CH 83
Reverse Domestication
ashley was always right.
she was cunning, wise, free-spirited, and unrestrained. she never let emotions get the best of her and always observed things from a piercing perspective.
qi yanbai knew this time was no exception, but unfortunately, her warning had come too late.
âi know,â qi yanbai said as he lightly rubbed the imprint on the paper with his fingertip. he said softly, âunfortunately, itâs too late now.â
if he had received the warning earlier, or if he had realized it sooner, perhaps he still had a chance to stop. but now, he had stepped on every landmine, and there was no turning back.
âis that so?â ashley reclined in her chair, stretched her legs lazily, lit a cigarette, and smiled mysteriously.
âxiao yanbai.â ashley suddenly switched to french and said with profound meaning, âpeople always have a chance to make things right. itâs never too late to turn back.â
qi yanbai felt like she was hinting at something, so he glanced at her and his curiosity piqued.
but ashleyâs attitude seemed nonchalant and casual. she took a puff of her cigarette and seemed to have given him some advice without taking it to heart.
âso, if you ever change your mind and are willing to sell your paintings, you can contact me anytime,â ashley said with a sly smile. âyour father is offering two million dollarsâiâll be waiting.â
qi yanbai: ââ¦â
qi yanbai was still caught up in the advice about not being too late to turn back, but he hadnât realized that he and ashley were discussing entirely different matters. it suddenly felt like he had been played with, and for a moment, he was so irritated that he almost burst out laughing out of frustration.
âthereâs no need for that,â qi yanbai gritted his teeth and said unenthusiastically, âi wonât regret this, and you can forget about the commission. enjoy your vacation with qi zhe.â
ashley had successfully teased him, and she couldnât help but smile. but before she could say anything else, qi yanbai was already irritated. he ended the call without saying another word.
qi yanbai felt a surge of anger, and he couldnât help but kick the easelâs leg in frustration.
âwhatâs wrong? angry?â
lu ye had walked out of the bedroom at some point, dragging the long chain behind him. he bent down slightly, adjusted the easel that had been kicked crooked, and placed the palette back in its original position.
âlu ye,â qi yanbai subconsciously put away his phone and turned to look at lu ye, shaking his head.
âno,â qi yanbai lied, âi accidentally bumped it.â
qi yanbai couldnât tell lu ye what he was really angry about. perhaps it was because he had become accustomed to seeking effective help from ashley, but when he heard her say, âitâs not too late to turn back,â she had hit a nerve, and in that moment, qi yanbai felt like he had been played and mocked, which left him unusually furious.
âbut sheâs not necessarily wrong,â qi yanai admitted. âin this world, itâs easy to turn back only when it comes to other things, not time.â
qi yanbai forced himself to move past his anger. he blinked, quickly returning to his usual gentle self, and smiled as he hugged lu ye.
âby the way, why did you suddenly come out?â qi yanbai asked. âdid you finish looking through the art catalog?â
lu ye observed him for a moment, carefully studying every nuance of qi yanbaiâs expression. then he nonchalantly nodded and lifted the art catalog.
âthere was a disc inside the catalog,â lu ye said. âso i came to ask what itâs about.â
the disc looked a bit rough, with no label on the transparent plastic cover, only a small, blurry blue marker written in a felt-tip pen.
qi yanbai took the disc, examined it briefly, and then smiled. âitâs a movie i burned myself, called âcaravaggio.'â
lu ye had a good memory and immediately recalled something upon hearing the unusual title. he raised an eyebrow, seemingly amused, and asked, âisnât this the movie you wanted to watch with me but didnât get a chance to? you said it was shown in a retro cinema?â
at this point, qi yanbai felt that whether he had âarranged things to go in his favorâ or not, it didnât make much difference anymore. he stood up, wrapped his arms around lu yeâs waist, and leaned in to kiss him, admitting honestly, âyes, i duplicated the disc myself. i thought that if you agreed to my invitation, i could bribe the staff to show this movie.â
at that time, he and lu ye were in the ambiguous phase, being courteous to each other, and testing the waters. it seemed like they were just a step away from breaking through, but they were always a little short, leaving their relationship stagnant.
âthat was when i already liked you a lot, and i thought it was time for us to take the next step,â qi yanbai said, resting his head on lu yeâs shoulder and not hesitating to confess now. âso i wanted to use this movie as a hint to let you knowâi just couldnât because you got sick.â
âwhat were you hinting at?â lu ye asked, already knowing what qi yanbai meant.
âi was hinting that i had feelings for you and testing how much you liked me,â qi yanbai said. at that time, he still believed in ashleyâs teachings and was playing the role of an innocent lamb, guiding lu ye to take the initiative. even though he was burning with desire inside, he followed the rules of the âinnocent teacher,â refusing to make the first move.
lu ye was a very intelligent person, and he almost immediately understood what qi yanbai meant.
âso the confession from that young parent at your office was also a test?â lu ye asked.
at that time, lu ye was unaware of the set-up, but now, looking back, he realized that everything had happened so âcoincidentally,â as if it had been orchestrated in advance, waiting for him to step onto the stage.
âyes,â qi yanbai confessed openly, âshe was the sister of one of my students, and she happened to help me out.â
lu ye already knew that qi yanbai had schemed quite a bit, but now, hearing this, he couldnât help feeling a subtle sense of dissatisfaction. he raised an eyebrow, stared at qi yanbai with a mysterious look, âthe day i was sick, and you came to take care of me, i drank half a glass of water you gave me and couldnât help falling asleepââ
lu ye paused deliberately at this point, noticing qi yanbaiâs growing nervousness. he then asked with a hint of suggestion, ânow that i think about it, was that water perhaps a bit too sleep-inducing?â
the smile on qi yanbaiâs face froze for a moment, and his gaze shifted away, appearing somewhat guilty.
qi yanbai cleared his throat and forced a smile, saying, âi just added a bit of fever-reducing medication with strong sedative effects to help you sleep better.â
âand, he added in his mind, secretly duplicated a spare key to your house.
he had only confessed to half of it, but lu ye understood him well enough to see through the unspoken part. however, compared to the stalking issue, this revelation seemed relatively trivial. lu ye had seen his fair share of the world and wasnât particularly surprised.
however, old habits die hard, and lu ye couldnât resist delivering a playful comeback when he noticed qi yanbaiâs expression.
âwhat a shame,â lu ye raised an eyebrow and spoke nonchalantly, âif it werenât for that glass of water, we might have established our relationship a bit earlier.â
he paused for a moment, sighing with a tone of regret, âi actually wanted to confess my feelings to you back then.â
qi yanbai: ââ¦â
âwhat?