Music and Prophecy
Daffodils In December
Kore had been to parties on the farm. Birthdays, Midsummer, and the winter solstice were all excuses to weave flower crowns and paint banners, stew mulled wine over the stove and listen as Mother recounted tales of long ago and creatures of good and evil.
What Kore walked into that evening resembled none of that.
The music reached her, pounding in her chest, far before she saw the building. Lights strobed into the darkening sky, bright enough to flash greens and purples across the clouds even though the sun had not sunk fully below the horizon. Something sweet and heady on the air made her wobble, but since Theo and Violetta didnât react to it, she said nothing and continued following them.
They walked all the way to the edge of the compound, to one of the last warehouse buildings on the property. Though Violetta had complained the party wouldnât be in full swing until the moon came up, the place already swarmed with people. Kore saw outfits showing more skin than not, and a whole lot of glasses filled with suspiciously luminous liquids, and dancing of the kind she thought must physically hurt the people doing it.
If Kore had second thoughtsâwhich she didnât, and she would say as much if anyone askedâshe pushed them aside. Violetta practically dove into the building, and Theo didnât seem to hesitate either, so Kore followed with the most confident expression she could muster.
The warehouse spun in wild swirls of purple and green. The music pounded so loudly she couldnât hear Theo and Violetta talking, not two feet away from her.
Kore leaned closer. âWhat?â
But Theo shook her head and pushed her further into the room. âWe agreed to meet outside in two hours.â
When Kore looked back, Violetta had disappeared into the crowd. Kore stretched on her toes, but she couldnât spot Violetta amongst the writhing bodies. Her stomach turned, and Kore wondered, briefly, what would happen if they all needed to get outside at once.
âDonât worry about her,â Theo yelled in her ear. âLet her have her fun. Itâs not like we get so much of it at home.â
No, this sort of thing would be unheard of on the farm.
She followed Theo deeper into the party, copying the way Theo gently pushed people out of the way, or spun to move around them. Kore was bumped more than she would have liked, and once she brushed up against a dancing woman and came away with an arm slick with sweat. She used her jacket to wipe away the residue.
A memory came to her, bony fingers sliding along her skin. Soulless eyes yearning for something she could not give, swarming closer and closer until Kore had nowhere to go.
Thankfully, Theo startled her out of it by pulling her into an emptier corner of the building, where several coolers and aluminum drums had been stashed. Kore tried and mostly failed to take deep breaths.
âWhat do you want?â Theo yelled over the din. âThey have wine and beer and some hard sodas. I can look for something non-alcoholic, but I canât promise anything.â
Kore shook her off and stepped past Theo to rummage in the cooler herself. She came up with a can printed with waves and the words Black Cherry.
âBe careful with those,â Theo said as she picked another can for herself. âTheyâre good, but theyâll hit you faster than you think they will.â
Kore nodded. Sheâd only have one, then. At least after that, she could say sheâd done it.
The can fizzed as she popped the tab. When she took a tentative sip, the bubbles slid pleasantly down her throat. No wonder Theo hadnât wanted to tell her about any of this.
Two people meandered to their corner, and Kore recognized the men from the plant. Theyâd changed out of their business attire, trading the slacks for jeans and the hard hats for neon jewelry around their necks and wrists. The one whoâd taken the truck keys smiled when he saw them.
His lips moved, but Kore couldnât hear him over the music. She leaned closer, tilting her ear in his direction.
âGlad to see you made it after all!â
She smiled and nodded.
âThe good stuff is happening out back. Weâre headed that way if youâd like to join.â
Kore didnât know what good stuff might be. A glance at Theo said she might not want to.
The men read her hesitation. âNo worries if not. Hermes and Apollo are out there now, if that changes your mind.â
Kore slipped a hand into her jacket, feeling the ridges of the coin. Did she want to see Hades enough to brave whatever revelry had brought both Hermes and Apollo to the same place?
She didnât even have to think about the answer.
The men led the way out a side door of the warehouse. The pounding music eased, and Kore worked her jaw to loosen the ringing from her ears. They walked around the back of the building, where a little patio had been constructed, complete with couches and an awning to keep the sun off. A long fireplace had been lit in the center of the patio, the blue flames reflecting in the clear class rocks.
This place was crowded, too, though most of the attention seemed to surround two men sitting side by side on one of the couches. Kore recognized Hermes right away, though heâd ditched the hat heâd been wearing the last time sheâd seen him, his golden curls shining in the light of the fire.
