chapter 84

Sadhvi's pov:

After the long battle between my heart and mind and the constant argument over 'I could stare at my husband or not?' I have decided to not stare at him for very long......

Just glimces of him is enough......with this both my heart and mind were satisfied.

I came to this world only when Geetha poked my arm.

I looked at her questioningly......

She frowned and slowly slapped my arm and showed towards patient.

I have not understood what she was trying to convey for a second.

Then I gasped as I grasped what she was saying.

In all these I haven't even realized that Siddarth already demonstrated how to suture and other stuff.

'why won't you miss when you were busy gawking at Siddharth.' my subconscious mocked me.

' ***scoff** you are saying as if you didn't enjoy staring him.' my heart replied.....

'when did I even said I didn't.....I did for sure,but you know that this is ER right?

Gawk all you want but please do that at home alright?

You were trying to hide your marriage and when you do this things do you think you will be able to do it?'my mind said.

Yeah....it is right.

I should stop doing such stuff from now onwards.

Yeah I will stare the floor instead......

I praised myself for the idea, because if I see him I couldn't control myself but admire him.

"Can you be alert?" Geetha said impatiently.

"What happened?" I asked as I didn't know why she is in bad mood.

"Nothing......the class is completed,I have been calling you by your name since 2 minutes.

And also stop staring jeeju so openly ....you are looking creepy." She said.

Even though she just whispered the last part.

I looked down in embarrassment......

"Okay now stop being a shy bride.

Come on let's go for lunch I am so hungry that I can swallow the earth." She said dramatically.

I nodded and we both went to have our lunch..after sometime even my friends joined me.

After lots of talking than eating we came out of the dining hall.

We directly went to classrooms as it was almost the time of starting.

I kept praying that the professor should come somewhat late.....because guys they lose their temper often on the latecomers.

We almost ran into the classroom as the professor was just around the corner.

As we sat he came inside the class.....I sighed in relief.

After the continuous lecturers for 3 and half hours today's college timing is over.

We all came out of the classroom......

Even Varun came along with us.

Why is he coming with us?

I mean I don't want to offend him or something.....but we still did not became like best buddies , we talk......mostly Geetha and Varun bickers which I witness quite patiently.

And we meet rarely after the college timings.

But I just kept quite as I don't want to offend him.

"Hey girls......let's chill in canteen alright?" Varun asked us cheerfully.

I thought I rest at home but when I remembered about last night......I thought it's better to stay here anyways I will be lonely there,If I go home all I will do is thinking and crying so why not??

" Yeah let's go...." I said.

My friends looked surprised as always they persuade me for going anywhere and here I readily agreed now.

"Yeah yeah.....let's go before Savi changes her mind." Akki said.

And then we all went to the already crowdy canteen.

After searching everywhere we got a table.

We settled there.

"Ok now say the orders" Swapna said.

"I want ......yeah Gobi Manchurian and a thums up." Akki said.

"I need a fried rice....I need to get a break from hostel food today."Geetha said.

Yeah....it's true though. Now that I am cooking my own food I feing relieved for escaping that food.

Hey.....why don't I just eat food here and skip dinner.

Yeah it's right, anyways Siddarth won't come home for dinner as he do daily....I can atleast rest.

"Hey.... get me chicken noodles." I said.

Swapna looked at Varun for his order.

"I will come with you." He said to Swapna.

They both left to plca orders

"Now say Sadhvi.....what is your problem.And don't even think to lie ok?

Anything happened yesterday....you planned a dinner right?" Geetha asked.

How much ever I want to lie to her she really sees through me.

Sigh....

"He came late." I said.

"So what Savi.....you both can still have dinner right?" Akki said like a matter of fact.

"He came at almost 11:30 and then directly went to sleep." I said trying to hold back the tears which can fall anytime.

"Don't be sad......it will be alright."Geetha said to assure me.

"Hmm......but I think I should stop hoping things. I mean I can understand he is tired but he did not even remember for six months anniversary.

I feel like he don't care about me...our marriage." I said as few years slipped

from my eyes.

She held my hand to assure me.

" I think you are thinking too much Savi......from what I know and how I see you guys I feel jeeju likes you a lot." Akki said.

"I..I don't know....I couldn't help but think like that." I said finally.

"Yeah Savi I think you guys should talk more than thinking.

You should have a good conversation with each other.

You do understand that it's not going to workout this way till the end right?

And also......you should stop being sad and also I hope you do not blame jeeju or yourself for this.You guys are still at the starting stage of your relationship.

You will be fine ok?" Geetha said.

I couldn't help but feel guilty about how I blamed Siddarth......

It's not the time to search faults but to make everything alright.

"But I wanted him to take the initiative....." I said meekly.

Geetha sighed and said

"Ok....I understand but don't wait too long for him to take initiative. He he don't you have to. You love him right?

It's not like you are doing some bad stuff......it is for your both well being."

"Yeah Savi....even u am having many fights with my baby now a days.

He is busy all day but when I say how he is not taking time for me he gets all irritated.

Hmphhh he even said that I am not understanding like you.

But see even you are feeling like me but you aren't saying it.

I think we should just dump them and we should stay happy together......just think about it. Chilling..... gossiping all night......don't forget fangirling oppas and also our celeb crushes........

It feels like a heaven to me. What say?" Akki said enthusiastically.

I chuckled at her interests......

But Geetha seems to be irritated.

"Gosh Akki....here she is already sad about jeeju and you are suggesting to leave jeeju?

And anyways she is married,you can dump Ravi sir but she can't......when will you group?" She said.

Akki seems to be upset about geetha's outburst.

"Hey....stop guys.....Geetha Akki just cheered me up....see now I am all good thanks to her." I said.

"Yeah....all my advices went it vain" Geetha said grumpily.

I punched her cheeks and said

"Now don't be a baby ok.....you both helped me out." I said.

Just then Swapna and varun came with our orders.

We all are like pigs and I came home by cab.

It was already 6:45 when I came home.

I just changed into my home clothes and laid on bed to have a nap.

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Now let's see if Siddarth takes a step ahead in this relationship or he disappoints Our sweety Sadhvi.