chapter 10

chp 9He now know that, I know what he is, where he came from and why did he stick by my side. He is still moving with me on his shoulder like I am a patato sack. Before I could notice that we have came to a hold, I was thrown down on the bed. Ok, I'm back in my room. Is it good? Well..."What do you know exactly?" He asked as soon as I got stable in the bed.I dragged myself to the headboard of the bed. When I didn't replied, he sat down in front of me and pulled me by my neck till I was mere a centimeter away from him."Dhwani, I asked you something." Suraj demanded again with his eyes glowing and voice so deep that caused me to suck in a quick breath. I know i have to answer him. To let him go away from me. Wasn't that the reason I had been searching him. To tell him wander off from my life."You can't save me, Suraj. Don't endanger your life for me!" I replied in my mind and closed my eyes, letting a drop of tear slide down on my cheek."You came here to save me, but don't do it. Do you know what will it cost?" "I don't even care if it cost my life to save you ". He instantly replied."I told Siya, not to tell you. I warned her. But no, she never listen to me! Damn that girl." He mumerred angrily realising my neck from his hold.I looked at his eyes letting my eyes speak for him, " but it's going to cost your life, indeed!" I snapped grabbing his arms and shaking him hard.But he just smiled, a sad one, saying "I was made for you Dhwani." No, no, no! Not again, not again. I am not loosing one again.Just like rest of them, he was also assigned to devote himself in protecting me. Ha! Like I need anyone. It really annoying me. Who are the bound to save? Me? A girl who can't even speak for herself? Who is nothing more than a burden on this living place in universe! Who is consuming a fraction of air that could be utilized by some other being to live instead of being wasted in me. I really wanna laugh at this joke."You know how important you are! Don't you? " Suraj's voice bought me back from the Sea of my thoughts. Of course he could read my mind."No I'm not!" I almost growled in my mind. My breath laboured. My heart pounding in my chest trying to get out. There were sweat beads on my forehead and I'm damn sure I was near to my shifting."Leave me alone. Save yourself" I pleaded Suraj. He knows what is happening. "I can't control it, Suraj. Just leave." He need to leave or else I even don't know what will happen. All this time I have tried my best to be alone. To protect others from me. To protect myself from me. "You need to calm down, Dhwani. It's really not the best time for shifting."I gazed him with a pure anger radiating from me "I said I can't control my shifting! Can't you understand.""And you Mr. Suraj, you are not going to save me. Let me die, like I deserve to be. I was not even ment to born!" My whole body was burning like a hot lava was poured on it. My blood was pumping to every cell. My eyes were spilling the hot tears on my cheek and my hair have now colored themself in pure black. "Like the hell, I'm going to listen to you. And as your gauradian I will never back down from my duty." "Even if it means you have to loose your life in order to save me?" "Yes." He replied and then with his hand cupped my cheek and wishpered the words that were hard to believe. "And trust me, I will never regret it. Not because you are my Angel to protect, it's because it will make me happy that I died protecting my soulmate." A gasp released my mouth and a shiver ran down my spine. His eyes again changed turning brightest shade of brown glowing just like beforewhen he first touched my hand. The emotions, need, pull, happiness, ran down in my body like a blood flowing.And there in that movement with snap my wings sprouted out from my shoulder joints.  Spreading out so large that it couldn't be accommodated in my small room.Suarj was still watching me without blinking. The wings itself were spreading out, golden and sparkling and shimmering. Shining so bright illuminating the whole room. Just for the movement I saw them trying to break free from this matchbox. Struggling to feel the warmth and air of outside. I lifted my eyes to see Suraj for knowing what was he feeling. To see fear may be. But what I saw was totally diffrent."Beautiful." Suraj's eyes showed, his smile wisphered and his touch proved.And just in a movement when his hand touched mine,  my wings like having had there own mind engulfed Suraj pulling him close. Shielding him from world. His head buried in my neck. And his hand automatically snaked around my waist. This was the most perfect movement of my life. The safest and the purest.It never happened before. Never once. Not even with my father or mother being this close. My wings never responded to anyone like they are responding to Suraj. They are always the wild one. Pushing everyone near it. Grabbing the opportunity to eliminate slightest risk that could harm them. Why are they behaving like this?Is this because he is my soulmate? Because he is my gauradian? Or because he is the part of the Sun, created specifically for me. Like Siya said, "he is the decended of Sun" Whoever he is, he can't possibly protect me. I can't possibly judge his powers but how could he save me from myself. The one who is in danger is Suraj, and the one who will be a danger for him is me. His own soul mate. Suraj was still there, hugging me. "You don't know what I have done Suraj" I wisphered in my mind."It was not your fault""And what if it was?""It doesn't matter to me. What matter the most is, you." He replied pulling me more close without realizing what comming next. But I was prepared. My mind now activated and my evil in me slowly getting out. I know Yash and Shivam would be here any second. They must have knew that I transformed. Only task that's remaining is to get Suarj out of the situation. Even if it means to do anything. I can't possibly hurt him, but I can't take risk.And just like that, I closed my eyes and thought the best place that will be safe for all! And disappeared to there, leaving Suarj for good.______________________________________What is the place? Any geuss?Sorry for late update! Don't forget review the content! Will update soon!Till then Miss me 😉😉