chapter 28

Siddarth 's pov:

I never imagined my self to get married.... That too this early.

But now I am married to the girl from restaurant.

I don't know what I am feeling right now.

When I saw that Sadhvi was girl from restaurant I felt relieved.....

I don't know why....

Will I be a good husband?

I can see her crying her eyes out.... But I do not know how to console her.

I don't like her crying.

When I heard Reena aunty saying all things about her.... She didn't say anything.

She was crying and leaving from there.

I really got angry over that.

I know that Reena aunty is at fault.

I saw her from my childhood.

She always wanted to set me up with her daughter Rita.... But I always kept her at distance.

Rita is so annoying and irritating.

All she do is dressing up in costly clothes and  caking up her face with tons of makeup.

What I really am angry about is 'Why the hell she listened their shit..... Can't she defended herself? '

But after that incident I am clear that she is too innocent for this world.

From now I should be the one taking care of her.

I really wanted to scold her but I controlled my self. I don't want to scare her off.

I really liked her personality.....

No one said her to do things like serving guests.... But she did.

I am lucky to have her.

Aadarsh came to home at evening.

"Bro we have to go college tomorrow. "He said.

I thought to stay some days at home..... As many things happened.

"Why Adi... I thought to take leave for some days?"

He said "Tomorrow we have to submit our project.... It is the last date. "

"OK let's leave tomorrow after breakfast. "I said and even he agreed.

We both talked for sometime.

Mom called us for dinner at night.

We sat at table.

Then mom said

"I will call the girls you guys wait. "

And left to call Priya and Sadhvi.

After 5 minutes they came.

Aadarsh smiled at her.

It is really irritating me.

Even she smiled at him.

Now I just want to smash his face.

I don't under stand why the hell she smiles at him.

Even at wedding she done that.

When she does that I just want to grab her and teach a lesson.

I may sound like a control freak but that is how I am.

The minute she married me.... She became mine and me hers....

There will be no change in that matter for ever.

I know I am not yet in love with her but we are already married.

So I have rights on her.

I went to my room and opened a random book to divert my mind.

Because now I am not sure about my self. I may do something in my anger.

Now what I really want to do is teach her a lesson that she will never forget.

She didn't say a word and walked into the closet.

Even I started concentrating on my book......

After nearly 20 minutes she came to the room.

I can see her from the corner of my eyes.....she took a pillow and settled on sofa.

Why is she sleeping there?

I asked her the same..... For which she replied that I was fine there and I do not have to worry about her.

I can feel the raise in anger within me.

I clenched my fists and just stayed silent as I do not want to scare her off on the second day of marriage.

I just informed her about our journey tomorrow and asked her to pack all the essentials.

She just nodded and ran to closet.

Is she a kid or what..... Running like a kid!!!

With her height and all the baby fat on her body.... She really looks like a child.....

I mean i am 6 feet 1 inch and she is somewhere near 5 '3.

She hardly reaches my chest....

I thought to read to divert my mind of her......

I was reading the book I don't know when I slipped into deep sleep......

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I woke up listening to the birds chirping in my balcony.....

I really like listening those sounds early in the morning.

I woke and saw a sleeping figure on the sofa.

She is sleeping so unladylike.

She slept on her front and flexed  her legs...... Even her blanket is unkempt.

Her kurthi was raised till her midriff so I can see her curvy waist......

I felt an urge to touch that waist.

Why am I finding everything about her interesting?

I was never like this.....

Now I am looking at her like a pervert.

God.... Now I need a cold shower to calm down.

I went to washroom and got ready in my blue shirt and black trousers.

I saw that the time is already 8:00am....so I have to wake her up.

We may get late to college.

I went near her and  poked her arm.

She just stirred in her sleep and resumed her sleeping.

Is she a sister to kumbhkarn (he is a mythological character of Ramayana.... He sleeps for six months and waking him from his slumber is really difficult)

I shaked her. She started from her sleep and looks at me with her puppy eyes....

She looks so cute with her messy hair.

"We will be late for college.... So get ready fastly. "I said and left her in room alone.

I went to living room and saw my dad reading news paper and my mom pouring him tea.

I went and sat near them wishing them good morning.

They smiled and said

"Sid we know that you are not ready for this responsibility but now that you are married you have to take care of her. "

"Mom I know that and I will take care of her. Now she is my wife. "I assured them.

They smiled and said

"Now that you are married.... Where will you guys stay?

Shall I look for an apartment near your college? "

"No mom.... We will stay how we were staying from the start. It will be difficult for us....so let us live like that.

And also I will be busy in college for next 6 months so we will stay in hostel itself. "I informed them.

But I think they are not convinced.

Mom asked "But Sid for how many days will you stay like that..... It should be changed right? "

"Mom we will shift to new apartment after I graduate. OK? "I said.

"But what will we say to Sadhvi and her parents.... I think we can convince Sadhvi but her parents.... They are quite conservative. They might not find this nice. I mean a married woman staying away from her husband. "She said.

"Don't worry mom. I will say them about my situation and also it is not permanent.... Just for six months. "I said hoping them to understand my turmoil.

Finally they said OK.

Now I have to inform Sadhvi also about my decision....

I hope she is ok with that.....