CHAPTER 11
LUCIFER
I woke up the next morning extrememly tired from all the fun we had yesterday and plus I cried myself to sleep and got up to get ready it was around 6 in the morning I woke up at this time cause I didn't know when he would be arriving so I just prepared myself I got dressed and put my hair into a pineapple ponytail and put on a strapples dress
I walked downstairs and surprisingly my parents where here they are never here by this time I walked up to my brother and gave him a hug he kissed me in the forehead "morning bro how was your night.sleep well"I said with a fake smile on my face I can't show that I'm hurt it makes me seem weak
"My night was fine but you can't expect me to sleep well knowing my sister is gonna be staying with some random man"he said he was right he had bags under his eyes he looked like he didn't sleep well "I told you I was gonna be fine remember I told you I would call everyday" our conversation was cut off by my parents clearing thier thought "umm we are here you know we didn't even get a good morning" my mother said with no emotion on her face a real mother would be crying that her child has to go live with a stranger but my parents looked so ...calm I felt like I was just a burden that was being lifted off thier shoulder like I want wanted .
"Oh goodmorning I forgot you guys were here it's rare to see you home at this time"I said looking at them with no emotions and with a little attitude to my voice over my years I've learned how to hide my emotions I'm quite good at it I've taught myself to never let people see that I'm hurt cause then I'm weak and that's a sign they can walk all over me like a rag.
"We just wanted to say goodbye to our daughter cause we never know when next we are gonna see her" my mother said it sounded like she was trynna sound like she was sad but I could tell she was lying and it angered me "no your here to say goodbye to the burden being lifted of your shoulder so cut the bullshit I know you fucking lyin" I said my anger slowly reaching its peak my father finnalt spoke "young lady don't speak to your mother that way are you out of your mind" now I was mad "nigga shut the fuck up all I did was tell the truth tell me i was a mistake huh cause it's obvious you don't care you shouldn't have come here you should have stayed at work goddammit"
"How can you say such a thing you were not a mistake were sorry we were never there for you guys we completely we know we didn't set our priorities right and we where for that"my mother said a tear sliding down from her eyes now that I think about it my father never says anything he just sits there emotionless my mom always apologizes on behalf of both of them he never actually says he's sorry himself and that added to my anger now i was seeing red I picked up the vase on the table and threw it to the wall " don't tell that bullshit just shut up I'm tired of hearing the stupid fucking apologies only for the same thing to happen again why are you always apologizing even for the things pops did hub is he not man enough to apologize or something huh god I fucking hate you guys maybe it is a good thing I'm leaving so I don't have to deal with shit like this"
I ran towards my room hearing my name being called multiple times I just kept going I'm tired of life I'm tired of everything I just wish I could vanish from this earth maybe he was right no one cares about me I sat in my room looking out of the room thinking about what my life has become I heard a knock "come in" I looked over to see my brother standing there "hey you okay"he asked looking concerned "yes I'm just tired of everything he was right zarice no one cares about me"I said his facial expression changed instantly to one of sadness "no he wasn't right imani I care about you please don't ever say that again it hurts me to see you like this"he said pulling me into a hug which I returned we stayed like this for about five minutes my head on his chest and him patting my back like he's burping a baby I broke the silence "when is he gonna get here"I said with my face still buried in his chest.
"Mum said he'll be here around 7:30"he said I looked over to my clock on the bed side it was already 7:00 so I had 30 minutes left in my home I'm dresses my bags are packed so what else am I gonna do but to spend my last minutes with my brother [damn I sound like I'm dieying] we remained like dat for the rest of the time with my brother telling me he loved me from time you time we heard a knock and my room door open I looked up to see my mother thier her eyes puffy like she's been crying who cares "what do you want"I asked in a harsh tone not wanting to look at her right now "he's here"