chapter 78

Sadhvi's pov:

After that we stopped playing the game as it was already late in the night and we need to go college the next day.

Days passed by really quickly.......

It's been two months since we both moved in....

There was not much improvement in our relation.....but I don't say that it is because of him or me.

Because we are trying to be together most of the times.....but it is just our schedules are overlapping and we ain't getting enough time.

He as an intern is working very hard.

It is a phase where he learns a lot from his teachers and applicates it on the patients.....

He will definitely become a very good doctor.He has that empathy in him which few doctors lack towards their patients.....

But in all this mess he is not getting time for me.......forget about me he is not getting time for himself too.

I wonder how he is managing this.

Untill last month all was fine.....I mean we used to go college and return together.

And then he used to chop the veggies and I would cook and then watch TV for sometime or video call our parents.....mostly his.

We are not intimately involved yet......I mean we didn't put them in words. But daily I would wake up in his arms.....

And I like it so much yet I could describe my feelings.

I feel it is so overwhelming in a positive way obviously......

I have realized that I love him......i laughed at myself how I realised it.

Ok ....I will say it.

It was one fine evening.....may be a month back.

It was the time we used to come home together.......I was waiting for him as it takes more time for him to complete his job.

I sat in our room......Akki was out....I mean she was not in our room.

I saw just telling them about my life....

They asked if I love Siddarth, I said honestly that I don't know....

I also said about my conflictimg feelings.....

I like him a lot....may be more than myself. But I am not sure about love.

I don't want to say I love you to him when I didn't mean it from my heart and soul.

They said to take sometime as there is no rush.....

As they says 'he is stuck with you for a life time so take your time.....he is not some boyfriend who would run away from you.......he had to bear you lifelong....'

I know they were sarcastic.....but I like the fact that we will be together.....life long may be?

I hope it turns out well.

Just then Akki suddenly came to the room shouting my name.....

I was concerned about her, because she was sweating so badly and looking so anxious......she is looking like someone in a dire situation.

I asked what happened......but she was panting so much that she could not form sentences.

After a minute....she said that Siddarth......

I was fully attentive towards her words now,and my fingers were crossed even in my mind I was praying God that it should not be something which hurts me,or him.......

"Jeeju had an accident."these were her words.....

My eyes widened at that.

I just stood there like a statue.

To be honest I was not in my senses....it was like my time stopped and I couldn't do anything......or more like I couldn't bring myself to believe it.

After recovering from the shock I asked her to say that again crossing my fingers that it should be false.

But she said the same thing.

I just collapsed there on the floor.....which those monkeys didn't clean for a week,not minding a bit of their uncleanliness......

I was crying heavily......Geetha hugged me I was just repeating that Siddarth should be fine or I will die with him.

I don't know why I said it.....but I could say I meant it.

But then suddenly Akki started laughing.....

I looked at her in between my cries.

"Savi....sorry.it was just a prank." Akki said.

I was speechless at that moment.....I mean what could I possibly say.

They just pranked me saying my husband had an accident.

How could they do it?

It was the only question running in my mind.

They made fun of my feelings......

I was really angry....so I grabbed my things and went to the car parking and waiting for Siddarth near his car.

I don't know why I am still crying.....

For the god's sake that was a prank,but I am worried about him.

He will be fine right?

After 15 minutes he came.....I rubbed my eyes before even he could see me crying.

And I I was just watching him all the way home.....

He was looking at me questioningly......

I know may be I am a little emotionally vulnerable right now.

My mind was a mess at that time.

The mere thought of losing him is suffocating me......I don't ever want to witness it.

After finally reaching home he asked me what happened to me as I was just looking at him not stop all along the journey.....

I said nothing but hugged him.

He stiffened in my hold.....it was my first time initiating a hug.

But after few seconds he hugged be back......it felt like my very own medicine which I am not willing to share with anyone.

I chuckled at this....

Did I just described him as my medicine?

May be I did....

I liked the fact that he respected my privacy......

After that he didn't asked me about anything and tried his best to cheer me up......

I am happy that he is putting efforts for us.

At that time......I realized my liking for him grew even more into a thing called love.....

I can now without any hesitation say that I ,Sadhvi Reddy is in irrevocably love with my husband.

Or may be I realized it late....but I am glad I realized it atleast now.

But as we say,everything comes to an end.....our time spending too came to an end.

We did spend some of our time together nearly a month.....

But after that,his schedule changed.

He had to do overtime most of the days.....

I respect his work but I too want to spend time with him.

But I can't say that to him.....because I am afraid if he finds it he may find me clingy....

He did explain the whole situation to me.....

I understand it but still.....

We used to go hospital at seven in morning......and then come back at seven.

He is so exhausted that I don't want to disturb him with trivial things....

So the time we spend with eachother tremendously decreased.

We just ate our dinner together....but after that he directly goes to sleep.

I wanted to talk with him if possible in morning but he will wake-up a lot before me and goes for his gym and fitness lessons.

This continues for a month.....

I hope this changes somewhat.

Because our sixth month anniversary is tomorrow......I want to plan something special.

May be not so extravagant.....just something cosy.

Let's see how it goes ......

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