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Bas ek waada karna

Kabhi mera saath na chordhna!!

No one can worth us till we want them to, till we let them break our walls of limit, till we let them enter our dream universe, till we smile reminiscing their words, till we make ourself worth them.

Eira, never in her lifetime till now didn't apologize to one, because she would always be an obedient daughter and a friend.

But when she thought what she said to mustafa in the effects of those medicines.

She felt that feeling of saying something so he could talk back but he didn't return.

She missed him beside her, his remained fragrance helped her to think of ways and over come the pain she felt when he walked out in fury.

She saw those red eyes, harden features, that restlessness in his veins when she do any sound in pain. Those fisted hands when she uttered the words she now regretted.

She was on bed the whole time, meals were bought up for her, she would eat than in the effects of medicine she would sleep whole day and at night she would read any book or be on bed deep in thoughts.

Eira's wound was healing but heart would still pang when mustafa would not be with her.

She really didn't thought, she would have this strong feeling for someone other than her family.

Eira never in her life had came across word love and affection.

For her, ammi, abbu,rehan, ifrah and imraan meant all the love and affection. Her life was around these people only.

Than without her knowledge mustafa took over her mind and heart. It is still so surreal that she is married and yes, yes, yes she is immensely in love with him.

How? When? Where? She didn't know all she know is she is head over heels for mustafa.

So much shame that she now realised this when he is not around her.

They say, when that person is with us we wouldn't value one, but when they leave us we relise that how much important the one is in our life.

Eira was cloud nine when she saw mustafa entering the home but her heart sank when he ignored everyone and walked in the study.

"Is work that important that he didn't even spare me a glance?" Eira mumbled but abdul heard it.

"Eira, it might not be the  reason, he must be tired why don't you take a cup of coffee for him? "Abdul urged her to do so and she did.

She went in study and tried to make out a single word from the hulk but he sat their focused in those enemy of eira, files that bloody files.

I will put those on fire!

When after trying for umpteenth time she gave up and reculently stood and walked to her room.

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But this morning, she woke up in the embrace of his love. She kept her chin on his chest and stare at his face.

His features relaxed with no frown, no anger nothing, just calm and soft snores.

His unshaved beared grown in a stubble than his nose which is all addicted to her cherry scent. Than his eyes which were open?

She jerked and and sat on the bed all heat rushed  to her cheeks.

"What's the matter hoor?" Mustafa asked with amusment dancing on his face.

Eira shook her head and was about to climb down the bed when mustafa grabbed her unwounded wrist than pulled her.

A gasp left her lips as she landed on his chest almost hovering him.she slowly looked up to his eyes heartbeat  fastening.

Mustafa raised his brows a smile dancing on her lips. He tilted his head.

"That...." Her words died when his features hardened.

His he still angry??  Eira gulped a lump at that thought.

"Why is your wound not covered?" He asked in deep low hoarse voice eyes still on her shoulder. She heaved a breathe.

"I removed it yesternight and slept but will cover it after shower." Eira told him.

"Go than."Mustafa released her she nodded and walked to take shower.

She took the shower and walked out with her kit of dressing than sat on sofa Mustafa who watching her every move sighed and walked to her than dat beside her.

Eira applied the ointment but found it difficult to put the bandage.

"Show me" Mustafa said and sat on his knees to come of her level than with knitted frown and full focus he did the dressing.  Her freshly cherry smell hit his nose but he focused on the wound

"Don't leave it open hoor it might  increase the pain." Mustafa said while looking in her eyes with corcern. She smiled and nodded.

They keep staring into each other's eyes, letting their eyes speak the unvoiced words.

"Can we go on a drive?"Eira asked out of nowhere. Mustafa was taken aback but nodded

"At night?"Eira nodded

"Okay.... "Mustafa agreed than walked in washroom to get ready for the day.

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Everyone were on the table for breakfast but abdul was smiling like a creep. He would always glance at phone every after two second.

"Abdul you okay?"Mustafa asked with frown

"On cloud nine!"Abdul replied with a huge grin.

"Habiba aarahi hain kya?" Eira teased him but to their shock abdul's smile widen.

(Habiba is visiting  or something?)

"Abdul what's the matter?' Ammi asked in her  mother like voice.

"Ammi, nothing  happened, can't I be happy now!" Abdul said in dramatic way.

"But if a man does this for no reason he is said to be  insane or a psyco." Baba said from the behind the news paper which dropped Abdul's  jaw in shock and everyone laughed.

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Eira and Mustafa were in car, it was late at night almost midnight.

Mustafa noticed that how  eira talked  non stopped saying about her those novals she read or the information she was about to read or would share her childhood naughtiness.

"Than they got caught and heroine's father didn't uttered a word to her and send her to hero's home. From there she would attend all the function. Although hero was all handsome and all but the father was feeling a bit insecure...... Than on walima night-" eira stopped when they were about to pass from  her nani's house.

"You remember our nikkah day?"She asked and Mustafa glanced her and smiled.

"Of course that was the same place where we did  our nikkah." Mustafa said looking at the huge  building with all in its pride.

Eira smiled remember her conversation with ifrah than glanced Mustafa.

"Can I ask you something?" Eira asked when they were having their ice cream sitting in the car.mustafa eas about to say but she asked snatching the floor beneath him.

"What will you do if ever I leave you?"Mustafa stopped and turned fully to her and took her ice cream.

"Hoor, I would never let you go. Even though mein tumhare kabil nahi hoon par mein khudku tumhare kaabil banana chata hoon, and I will. I will make myself worth you."Mustafa uttered those words taking her hand in his with every Secierity in his  veins.

(............ I am not  worth you but I will make myself worth you.......)

"Agar.... If don't agree than?" Eira said with a fear.

(If......)

"I will make you mine." Mustafa said enough for eira to understand that what she matters for  him.

"But before doing such things at least listen me and let me explain.' Mustafa said with a meaning which his hoor couldn't catch but nevertheless nodded than they returned.

One with a fear,one with a guilt but also a promise too.

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