chapter 93

Sadhvi's pov :

I didn't like the fact that he is apologizing me.......it's just that we need to learn from our mistakes and move forward.

And understanding eachother so that such things will never repeat in future.

So I just tried to kiss him on his lips......

Listen! keyword here is tried......

Because when I tried to kiss him when I don't know how to kiss......imagine how it would be.

Here I am trying to capture his lower lip in  between mine but due to my lousy kissing skills I couldn't do that......

Finally giving up I was just pecking his upper lip and his lower one consecutively.....

After few pecks I left him....

I can still see the shock on his face. Even when I was 'kissing' him he was just stiffened and stood there in shock....he didn't even responded.

There was an awkward silence between us......

And I was feeling shy.......I just kissed him.......I took the initiative to kiss him!

From when did I become so straightforward?

Oh my god!!!!

I so want to go away from there and hide in bathroom for sometime.......I just don't know how to face him after my bold act....

Argh.....

But I was just standing in my place without moving an inch. It was just now that our misunderstandings were clearing up.....if I go what if the issues again rise up?

But then again for how much time he is planning to stand still like he is doing for the past five minutes?

I cleared my throat loudly which he listened and snapped to the reality just as I have anticipated.

He bit his lip and then he asked me

"What did you just do?"

Gosh!!! What should I reply now?

'Dude I just kissed you....chill out okay?' shall I say this.....this looks cool but then it looks so casual too.

Shall I say ' what's the big deal in kissing baby?'........it looks bold.

God please help me out!!

What should I even reply to his nonsensical  question?

Like why is he even asking me what I just did?

He knows right I kissed him.....he is my legally and religiously married husband......i have got all the bloody rights to do that. Even he was saying that he is mine and now he got problem with me kissing him?

That thought made my anger rise up.....without even thinking I said

"You have got a problem with it?" With my frowned brows......

If he says yes I don't think I will think twice before kicking his ass.....

Like what in the hell he got a problem.

So he better say no and be a obedient husband.

May be he sensed my anger through my behaviour....he immediately shook his head negatively.

I smiled appreciatively at him. He did the right thing.

Just then I realized that it may be late now because Siddarth has come home already.....and I haven't even cooked anything for dinner.

I immediately looked at the digital clock on the bedside table.....it was already 8 in the night.

I gasped and took steps towards the door.

Just when I was about to grab the handle of the door someone pulled me back by my waist.

I know it is Siddarth as only we are in home.....but had a firm hold on my waist.

No one ever touched me other than him like that......it not the first time he held my waist this tightly because he did on the day of our first kiss....but after that he never held me this firmly. Even when we cuddled in bed he held a me like I am a glass doll.

I looked into his eyes after slight hesitation.....

He...he is looking so passionately.

I was frowning in his grey orbs....just then I felt his hold on my waist thightened. Shivers were running through my arms at our proximity.

I think even he can look at the goosebumps on my hands.....

"Where are you going?" He asked in a firm tone and his breath was falling on my neck.......it is somewhat ticklish.

"I....I...ki...kitchen...umm..." I stuttered badly as I could form words properly right now......

He smirked at me looking at his affect on me.....

I was irritated at his smirking I so want to wipe that off his face.

So I tried to push him away.....

Gosh!!! Why is he so annoying?

But I couldn't match his strength as he pulled me back to him so much that there was no place between us......

His body was completely plastered to me. I felt breathless with him so near to me and my burning cheeks aren't helping me anyway.....

"Wh...what are y...you doing?" I asked with great difficulty.....I tried to not stutter but I failed miserably.

"Why are you leaving after that bold act of yours?" He asked.

Why is he asking like this.....so shame less!!

'yeah....says the one who kissed him!' my mind mocked him.

Why is my subconscious is not supporting me even in this situation.....it has to help me.

I just gulped visibly as I lowered my head.

"What happened now baby? Don't be shy now ok?" He said in a low and hoarse voice.

Listening that I couldn't help but shiver.

I took a deep breath and then said

"Umm Siddarth I will cook dinner leave me."

I mentally pattedmyself for not being a stuttering mess.

I thought he will leave me but he just continued looking at me....just when my patience was running he opened his mouth.

"Baby....dinner can wait." He leaned forward and snuggled near my neck.....

It feels so different.

My chest was heaving continuously and when ever this is happening my chest is pressing hard to his chest.......I am so embarrassed right now!!!!?

"No....I am hungry." I said in an attempt to maintain some distance between us.....but it is looking like he is so stubborn.

"I don't want to leave you baby.....I wanna teach you kissing so badly but for now as you are hungry let's postpone that." He whispered into my ear and just when I thought he was leaving me he surprised me by kissing my neck.....

Unintentionally a moan escaped from my lips.

I placed my plan on my mouth not believing what sound I just made!!!!

Even Siddarth was looking at me like I am a antique piece in a museum......

Gosh what happened to me????

I immediately pushed him by his shoulder and ran out of the bedroom.

How should I face him again?

I went to kitchen and washed my wash in sink.

I stood there while breathing heavily with the support of the kitchen counter.

After few minutes I calmed myself down and decided to cook something as I am really feeling hungry.

Just then Siddharth came to kitchen I bit my lips not knowing what to say to clear this awkward air between us.

"Baby....let's go out for dinner...get ready but be quick ok? You were already hungry." He informed me.

Thank god!!! even I am not in mood to cook right now.

I went to bedroom and changed into a new kurti which mom gifted me and got ready quickly.....

I saw he was already waiting for me in living room. He is in a checkered blue shirt with denim pants.....

He looks hot in any out fit.

'stop Sadhvi.....don't frool over him now and again scold yourself for doing that' my mind mocked me.

"Siddarth I am ready." I said and he kept his phone in his jeans pocket and looked at me.

"Come let's go...." He came and held my hand.

I just walked along with him.

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After a journey of half an hour car stopped at a restaurant.

I liked today's journey so much.....he held my hands in his throughout the journey.

And then we both settled on the corner seats.......today the restaurant seems less crowded than daily.

We ordered our food and waited for it.

"So baby....I just want to remind you that don't even think to leave me." He said in a firm yet serious tone.

I could sense the hidden warning from his tone so I immediately nodded my head as an okay.

He smiled appreciatively at me.....

Gosh....he looks even more handsome when he smiles.

He is always elegant and handsome......

I looked dreamily at him.

"Baby I don't mind you looking at me.....but not right now. I couldn't control myself from kissing me if yo do that." He whispered.

My cheeks were burning hot....I just lowered my head and to my rescue the waiter came and served our dishes.

We ate quickly, settled the bill and started our journey to home.

As I leaned back on the car seat I can feel my eyes dropping.....

And in no time I was deep asleep.

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