chapter 23
Crossed Hearts
The Matthews house was quiet that morning, the usual bustle of its inhabitants replaced by a calm stillness. Arjun had taken the rare opportunity of his day off to catch up on rest and some light reading in the sunlit drawing room. Grace, however, had other plans.
As she entered the room with a gentle smile, Arjun immediately rose from his seat. âGood morning, Mrs. Matthews.â
âGrace,â she corrected with a soft chuckle, placing a tray of tea and biscuits on the table. âYouâve been here long enough to drop the formalities, Arjun.â
Arjun smiled sheepishly. âHabit, I suppose.â
She gestured for him to sit back down and poured tea for both of them, her movements graceful and deliberate. âI wanted to talk to you about something,â she said, her tone casual but carrying an undercurrent of seriousness.
Arjun straightened slightly, sensing the shift. âIs everything all right?â
Grace nodded, handing him his cup. âIt is. But Iâve noticed somethingâabout you and Elias.â
Arjunâs grip tightened on the cup, his heart skipping a beat. âElias?â he echoed, his voice barely above a whisper.
Grace gave him a knowing smile. âYes, Elias. My son is not the easiest person to understand, is he?â
Arjun didnât know how to respond, so he stayed silent, his gaze fixed on the swirling tea.
Grace leaned back, studying him. âYou see, Arjun, Elias has always been... different. Even as a child, he struggled with emotions. Where other children would laugh or cry freely, Elias would observe. It wasnât that he didnât careâhe just didnât know how to express it.â
Arjun glanced up, curiosity replacing his earlier hesitation. âHeâs always been so composed,â he said. âI assumed it came naturally.â
Grace smiled wistfully. âOh, no. That composure you see is something he learned, something he perfected. As the eldest son of the Matthews family, he was born with a weight on his shoulders. Expectations, responsibilities... They shaped him. But they also left little room for him to be anything other than what people needed him to be.â
She paused, her expression softening. âI remember trying to explain emotions to him when he was young. âElias,â Iâd say, âyour heart will tell you what to feel.â But heâd just look at me with those serious eyes and ask, âWhat if it doesnât?ââ
Arjunâs heart ached at the image of a young Elias, so earnest yet so lost.
âFor years, he faked it,â Grace continued, her voice quiet. âHe learned how to smile when it was expected, how to offer comfort when it was required. But it was never realânot until you.â
Arjunâs breath hitched. âMe?â
Grace nodded, leaning forward. âYouâve changed him, Arjun. All those emotions he couldnât feel beforeâheâs feeling them now. And itâs overwhelming for him, but heâs trying. Heâs trying because he doesnât want to lose what he has with you.â
âIâ¦â Arjun trailed off, his thoughts spinning. âI donât know what to say.â
Grace reached over, placing a comforting hand on his. âYou donât have to say anything right now. But I want you to know that youâre special to him. More than he probably knows how to say.â
The room fell silent for a moment, the weight of her words settling over them.
Arjun finally looked up, his voice tentative. âDo you think⦠Do you think heâs too different? That it might not work?â
Graceâs smile was warm and reassuring. âI think love doesnât follow rules or expectations, Arjun. It finds us where we least expect it. And when it does, itâs up to us to decide if itâs worth the risk.â
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That evening, still processing Graceâs words, Arjun found himself dialing a familiar number. The sound of his fatherâs voice on the other end of the line was like a balm to his restless heart.
âArjun, beta! How are you?â
âIâm fine, Papa,â Arjun replied, his voice soft. âI just⦠I needed your advice.â
His fatherâs tone shifted, becoming gentle and attentive. âOf course. Whatâs on your mind?â
Arjun hesitated, running a hand through his hair. âThereâs someone⦠Someone whoâs been very kind to me. But theyâre also very different from anyone Iâve ever known. Iâm not sure if I shouldâ¦â
âAh,â his father interrupted, his voice laced with amusement. âYouâre talking about love, arenât you?â
Arjunâs cheeks flushed, even though his father couldnât see him. âMaybe,â he admitted quietly.
His father chuckled. âLove is never simple, beta. But itâs always worth it if it feels right. Does this person make you happy?â
âYes,â Arjun admitted, his voice barely above a whisper.
âDo they respect you? Support you?â
âThey do.â
âThen whatâs holding you back?â
Arjun exhaled, his chest feeling lighter. âI guess I just needed to hear that.â
His fatherâs voice softened. âArjun, youâve always been so brave, chasing your dreams halfway across the world. Donât let fear stop you now. If this person makes you happy, then hold on to them.â
Tears pricked at Arjunâs eyes as he whispered, âThank you, Papa.â
âAlways, beta,â his father replied warmly. âNow go and tell them how you feel.â
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Later that night, Arjun sat on the edge of his bed, Graceâs words and his fatherâs advice echoing in his mind. His heart felt full, a mix of fear, hope, and anticipation swirling within him.
Across the hall, Elias stood in the shadows of the dimly lit hallway, his sharp ears catching the tail end of Arjunâs quiet phone conversation. A rare smile graced his lips as he turned away, retreating to his room.
For the first time in a long while, Elias felt a flicker of something he had never been able to name before: hope.