Chapter 242 The next morning
Heart of Darkness
Skender watched Roxana sleep peacefully beside him. He wanted to wake her up, take her and make her cry out again despite having taken her multiple times last night. Every time he thought his hunger would be quenched it only left him more hungry to know the feeling of having her body wrapped around him. She was warm, soft, and felt at home and she welcomed him with equal desire.
And God, he was right that her body was made for his and she could handle all of his hunger. All the hunger that came back now after hundreds of years of numbness. He didnât have to be careful or treat her like a fragile woman. She was just as wild as him and he loved it.
Rolling in bed she moved closer to his side and he opened his arm for her. She snuggled against him and he knew she was half awake. He ran his fingers up and down her back and she shivered and moved closer, putting on leg over his and resting one arm on his chest.
He smiled. She was just like her friends. The cats. He was also beginning to like this comfort but the lords were trying to reach him through the mind link. He had told them he would be back today but now he just couldnât bring himself to get up and leave. He shut the link and decided to at least have the morning with her. He couldnât just get up and leave.
Roxanaâs hand came to rest on his chest, right above his heart. âI donât think I can get up today.â She mumbled.
âThen donât. Iâll bring you food in bed.â
âMhmm.â He could feel her smile against his arm. âDo you have to go today?â
âYes.â
She opened her eyes and looked up at him. âWill you stay if I tell you?â
He raised a brow. âIt depends on how persuasive you are.â
âThat shouldnât be difficult.â
âNo?â
âNo. You men are easy.â
âYou men?â
âWell, demons are even easier it seems. You are hungry all the time. How much persuasion could you possibly need?â
âYou are right.â He said and she chuckled. âSo can I eat now?â He pulled her closer and nibbled playfully at her neck.
âAlex!â She laughed, trying to push him away but he got her beneath him. The sound of her laughter alone filled his chest with warmth.
He grabbed her wrists and held her down, pulling back to just look at her.
âWhat is wrong?â She asked softly.
âNo morning has felt so right.â He told her.
She smiled. âIt is a perfect morning.â
âI have a gift for you.â He said releasing her wrists. Now would be the perfect time to give her the golden button.
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Roxana sat up and watched Alexander walk away and pick up his trousers from the floor. He looked through the pockets and pulled out something that he didnât show her until he got into bed.
Holding his hand up in front of her he let the golden button slide from his hold and hand from its chain.
Roxana reached for it, stunned. âHow did you get it?â She knew it was hers since it was in the chain she put it in.
âWith some demon magic.â He joked.
She looked at it in her hands. She had thought she lost it forever and tears filled her eyes. âAlex.â She croaked, gazing at him.
He took it from her hand. âLet me,â he said and reached to put it around her neck. It fell between her bare breasts. They somehow looked even firmer than before. Her hair also caught her attention and she grabbed a few strands. It was much smoother and shinier. Her skin looked healthier.
âIt is the blood,â Alexander said. âYou already looked exquisite. Now you lookâ¦â His eyes finished the sentence even if he couldnât find the words.
The man was insatiable. After how exhausted he made her last night she expected him to be less âhungryâ as he liked to call it. She had expected more pain this morning but his blood was doing some magical job. She just felt a mild soreness that she didnât mind. It was somehow sweet and reminded her that she had done some exercise last night.
âAre the scars on my back completely gone?â She asked.
He nodded.
âWell, if this is what happens then I need a spoon of your blood in my tea every morning. This is absurd.â She wouldnât need soap or oils. She would wake up looking like this. No wonder he looked like that with all that magical blood running through his veins.
Suddenly he grasped her hand and held it still in his. He looked at her with a serious expression. âWe are already mated now, Roxana. I plan to take the next step and make you my queen.â He told her.
Her heart skipped and she became nervous again.
He frowned as if he knew.
âCan you still read my mind?â She asked almost panicking.
âNo. But I can sense your feelings. We are mated now.â
Oh right. He explained that.
âWhat is wrong?â He asked grabbing her chin gently.
âI donât know. I am not used to having people work for me and⦠ordering them. Having them serve me. It feels strange and I feel bad.â
He dropped his hand with a smile and tilted his head. âYou donât order around. You are better than me in that aspect. You have a natural way of talking where you involve people and make it sound like a team effort. You will win everyoneâs hearts and they will want to serve you.â
âWell, then the courtiers wonât like me. I am not a princess or a lady.â
âThey complain about everything so donât worry. After a while when they find a new problem and they will move on.â
âThen what about..â
âRoxana?â He cupped her cheek. âWhat are you truly afraid of?â He asked.
She clenched her jaw. âI just⦠it doesnât seem real.â She was scared something would go wrong.
âIs it about your nightmare?â
She looked at him. It wasnât that she feared her own death. She feared for what would happen to him if she died. What would happen to her family if they were still alive. They would be heartbroken like she had been when she found out that her father had died.
âI just donât want to separate from you.â She told him.
He leaned in and placed a kiss on her forehead then pulled her into his arms. âWe are not going to separate. I wonât let that happen.â