also losing marks in my exams. But I never thought dirty talks could be the reason.”She added, “Slowly-slowly, you will become an animal in a human body. You will be looking for only one thing and that is sex, sex and sex.”Divya - Hmm…Sanaya - Sex is a normal natural thing, I agree. But if it enters your brain and day and night you are thinking only about it then it’s no longer a normal thing. It’s a kind of porn addiction. Yeah, it’s a perfect word that you need to understand. Dirty talk is nothing but a porn addiction. By doing it, a girl feels pleasure but not happiness nor blissfulness. Divya - I am sorry to interrupt but I didn’t understand your last sentence. Sanaya - I knew you were going to ask me. Let’s talk very frankly now. And you also reply me very frankly. Divya - Okay. Sanaya - Whenever you had oral sex with Vicky, you must have enjoyed it a lot. Right?I didn’t want to say yes but I said slowly, “Yes.” I could not lie to her now since it could invite her anger.Sanaya - Hmm good girl. Honest answer. Now, answer my another question. You have to answer it honestly too.Divya - Okay. Sanaya - After doing oral sex with Vicky, how would you feel right after that? Guilty.. Somewhat negative…gloominess envelops your full being. You must have felt something like that. Right?I was wonderstruck to hear her, “Oh my God, how does she know that? Whatever she is saying, I experienced. She is absolutely correct.”She ordered me, “Say yes or no.”Divya - The answer is yes. Sanaya - Good reply. This is known as pleasure. Means you feel you are happy but soon the act is done, you start feeling a bit negative. It means the happiness was false, We can say false happiness is called pleasure. I thought, “Oh my God, it’s going very deep now.”Sanaya - But there are also some other things in our life, some other acts in our life, if we do that, we don’t feel negative when the act is over, instead we start feeling very positive.I asked her wondering, “Are there such acts too?”She said in an authoritative voice, “Of course yes. But the problem is that naive girls don’t know anything about such acts. They are lost in their own filthy world.”Divya - What are these kinds of acts? Can you give some examples?She thought deeply, took some time and said, “Now comes a very deep part of life. In fact, it’s not very deep and can be easily understood but the problem is that now young girls have become very shallow. Their brains have become very shallow. It has become very difficult to explain these things to them.”Sanaya - Yeah, there is one good example that I can give you. I guess you will understand that easily. Divya - Okay.Sanaya - You must be loving some outdoor games. Divya - Yeah, I love Badminton.Sanaya - You must have played it many times. Divya - Yeah. Sanaya - How do you feel after playing? Divya - I feel good after playing. I feel refreshed. I feel rejuvenated. Sanaya - It’s happiness. It’s a right act to become happy. Playing badminton also improves your health. It keeps you fit. And when your body is fit, you are happy. Isn’t it?Divya - Hmm… yeah. Sanaya - Do you feel any kind of guilt after playing?Divya - No.Sanaya - Any kind of negative feeling?Divya - No.Sanaya - Did you ever repent that why you played? Divya - No. Sanaya - These all are signs of a good act. Divya - It’s becoming very deep. Sanaya - I agree it’s becoming very deep but you should know about these things. It’s the right time to know. Divya - Hmm… I guess we started from something else but reached somewhere else. We missed something. Sanaya - Yeah, I know what we missed. I explained to you about the right act and the wrong act. You know why? Divya - Why?Sanaya - Because I want to tell you that talking filthy to boyfriend daily is a bad act. It’s a kind of porn addiction. Talking on healthy topics with a boyfriend is a good act. It will boost up your mental health instead. You will start feeling better and more positive. Divya - But I guess sometimes it will be okay. She twitched her lips, “Okay sometimes, it’s fine. But mostly you should have a healthy conversation with your boyfriend. It’s better if you stay away from oral sex if you can but never do it day and night.”I said anxiously, “But he has not done even once.”She said in a bit of an irritated tone, “Don’t even expect that! I have explained to you these many things to hear that from you?”(It will be so nice of you, if you leave at least a single word comment and please don't forget to follow me and become my superfan. 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