Chapter 31

Translator: Darling | Editor: Coming soon…

From here on out, will I just be living here in this remote land with this child for the rest of my life?

I rub my hands against my swelling stomach.

Can I really call spending my days at a foreign land without Lord Edward, happiness?

“Hey Yuki, I don’t know how to do anything. I don’t know how to cook, clean, or do laundry. I have never done those kinds of things before. Will I really be ok here?”

I have always lived depending on other people.

Because of that, I don’t even know how to clean.

I don’t know how to do laundry.

I don’t know how to cook.

I ran away as Yuki told me to do so, but now I’m anxious thinking about whether I can live without servants.

Currently, I’m using Makoto’s room, but everything I have bought with me doesn’t particularly seem useful for daily life.

“Don’t worry. I’ll teach you little by little. You don’t have to do everything perfectly, you know? As long as it’s passable, it’s good enough.”

“I don’t have to do everything perfectly…?”

To become the crown princess, perfection is to be expected.

Whether it’s your refined appearance or the beauty of your letters or educated conversational skills. No matter what it was, it was expected out of the crown princess to be perfect.

“There’s no person in the world who can do everything perfectly. Everyone has something that they’re good at and something that they’re bad at. As long as you do your best on both sides and you do your absolute best on what you’re good at to help out other people, it’s fine.”

Yuki says as she wipes away the tears under my eyes.

At some point, tears were flowing down my eyes.

For whatever reason, I can’t seem to hold back my emotions when I’m with Yuki.

“Don’t push yourself too much, Rachel. It’s bad for your kid too. But you know, it’s kind of strange. The girl I met in the game looks exactly like you, but your personalities are completely different. On top of that, you’re bearing Edward’s child…”

“Do you think it’s a bit shameless?”

In this country, it is considered absolutely disgraceful to have sex before marriage. But it is forgiven if your partner is your fiancé.

“No. But didn’t he hate your guts?

Yuki uttered.

“I don’t know. But he was always nice to me. He always said that he loved me so much… But I also knew about the darker side that Lord Edward had. So, the possibility that he hates is….”

As the words come out of my mouth, I felt a bit sadder. I loved Lord Edward that much.

“Hmmm. I guess I should have Makoto check up on that then. But you know Rachel, at first, I wanted to rescue you because I hated the idea that Lord Edward was planning all of that just because he wanted to accuse you of a fake crime all because he hated you. But when I looked at you, you didn’t seem that happy at all. You always seemed to look a bit sad. So, whether Lord Edward really hated you or not, I thought that I had to get you away from him.”

“I looked… Sad?”

“Yeah, you were smiling on the outside, but you looked like you were in pain. You looked exactly like that friend of mine when I met them for the first time. That’s why I wanted to help you out.”

As Yuki mentioned that, she started telling me all sorts of things.

She started telling me about the time when she met her friend, as well as how they suddenly broke apart.