chapter 75

Sadhvi's pov:

After having our breakfast we locked out apartment and sat in his car.

Did he buy a new car?

It was not his previous BMW.......

It was a Innova crysta.

It looked good too,but Priya said he liked his previous car so much so why he changed it?

"Umm... Siddarth...you brought a new car?" I asked him.

He looked confused.....

"I mean..... previously you were using another car." I continued.

"Oh...yeah. To be honest both were dad’s gifts for me. BMW was when I got a medical seat,he wanted to gift another car as I am graduating.....but I said I wanted a low profile car,so he brought this.

Didn't you liked this?"he asked.

"No no....I like this too. I was just curious. But now your old car will be of no use na....why don't you sell it?" I said.

Listening to this he laughed.....

I was like, what is there to laugh man?

I was staying the obvious......rather than  keeping that car in a garage we should sell it.......but that car is too good to leave.

I liked that car so much.....

"I kept it in our garage back at home......there is no need to sell it.

To be honest I brought this car for your sake. I usually use my bike everyday for my transport." He said.

"You even have a bike?" I asked him with a question mark face.

"Yeah....royal Enfield." He said.

"Then why did you brought this car?" I asked.

"You won't be comfortable in that.....I mean that's what I thought." He said.

"Siddarth I appreciate the fact that you are thinking about me......but you can just ask my opinion rather than thinking what I would feel or what my desicion would be." I said earnestly.

"Didn't you liked it?" He asked.

"I liked it....I have already said that.Its just we could have just used your bike....no need for a car.Its not like we roam around all the day.And to escape the traffic that would be the best idea " I said.

"Oh..my bad.i thought you may not be comfortable to sit on a bike with me.....you understand me right?" He said.

I was shocked will be an understatement......

What did he just said?

I would be uncomfortable to sit on a bike with him.

Then why the hell did he kissed me?

Did he thought about my comfort while kissing me?

Ok I agree that I too wanted it.....

But for the first time....it was even my first kiss.

When I said about my fantasy.....he even smirked,he did not even showed a sorry face to me.

This jerk......I just want to kill him with my own hands.

Let's leave about the old matters....

What about holding me tightly that I was plastered to his body in bed?

Bufooon,donkey,monster,devil,.....

Argh......why can't I remember more?

"What happened Sadhvi?" He asked.

"Nothing....u was just thinking how lucky I am to get a husband who thinks about his wife's comforts."I said gritting my teeth.

I am too angry right now.

I don't even know what's happening with me?

I never used to be a person who easily gets angry.....

But here I am,boiling like a lava in volcano.

This idiot made me like this.

After that I looked out  not wanting to see him anymore.

Am I angry that he thought I am not comfortable or I wanted to ride a bike with him.....

I think both will be the perfect and honest answer.

But this jerk never understands me.

Hey sadhvi....why are you sounding like   a woman whose marriage was  already over 3 to 4 years ago..... A nagging wife may be.

I just turned my head...facing window.

He stopped the car out of the campus........I am now even more upset.

All I wanted now was a assurance that he is mine and will be always mine.

I know that if is true.....but deep down my heart I am afraid.

I am afraid what if these are all just my dreams.....not his.

If he love anyother girl.......can I bear it?

I don't think I can love any other man in my life......

Hell I am not even comfortable with others to talk,and with him ......I want to join his kissing lessons.

To be honest I was waiting for him to initiate.

I don't know from when I became a horny woman.

With all these thoughts running in my head,I didn't even bothered to say bye to him.

But when I took few steps I remembered that today will be his first day in internship. I don't want to spoil his memorable day.

"All the best for today Siddarth.......I know you will do your best.Bye."I said with a smile on my face.

If not for his stupidity.....I like him like hell.

"Bye baby.....I will call you later in evening." He said.

I nodded and left to hostel.

They were all ready until I reached there.

I made a puppy face to suppress their anger on me.

But I think it did not work this time.....because even Geetha was glaring at me.

She was the most understanding one among them.

"I am really sorry my dearies......you were not here at that time and after that I was busy at shopping the stuff.

I know this can't justify my acts but I hope you all will forgive me with a big heart." I said emotionally.

I don't want to loose them.I can ask for their forgiveness a thousand times.

And even they were extremely worried about me.that is the reason they are angry at me right?

"Please forgive your Sadhvi" I said sadly....

They all hugged me.

"We all were worried about you so much." Swapna said.

"Yeah.....how should we feel when we return from outing all your belongings were not here......and my mind is thinking about all the extremes."Akki said.

"Yeah....I thought something happened to you."Geetha said almost crying.

I am guilty as well as happy.

Guilty for not informing them,happy to see their care for me.

"Ok guys let's all forget that now ok?"I said cheerfully.

"Yeah...tell us about yesterday's night."Akki said naughtily.

I blushed as I remembered our sleeping position in morning.

"Oh my god....did you see?she blushed.It means something happened.Tell us?"Swapna demanded.

"What....nothing happened." I said.

"Let's not discuss our friends lovelife ok?" Geetha said.

"Why not....I discuss my lovelife....then you all listen to me like curious kittens.....even I want to know about others dude...." Akki said in a frustrated tone.

"Hey guys.....I am saying the truth.Nothing happened between us." I said.

"Then why did you blush"Geetha asked.

"Ok....we just cuddled." I said honestly

I think I did a mistake.....

Because they were teasing me the whole day.......

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Hey guys....sorry for not updating yesterday.

I am busy these days...but I will try my best to not upset you guys❤️