chapter 67
My Secret Marriage
Siddharth's pov:
I just calmed down after that Varunâs fiasco.......but I think today was the most irritating day in my life ever.
When they were counting roses for Mr.Rose competition, Ria gave a sudden entry.
To say I am shocked was an understatement.......I mean I had already made sure to tell her I had no interest in her or what so ever she was dreaming......
But I think she didn't pay any heed to my words.
I would have atleast tried to understand her as she was a family friend any way if she gave me a rose without any attention towards me......I would have made her understand again,or may be I would have shouted who knows but it would be a lot better.
Now she brought many roses....I wonder how she was carrying these many......don't think I am concerned about her.You know I am just curious......
But me being me I maintained my composure so well that I know I am looking like a emotionless machine.
But who cares.....
She came to me and offered roses......I know Sadhvi is here,I don't want her to misunderstand me.
So I outrightly rejected her saying I don't accept.
She tried to convince me saying things like I don't have to accept her now and she will give me some time to think about.......I was like what? Why will she give me so called time whe. I was continuously saying no to her advances......
My answer always remains NO. So please don't waste your time as well as mine.
And I don't want these roses too." I said in a firm tone.
I know what comes next ,I know that I embarrassed her but I don't care now........I am tired to explaining.
Now her friends or may be few acquaintances will try to make me agree and not make her embarrass , but I have already made my mind.
If itake those Sadhvi will feel bad.
I just left from there......I know there will be many gossips about this....
I directly went to our room.......even my friends came after me shortly.
They tried to talk to me but I am tired of the drama and I don't want to talk about it again.
So I said that I am sleepy......so they left me alone.
I just slept without thinking about all the things going on......
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Next day-
We all were working all day to make sure all the arrangements were made for today's ball.
We had to do decorations and also these catering services were quite a head ache.
They don't understand what we say once....again and again they were asking the same things.
I was totally tired that I thought to skip today's function.
But then a thought came across my mind......Sadhvi will wear a saree, I would miss seeing her if I skip.....so I will definitely go.
But before that I decided to take a nap......I don't want to look like a sleep deprived zombie.
I have set an alarm for an hour and slept peacefully.
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Buzzz buzzz
I woke up listening the sound of my alarm tone.
I immediately woke up and switched it off.
I quickly freshened up and wore my black kurtha and brushed my hair and styled it properly.......
By then even Rishi was all ready, as we both were sleeping Adarsh and Ravi left for the event.
I know we will be somewhat late today as it was already half an hour past the time ball would have started.
We reached the ball room to see it dimly lit and already the people stared dancing.....
I was scanning through them to see Sadhvi.....then I thought she wouldn't dance as far as I know.......I just turned to search for her in the drinks place,if I could find her.....but I saw her .
My eyes widened.......she was dancing,that too with Varun.
I am beyond pissed.......iwanttobraek his bones right now.
But tried to control myself.........
As soon as the song changes Sadhvi withdrawed herself away from him and said something.
He nodded and then she left from there.......I kept looking at her she went out from the far away door.
I quickly ran to catch up with her.......
I wanted to ask her why did she dance with him.....
I am trying my best to understand her.
Even yesterday when he gave rose I tried to understand that it was just friendship nothing more......but now they are dancing together!
I am trying my best to be considerate of her feelings, why isn't she trying to do the same?
With all the things I wanted to ask her I went behind her.
She was about to open a door I grabbed her hand and took her to a room.....it was all empty.
I was dimly lit up with only light from the streetlights as the source of light.
I pinned her to wall and observed her expressions.....
She is so soft.....I just want her near to me like this forever.
I think I am going off track.....I need to get my answers......
But she looks so engrossed in her thoughts....with a slight frown and pout on her face.
I just want to kiss her pout......
I don't know what came over me,I just did it.
I raised her chin and just kissed her.
She looks shocked,she just stood like a statue.....
I thought to peck her but I just didn't want to end it.
I kept on kissing her,just when I thought she was out of breathe I left her.
I now liked at her properly......even she was wearing black today.
She is looking so section this saree.
Now when I think about how Varun held her close to him making my blood boil.
She tried to push me .....may be trying to escape.
But I didn't let that happen.I held her hand tightly.
She stopped with her efforts......
I don't know how to describe the feeling but she in my arms feel like heaven .
She was shoving with my touch and I am quite impressed with myself for having such an effect on her.
When I said i was staring at her she blushed.
I kept my hand on her waist she shivered....even goosebumps appeared on her skin.
May be she was feeling shy that is why she was blushing and biting her lips.
I wanted to make clear to her that only I had eight to bite them .
I took my hand to the level of her face.....she closed her eyes immediately.
I freed her lips from between her teeth
I said not to bit them firmly and she immediately nodded her head like an obedient kid.
She looks so cute.
I didn't stopped myself from kissing her again.
But she just stood frozen,I want her to kiss me back.
I left her lips.....but was still so close to her,I said her to concentrate on me and then kiss me back.
I know I am being impatient but I don't care.
I didn't even waited for her response I started kissing her.
First it was a soft one and then I started becoming a passionate one.
Even Sadhvi was trying to kiss me,may be my words worked......but when ever she was trying to kiss me our kiss broke.
I appreciate her efforts but she on a serious note need to learn kissing.
And then I was also happy that I was the only person this close to Sadhvi......I know she never said it but it was looking so obvious to me.
It really lightened my mood.
I teased her saying that I will teach her how to kiss.
She took her time to grasp the meaning......when she understood she looks at me shocked.
I chuckled at her happily.......
Right now I am feeling so happy.
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Hey guys....actually I am sorry I thought to give two upgrades today but then I was not feeling well today so please bear with this one.
I will try to give two updates tomorrow.