Happy?

Lily's POV

" Have you talked to him yet?"

" You have to say something to the guy."

Will and I were walking outside since it was a pretty nice day and it was going to rain later on. Great time to think.

" No I have not."

" It's been a week Lily."

I nodded, " I know."

" Has he tried to call."

I shook my head and sat down on the grass.

" He is waiting for me to admit it."

Will groaned, " Why are you so difficult? You like him."

I been thinking and okay I may have a baby crush on Hunter, god can't believe I'm saying this but I'm with Connor.

" A little bit."

Wills faced turned from irritated to geeked.

" Wow! You finally admitted to yourself. Good for you."

" I'm with Connor though, I don't want to hurt his feelings."

Will stood up and stuck his hand out so I can grab it.

" You are hurting his feelings by keeping this from him. Pretty sure he wants somebody who feels the same way."

Why is this so complicated?

" I just want to die."

Will chuckled, " Can't run from everything hon."

Oh I wish I could.

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I went to grab my books for my next class when I saw Connor.

Will is right, I'm hurting his feelings every day, knowing I feel for Hunter more.

What is Hunter doing to me?

He came up to me and pecked my lips," Hey babe."

I smiled, " Whats up?"

" Nothing much, I'm getting ready to go to gym."

I nodded, " Can I talk to you later."

I guess my face changed because here came the are you okay.

" I'm fine, just need to talk."

He nodded, " Okay, meet me by the doors after school."

" Okay."

" Alright gotta go, see you later."

I pecked his cheek and he walked off.

I closed my locker and saw Hunter, he was smiling.

I gave him the middle finger and walked off.

I walked into Ms. S class and took my seat.

The door swung opened shortly after I came in, " I'm here my beautiful people!"

Ms. S chuckled, " Hello Christian take your seat."

He winked at the girls and took his seat.

" Hey Beautiful."

I nodded and kept reading.

" So anything new?"

I know he knows but I didn't want him to know that I know.

I shook my head, " Nope not really."

He looked at me, " Really?"

I rolled my eyes, " Yes."

" No admittig things?"

" Fine Christian, Yes there is something going on, and I'm not going to say anything because you already know."

He nodded, " No I know what Hunter told me but not from you, and I'm not picking sides because we all know I'm for everybody."

" I have to do my work, leave me alone."

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It was after school and I'm having deja vu, probably because I have to talk to Connor and didn't Hunter have to talk to me?

I think so.

I saw Connor talking to one of the guys on the basketball team and I walked over there.

He saw me and smiled, " Hey babe this is TJ, TJ this is my girlfriend Lily."

I smiled and shook his hand, " Nice to meet you."

He nodded, " You too. Heard many things about you."

" Good things I hope."

He chuckled, " Of course, but I should go. Got practice."

Connor nodded and gave him a bro hug I guess it's called.

" Alright."

He turned to me when TJ left and opened the door for me. I thanked him and got in. Here goes nothing.

He got in and looked at me, " Let's talk."

Straight to it, huh.

" Well..."

He nodded and waited for me to continue, girls he is a good guy so whoever gets him next , treat him fantastic.

" Please don't hate me."

He started looking worried, " Oh you want to break up?"

I looked in his eyes and I immediately put covered my face with my hands.

I nodded and he didn't say anything and neither did I.

He took my hands away from my face and smiled more like a forced smile, " Hey look at me, it's okay."

I shook my head, " No it' isn't, I'm hurting you."

He chuckled, " Not going to lie you just broke my heart but it was a privilege to get it broken by you."

I laughed, " Did you just get that from the Fault in our Stars."

He nodded, " Sadly I did, don't ask."

" I'm really sorry, I didn't mean for it to happen like this."

" Don't say sorry, I'm pretty sure there is a good reason and I'm glad you told me instead of continuing to be with me when you don't feel the same."

" I still want to be friends at least."

" Best friends?"

It's the least I can do, I mean I just broke his heart.

" Sure."

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Bad boy- Hi.

I was brushing my hair when I got that message, should I reply since I technically admitted it to myself.

Me- Hi.,

Bad boy- So?

Me- So what?

Bad boy- Did you admit to yourself?

He knew I did.

Me- Yes I did, happy?"

Bad boy- You wouldn't believe.

I rolled my eyes, dumb question.

Me- Im not going out with you.

Bad boy- Of course, still have to get over that break up but I will be waiting for you.

Me- Who are you?

Bad boy- Hunter Moore.

Me- So how long have you kept your little crush a secret?

Bad boy- Not that long.

Me- Whatever.

I turned my phone off and put my hair in a ponytail.

" Lily!"

" Yea mom."

" You have a visitor."

Who the hell wants to see me?

" Coming!"

I walked downstairs and saw Christian and Cole.

" Lily! Your mommy gave me cookies."

I laughed and picked him up, " Is it good?"

He nodded and I looked at Christian," I love the company but what are you guys doing here."

Christian smirked, "We are going to the pool."

Is he crazy, " The pool isn't even opened yet?"

Cole laughed.

" What?"

" Beautiful, my pool."

" That's still outside and I don't wan to swim outside.

Cole frowned, " Why not?"

I shrugged, " I don't know maybe because it just got done raining.

Christian nodded, " Yea your right , indoor pool then?"

Cole jumped, " Yay!"

What else does he have in that big ass house but I couldn't refuse especially since Cole was happy about it.

" Okay let me get my things."

" Okay."

I was going upstairs when I realized that Hunter might be there.

" Hold up, is Hunter going to be there?"

Christian laughed, " No Beautiful he isn't."

I gave him one of my serious looks, " You better not be lying."

" I'm not."

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Let me apologize! I know I was supposed to been update but school is kicking a girls ass.

But saddest chapter I ever written😭

I need a Connor!

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