Chapter 277
Ex-Husband’s Regret
Chapter 0277
It was all so fucking confusing and frustrating. I hate that I have to be told about my life by other people.
Itâs something that I should be able to remember instead of being told about it like it was a damn story.
âYou hinted that you came into my life after Emma came back, but you already knew our story. Howâs
that possible, and how did we meet?â
âTravis and I are dating. Weâve been dating for almost two years now. I knew of your history with Emma
and Rowan because Travis told me.
And things get even more interesting. I didnât see that coming. Given how think he would warn his
girlfriend to stay away from me.
Travis also despised me, Iâd
Also, how are we even friends? Travis is a piece of work, and Iâm sure his girlfriend is probably the same.
After all, donât birds of a feather flock together?
She must have seen the doubt in my eyes because she grabs my hand.
âI know what youâre thinking, but it isnât like that. After Travis told me about you, I kept my distance. Not
because I supported them and what they did to you, but because I was afraid youâd reject my friendship
because I was dating him. It was after your attack that I came looking for you. I wanted to make sure
your were okay and that you knew you werenât alone.â
Taking a sip of my drink, I remain silent for a while. There was a lot to unpack from what she told me.
âIf you were afraid that I wouldnât accept your friendship, then that means Travis and I werenât on good
terms.â
âYes.â She replied, shifting in her seat. âYouâd cut him from your life.â
Well, there is another surprise.
I only had one question, though:
âWhy would I have cut him off and not Rowan? Heâs caused me more pain than almost everyone
combined.â
Panic flashes in her eyes. I see her begin to get nervous before she forces herself to calm down. If what,
she was saying was the truth, why would she panic at my simple question?
Thatâs something you have to figure out yourself,â she finally answers. âBut I think that itâs maybe
because, even though you tried killing your love for Rowan, you never succeeded. It was buried under
years of pain, but it never faded. On the other hand, your love for Travis, Kate, and James. It faded.
Thatâs
I go to say something, but she cuts me off.
âPlus, itâs hard to move on from someone when he is constantly around you. Because of the shared cust
â¦â Her eyes widen as if sheâd caught herself right before revealing something she wasnât supposed to.â
Because of Noah, you two were always around each other.â
I hum as my brain tries to figure out what sheâd been about to say. Could she have meant to say shared
custody? If so, doesnât that mean that Rowan and I divorced?
More questions just keep arising in my head. It was driving me nuts, honestly. All I wanted was to figure
out the damn truth.
âWhat about my relationship with Ethan?â I ask her, maybe she could shed more light on that.
She answers with a question of her own. âWhat has Rowan told you?â
Shrugging my shoulders, I reply. âNothing much. Just that I was seeing him during the time he was
courting Emma⦠I canât help but wonder, though; I know myself. At least my current self, and I know!
would never have slept with another man if I at least didnât feel something strong for him.â
Letty stares at me for a long time before answering.
âYou were highly attracted to him, but apart from that, you were falling for him. You once told me that you
felt really strongly for him and that you could actually imagine a future with him. That you could see
yourself building a life with him and loving himâ
Color me shocked. Shit. Was she honestly telling the truth? Was I really falling for some other man? I
always thought that Rowan was it for me. I never considered other men because he was embedded
deep in my soul. I thought I would never fall out of love with him, even if he went back to Emma.
To find out that this almost happened leaves me feeling some type of way.
I look up at her with unfocused eyes.
âAnd what happened to Ethan? Why isnât he around? If I were falling in love with him, why am I now with
Rowan? I donât understand.â I stammer, firing question after question at her.
She goes to answer, but a cold and deadly voice stops her.
âThatâs fucking enough Lettyâ
I swivel around in my chair, and my eyes collide with the gray, angry ones belonging to Rowan.