chapter 33

I said in a dull voice, “It was okay.”Vaishali - Only ok? Or great? Divya - Kind of okay. She rested her chin on the palms of her hands and said, “I feel you are hiding something from me.” I lied to her, “I am not hiding anything.” She shook her head negatively and said, “No, you are lying to me. You are hiding something from me. Tell me the truth. I have read your reality from your face itself.”I could hide the truth no more, “Actually, yesterday, many things happened in the cinema hall. He took a step ahead and touched me.”Vaishali - Where? I lowered my eyes and said, “Almost everywhere.”Vaishali - Oh wow! How romantic! You must have enjoyed a lot. I twitched my lips and said, “Not at all. I just let him do because I didn’t want to hurt him. As I felt being with Vicky, I don’t feel being with him. Vicky attracted me but he repels me. I don’t know why.”Vaishali - What? I can’t believe what you are saying. You have reached with him so far in a relationship but you are talking this to me. It’s a very awkward situation. On one hand, you have become his girlfriend but on the other hand, you don’t like his touch! How will it go?I said in a depressed tone, “That’s where I am confused. I don’t know what to do and what not to do. If I tell him the reality, he will get badly hurt. He may even go crazy. He is already a mad guy. I may lose him forever too. I guess, somewhere I also don’t want to lose him. Perhaps, I want to keep him as my just friend, not my boyfriend.”She said, widening her eyes, “What are you talking about, Divya? Now, he can’t become your just friend. These many things have already happened between both of you. From a friend, one can become a boyfriend but no boyfriend can become a friend. I said, losing hope, “Yeah, you are right. I am in a dilemma. I really don’t know what to do now. Vaishali, you are my best friend and wiser than me. Please you help me na. Tell me what I should do.”She started thinking by closing her eyes, as if she was expert in meditation and in finding the answers of all the questions from the cosmos. After thinking for a while, she said, “It’s a very grave matter. I need some time to think over it. But don’t worry, I will surely tell you its solution.”I asked her, “Till then?”She answered, “Don’t take any step. Don’t tell him your reality. Let the relationship go as it is going. Don’t interfere in whatever is happening.”Divya - Hmm…At night at about 10 p.m.I was lying on my bed. After some days comes a time when I feel very horny. And that day was such a day. I closed my eyes and started thinking about Vicky and the moments I spent with him. I began to relish the sweetest memories of my life. My mobile buzzed and it drew me back from the world of imagination. “Shit!” I picked up my mobile. It was a message from Sahil. “Oh ho, what he wants now. Vaishali suggested to me to let the relationship go as it is. I can’t disclose my real feelings to him.”I clicked on his message. It read, “Hi Divya, what are you doing?”I wrote sarcastically, “I am waiting for you.” He, stupid, took it seriously. He started replying at a faster pace. I also started replying. Slowly-slowly, he started drifting into some other kind of talks.  He wrote, “Don’t you feel horny sometimes?”Divya - All girls feel horny sometimes. Sahil - Then what do you do at that time? I was alreadly feeling very horny. I didn’t like him but perhaps, I needed those types of texts for my weak moment. His texts started adding to my physical pleasure.I wrote, not because I had feelings for him, but because it triggered my imagination, “I do what a girl does. A very special thing.”Sahil - Which is that special thing?Divya - I start touching my vulnerable parts. HIs interest increased, “Which are those vulnerable parts?”I closed my eyes and started imagining as if I was with Vicky in the same old house where he made love with me. I wrote, “The left side of my neck is very vulnerable.” I imagined as if Vicky kissed me on the left side of my neck. Sahil - Only neck or something else also?Divya - My skin above knees is also very vulnerable. As I move above my knees, my vulnerability increases.I imagined Vicky touching the same vulnerable parts of my body with his lusty hands and lips.He became more excited to hear that. He went on sending more and more messages. His messages became hotter and hotter. I also picked heat by reading his sexy and lusty messages. I didn’t even realize when both of us ended in oral sex. I did everything imagining Vicky in my eyes. But the case of Sahil was very different. He had imagined just me in his eyes. After doing everything, suddenly, I came back to my senses. I realized what a big stupidity I did. “Oh shit! Oh shit! What I did! Now, what shall I do?” He was continuously sending me messages, “Mmuuaah! Muuaah! I love you! A long smooch from me!”Suddenly, I felt very dirty. I thought, “Oh gosh! I need to stop him now! He is making me feel filthier and filthier.”I wrote, “Please stop. I don’t want to talk to you more.”Sahil - What happened?I wrote angrily, “I told you na, I don’t want to talk to you more. Can’t you understand that?”Sahil - Are you suffering from mood swings problem?(It will be so nice of you, if you leave at least a single word comment and please don't forget to follow me and become my superfan. You will be able to read all the locked parts of all my series for free and you will also be able to chat with me and my superfans directly.)