chapter 24

Vaishali - I am feeling. Let’s get something to eat. There was a small stall nearby. She purchased two burgers from the stall. We started eating the burgers. Our eyes were fixed on the old house. She said, “I think we have to come here at least for three weeks. Only then we will come to know something about him.”Divya - Hmm… I want to tell you one very important thing.Vaishali - Hmm…Divya - Whenever I call on his number, he didn’t pick my call, that’s a different thing but his number never came busy. It means he doesn’t talk to anybody else. Vaishali - Stupid, these types of boys don’t have only one number. Sometimes, they have more than five numbers. His one girlfriend has only one number of his. My face fell, “Hmm…”While we were eating burgers, the unexpected happened. Vicky came on his bike and his pillion rider was a young school girl!She said, shocked, “Divya, look there! Vicky has come. Who is this girl?”Tears pooled in my eyes. I said, “I don’t know.” Immediately, I took out my mobile and started calling him. He took out his mobile from his pocket, looked at the mobile’s screen and again put the mobile back. I called him again. He disconnected the call. I received the message from his number, “I am busy. I will call you later on.” He held the hand of the new girl in his hand very lovingly. The girl was looking at him and smiling. Vaishali said ruthlessly to me, crushing my heart, “Meet Vicky’s new girlfriend.” I started crying. Still, my heart was not believing what I was seeing. Only one thought was ringing in my ears, “How can he cheat on me? He loves me. He can’t cheat me.” But the reality was right in front of me. He took the girl inside the old house. What would happen next in the house, it was quite clear to me. Vaishali placed her hand on my shoulder and said, “Divya, it’s time to go back. You should forget about Vicky now. He never loved you. He just used you.” I burst into tears. She hugged me tightly and said into my ears, “Don’t worry, it happens. This time will pass too. You have to start your life again.”I said crying, “How many times do I have to start my life again? Once I loved Nikhil. He rejected me. Then I fell in love with Vicky. He cheated on me. Now, I don’t want to fall in love again. Why is God doing all this to me? Why only me? All other girls are very happy with their boyfriends. Why only me?”Vaishali - Don’t worry, everything will be alright. Whatever God does to us is for our benefit. Maybe God wants to make you stronger. Maybe you deserve the best guy on the earth.I broke the hug and said, “I know you are saying all these things just to encourage me. The fact is that I am very unlucky.”Silence ensued for about fifteen seconds. She said, “Let’s go home. You need rest. Your mom must be waiting for you.” We got on our scooters. I rode my scooty home with tears in my house. When I placed my left foot in front of the house. Before pressing the bell button, I wiped my tears properly with my handkerchief. Then I pressed the bell. My mom opened the door. I gave a false smile and entered my room. My mom said, “Tea or coffee?” I said, “Mom, I want to take rest for half an hour. After that, I will have coffee.”I heard her answer, “Okay.” She had sensed that I was not feeling good that day. But she didn’t ask me anything. Perhaps, she knew at this age, we have to face some teenage kind of problems. The night started falling. With the increasing darkness outside, my heart was also drowning in the darkness. I thought, “Oh, again the night is coming. At night, my heart, my feelings become more sensitive. Again, I have to bear the suffering of mental agony. Today, I am already very hurt. God, please save me from this pain.”Many thoughts started racing in my mind, “I was much better when I was single. At that time, I agree my life was boring. But I had no tension, no stress,no anxiety, no depression. But now, my every moment, my every second is filled with stress, tension, anxiety and depression. It’s just like cancer. It is not only eating into my vitals but also my soul.”“I am feeling as if I am in a pan of oil and somebody is frying me. I am in hell right now. Now, I will never go into any kind of relationship. It’s very painful. Further, now, I am not in a position to study, to complete my homework. I can manage doing written work but what about oral work. I can’t even learn a single sentence now.”“I ruined my life on my own! What was the need to fall in love with Vicky? Everything was going okay in my life. When I saw other girls having boyfriends, I also felt like making a boyfriend. I made a boyfriend and see the results now. I am writhing in mental agony. That’s what I got.”At 1 a.m.I was lying on the bed, trying to sleep but sleep was nowhere around me. I was just tossing and turning. Tears were continuously flowing from my eyes. The images of Vicky taking her new girlfriend were flashing continuously into my mind. Out of anger, I picked up my mobile and blocked Vicky from all my social media accounts and whats app. I said to myself, “I will never see the face of Vicky. He cheated on me. I will throw him out of my life.” That was a different thing that he also wanted to throw me out of his life. He had got bored of me.(It will be so nice of you, if you leave at least a single word comment and please don't forget to follow me and become my superfan. You will be able to read all the locked parts of all my series for free and you will also be able to chat with me and my superfans directly.)