chapter 66

Sadhvi's POV:

I was so engrossed in my thoughts that I didn't even realized that I bowed my head down.

I felt him touch my chin.......a shiver rose through my spine.

My already raised heartbeat once again speed up .

I tried to see him but even before that I felt something on my lips......

It felt soft.......are these his lips?

My eyes widened in this realization.

I tried to look at his expression......but I couldn't see him properly.

Because my eyes became blurry......

I blinked once to see him but he was so busy in sucking my lips......

Oh my god what is happening.

In all this I just stood like a statue.

His another hand wound around my waist pulling me even closer to him.

Is there any place left between us? I don't think so......

I closed my eyes as I don't even know what to do....

I know that he didn't took my permission to kiss me ,but he didn't make me feel any discomfort.

His touch is like the cool breeze in the summer nights.

He stopped kissing me.....

I raised my head as if questioning him why did he stopped.

Gosh.....did I wanted him to continue?

We don't even know eachother love is far away ......but we are already kissing.

Is this anything wrong?

I don't think so.....I like him a lot right....so it's okay.

We both were breathing heavily and my chest was heaving to catch as much oxygen I could.

I looked right into his eyes only to see him staring me so intently.

Is he staring me since he stopped kissing?

What will he say now?

It was so awkward......

Even now we are plastered to eachother. I raised my hand and kept on his chest and pushed him slightly as I just want to escape from there.

I don't know what I am feeling right now and how I should feel.....

My mind is a mess right now .

I pushed him once.......he didn't even budge an inch. I again tried to push him.....

But this time he held my hand and gripped it tightly.....

My head was lowered all the time.....am I feeling shy?

May be.....what else you will feel when your husband kisses you for the first time Dumbo?my mind mocked me.

I raised my head trying to not be awkward at this situation....

He was still looking at me.....

Is there something on my face?

I rubbed my cheeks with the other free hand in an attempt to remove that something which he was staring at.

He chuckled......I looked at him questioningly.

"There is nothing on your face.....I am just staring at you." He said looking at me amusedly.

My eyes widened hearing that......I know for sure that j was blushing as hell now.

God......why am I feeling so shy that I want to hide somewhere far away from him.

Suddenly I felt his rough hand on my bare waist.

A shiver ran through my spine.....

I think there would be goosebumps on my skin where he was touching me.....

I gulped visibly.....I was biting my lower lips as I was hell nervous.

His eyes again darkened......what is happening right now?

Can anyone explain me..... right now

I am feeling like a dumb idiot not understanding a thing.

His hand once again raised to the level of my face.......I just closed my face not knowing what to do.

It's not like I would stop him if he would like to kiss me once again.

To be honest I want him to do that again......

I feel so idiotic that I was deep in thinking during he was kissing me when it should be me equally enjoy that.

If not first one I will enjoy the second one I thought.....

I once again lost in my thoughts....but was brought back to world when I felt his hand touching my lips....

I was biting my lower lip all the time?

He separated it from between my teeth

My heart is like running a marathon.

"Stop biting it. Do you understand?" He said darkly.

I nodded my head obediently as I feel something is wrong and I don't want to make any mistakes right now.

He nodded his head in appreciation.

Again he lowered his lips and started kissing mine softly....

I started panicking ......I mean I  didn't expect his to kiss me so suddenly.

Couldn't he give some intimation before doing this.....so I could prepare myself.

He left my lips and was still so close that even a movement will result into us kissing.

I can feel his breathe so close near my lips.....

I slowly opened my eyes and looked at him.

"Why are you always so lost in your day dreaming or mind talking ....what ever.

Concentrate on me.Ok?" He said sternly.

I gulped at our proximity.....I just said "Hmmm" as I don't want to move an inch as the reason is obvious.

He again leaned in.....I immediately closed my eyes getting ready for the kiss.......or may be welcoming.

I waited....

One..two.....there....four......

Why is he taking this much time?

I opened my eyes impatiently.

He was looking at me darkly.....

"Kiss me back...".  He said but without even waiting for my reply he leaned to me.

He started kissing me so softly before and then started sucking my lips alternatively and so intensely.

I tried to move my lips but I think I terribly failed in imitating his actions.

Because when ever I tried to kiss him the kiss broke.

He groaned and separated from me still holding me close to him.

I know he is disappointed in me......

Why wouldn't he? Every man would be disappointed if their wife can't even kiss him.

I think I spoiled his mood.

I looked at him with my still blurry eyes .

I took a deep breath and said

"Sorry for disappointing you.....I ....I don't know ...mmm...how to kiss."

Why am I stuttering?

Will he be angry at me?

But I heard a chuckle from him.

"I know.....you still have a lot to learn.

Don't worry I will teach you." He said with an evil smirk playing on his lips.

I gasped hearing that....

Did he just said that he will teach me how to kiss?

God say no....

Why is he so blunt....

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Sorry guys for the late update.

I was busy these two days that I didn't even got time to write....

Hope you guys understand.

And also....did you guys liked the chapter?

I tried to describe as much as possible....

Next chapter will be of Siddharth's pov.

Hope you will enjoy that too....