CH 102
Reverse Domestication
after returning from dongshan, lu ye officially packed up his things and temporarily moved into qi yanbaiâs apartment.
the originally single-rented apartment suddenly had an extra personâs belongings, making it feel crowded. a spare coat of lu yeâs appeared on the coat rack by the door, and the bathroomâs single set of toiletries was neatly arranged to make room for new cups and toothbrushes.
these small items silently filled qi yanbaiâs life. even though the room was still the same, at a glance, it gave qi yanbai a completely new feeling.
the bedroomâs balcony window was open, allowing the fresh air to flow in. the bedroom carpet, which had been stained the last time, had been replaced with a brand new one. it was a long, soft, beige rug that felt wonderfully plush underfoot.
the wardrobe by the bed hadnât been fully organized yet, and lu yeâs suitcase was open, casually resting on the floor. a thick motorcycle jacket slipped out from under the suitcase lid, hanging crookedly on the side.
qi yanbai picked up the jacket and hung it back in the wardrobe, then casually took out a clean bed sheet from inside the wardrobe and spread it over the bed.
the dark gray linen still retained the scent of detergent. qi yanbai bent down and smoothed out the wrinkles on the fabric. when he spread it over the bed, he noticed that the chain he had previously used to ârestrainâ lu ye was still in place.
the cold and heavy shackles hung from the bed railing, with one end dangling into the gap at the bedâs headboard. qi yanbai picked up the fallen circular shackle from the floor and rubbed it in his hand. after a moment of hesitation, he quietly put it back in its original place.
âwhy are you keeping this?â lu ye, who knows when he walked over from the living room, was standing by the door, holding a water glass, looking at him with a half-smile.
âare you planning to keep it for future use?â lu ye raised an eyebrow and asked, âor are you prepared for a âreturn to prisonâ at any time?â
âkeeping it as a memento,â qi yanbai was caught off guard but remained calm. he blinked his eyes when he heard lu yeâs words, then turned his head to look at lu ye innocently and pitifully, playing innocent, âor, if i misbehave, you can use it to lock me up.â
qi yanbai seemed to have discovered the benefits of being straightforward lately. he neither concealed nor pretended to be âvirtuousâ anymore. all day long, he acted like a spoiled child, talking nonsense.
but lu ye was sharp and didnât fall for it. he reached out and pinched qi yanbaiâs chin, coldly stopping qi yanbaiâs attempt to get closer. he handed the water glass to qi yanbai and said, âi donât have that hobby.â
while saying this, lu ye walked over to the bed, took over the remaining work, and complained, âitâs all a safety hazard and dangerous.â
however, despite lu yeâs words, he didnât force qi yanbai to get rid of the âcriminal tools.â instead, he coiled the overly long chain a few times and tucked it under the mattress.
qi yanbai knew that lu ye responded better to gentle persuasion than force. so, he curved his eyes and obediently took a sip of water, then took a few steps to pick up the work again, helping to spread the sheets over the mattress.
with two people working together, it was much faster. a few minutes later, lu ye stood up straight, checked the time on his wrist, and then put down what he was holding. he clapped his hands to get rid of the non-existent dust.
âif youâre willing to move the remaining stuff for me, go ahead. if not, we can deal with it when i come back from work later,â lu ye said as he stepped on the carpet and took a new t-shirt from his suitcase. he casually added, âiâm on duty tonight, so iâll probably be back late. you can come back home from work on your own. you donât have to wait for me.â
âon duty again?â qi yanbai also put down the glass and walked to the bathroom door. he chatted with lu ye through the closed door, saying, âhavenât you been on duty a lot recently? did the schedule change?â
âitâs because the interns have all gone back,â lu ye replied.
while they were talking, lu ye had already changed his clothes. he walked out of the bathroom, adjusting his cuffs. as he walked toward the door, he suddenly remembered something and turned back to look at qi yanbai. he reminded him, âoh, by the way, iâm planning to sell the motorcycle. donât forget to take the keys with you when you go to work later. give them to mingming during your class, and ask her to take them to my sister.â
âhmm?â qi yanbai was slightly surprised. he asked, âwhy do you suddenly want to sell the motorcycle?â
he paused for a moment and then hesitated, âis it because you need money?â
âwhere did you get that idea?â lu ye chuckled and reached out to comb qi yanbaiâs long hair, which had fallen loose. he smiled and said, âitâs just that itâs time to let it go. it doesnât suit me anymore.â
it was like how people would enter new stages in life at a certain age, and what used to be youthful exuberance and excitement would become immature in hindsight. while it was okay to cherish the memories, it didnât fit as well when it came to âsettling down.â
âwe donât go out together often, and you donât really like motorcycles. youâve only ridden it once, so itâs not a big loss,â lu ye said. he knew that qi yanbai wasnât enthusiastic about seeking thrills; he enjoyed the feeling of speed because of the influence of âlu ye.â
qi yanbai initially wanted to dissuade him from selling it, but his words seemed to get caught in his throat, and he swallowed them.
âalright,â qi yanbai changed his tune, âiâll remember.â
âokay,â lu ye nodded and said, âthen iâm off.â
âbe careful on your way to work,â qi yanbai said, âdonât order takeout for dinner tonight. iâll bring you dinner.â
âyouâre still bringing it?â lu ye smiled and said, âarenât you afraid my colleagues will gossip about how domesticated youâve become?â
perhaps because he had absorbed enough ânourishmentâ and âlove,â qi yanbai had been quite stable lately.
the previous monday, qi yanbai unusually accompanied lu ye to work. he carried lu yeâs duty coat in his arms and held a packed breakfast. he looked like a virtuous wife as he walked qi yanbai to the police stationâs entrance. then, he stopped on the steps, softly and carefully instructing lu ye about various âprecautionsâ for quite some time, from not eating instant noodles to taking care of his arm. he talked for several minutes before being caught in the act by passing colleagues.
his colleagues didnât say much at the time, but later, they teased lu ye with glee, asking if they had finally reconciled.
lu ye couldnât stand it at the time and admitted to it. but not even ten minutes later, this âgood newsâ had spread throughout the office, and even the usually serious li zhiwen came over with two cookies as a âreconciliation gift,â congratulating him on escaping the âdepressed single youthâ category.
lu ye was used to joking around with them and didnât think much of it. but qi yanbai had thin skin and lu ye was worried that he wouldnât be able to handle their teasing.
âitâs okay; they donât mean any harm,â qi yanbai said with a smile, using the coat to shield his hand as he reached into lu yeâs sleeve.
these days, the chain that qi yanbai had given lu ye was back on his wrist. it seemed like lu ye deliberately teased qi yanbai, occasionally letting it dangle. unfortunately, every time, qi yanbai took the bait, and it always made him itch inside, unable to resist reaching out and touching it.
âanyway, iâm getting off work early today, and thereâs nothing much to do,â qi yanbai said, using his fingertip to flick the bracelet on lu yeâs wrist. he said, âi want to give you something.â
âokay,â lu ye said helplessly, âiâll ask the security guard to leave a note for you.â