Lounging beside him had to be Apollo. He looked like heâd been poured from a tall glass, all long limbs and face like still water. A guitar rested on his lap, which Kore didnât know why heâd brought out, since she could feel the warehouse music in her body even out here. His long hair hung in intricate, patterned braids before twisting into a knot on the back of his head, and the smile he leveled at Kore made her heart beat faster even though she hadnât given it permission to speed up. Color splashed up one arm, paintings of flowers and birds and trees all wrapped in a geometric pattern that seemed to move with the muscles rippling under his bronze skin.
Hermes saw her first. He squinted, then grinned, nudging Apollo with a shoulder. âItâs the girl I was telling you about. Demeterâs kid.â
Apollo looked up from his guitar with dark, soft eyes. He smiled too, though his expression registered as much more genuine compared to his laughing companion. âKore, right? Iâve heard a lot about you.â He motioned to the couch across from him. âGuys, can we make some room?â
Grumbling sounded from the immortals asked to move over for her, but they shuffled and rearranged themselves so two spots appeared on the couch. Heat crept into Koreâs face, but she pushed it down. She had a goal, and she wouldnât let embarrassment keep her from it now.
She and Theo sat.
Apollo plucked an idle melody across the strings. âGlad to hear you made it home. Hermes says it was quite the show.â
Kore wondered how much Hermes had stuck to facts when heâd told that story. âIâm happy to be home.â
âAnd yet, this isnât exactly the kind of establishment I thought Iâd find a child of Demeter.â
Heat rose into her cheeks again, though embarrassment had nothing to do with it this time. âTurns out weâre two different people, no matter what my mother would have the world believe.â
Apollo laughed. âYou must have been more than a handful for Hades.â
âYou know him?â
âThrough stories. Most of us arenât allowed to go where youâve been.â
âSpeak for yourself,â Hermes scoffed. âSome of us can get around a treaty.â
âThat involves reading more fine print than Iâd like,â Apollo answered over his shoulder. âIâll stick to the sun and sky.â
Kore sipped from the can still in her hands. She glanced at Theo, who kept looking at Hermes in all the subtle ways she could manage. A pang lanced through her chest when she realized why.
Kore slipped her hand through Theoâs and squeezed.
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Hermes, oblivious or incredibly good at looking it, leaned back into the couch. He kicked his sneakered feet up to rest on the edge of the fireplace and laced his hands behind his head. âItâs not like youâre missing much, anyway. Place is a dump.â
âIâve heard as much,â Apollo agreed, his fingers dancing over the strings, âthough mostly from you.â
âItâs not so bad,â Kore heard herself saying. âItâs barren and windswept, sure, but the black glass buildings are unlike anything Iâve ever seen.â
One of Apolloâs eyebrows rose. âYouâve been to the palace? Iâve heard itâs been closed off for years.â
Kore realized sheâd talked herself into a corner. She couldnât very well say sheâd been in the royal suite and not have that taken every way she didnât intend. Even Theo had a hard time believing nothing had happened between her and Hades, and that was without explaining the way heâd woken up beside him.
So Kore forced a smile she hoped looked convincing. âOnly from the outside. We went through downtown to reach the surface.â
âAhh. Too bad. I would have loved to know how Hades lived.â
Kore could have said that he had a house, chic and shiny and comfortable. She could have told stories about the dog who liked to lick her face and be scratched behind all six ears at once, even though she did not have enough hands to appease him. She almost did, but Apollo, who laughed at Hermesâs terrible description of the Underworld, who plucked his guitar and had never even seen the place he denounced so easily, did not deserve such information.
A discordant sound snapped Kore back to attention. The guitar had slipped from Apolloâs hands, Hermes barely managing to catch it before it hit the ground. His body stiffened, his gaze fixed somewhere behind her, but when she turned over her shoulder, she saw nothing.
âIs he okay?â Theo asked.
Hermes set the guitar on the ground beside him. âItâs a vision. Heâll be out of it in a minute.â
The group around them quieted, too. Kore was familiar enough with visions, as Hecate also had the gift of foresight. Hopefully, whatever Apollo saw turned out to be much more benign.
An excruciating minute passed before a pained sound escaped Apollo. He slumped, his long limbs falling listlessly and his head careening towards the side of the couch. Hermes caught him, setting him back on the cushions.
âThatâs it,â he said, his voice surprisingly soft. He reached for a red plastic cup and held it out. âHere. Drink.â
Apolloâs eyelids fluttered. He rolled forward, and Kore thought he was going to dive headfirst into the fireplace. But he only folded his body and put his head between his knees with a groan.
Hermes winced and settled a hand on Apolloâs back. âItâs a bad one, huh?â
If Apollo heard him, he didnât show it. He instead straightened with a grimace, and when he opened his eyes, they found Kore. The stare lasted long enough to make her uncomfortable.
Without warning, Apollo stood so abruptly the couch scraped backwards and the guitar twanged in protest. He said nothing, only walked away, back towards the warehouse.
The silence he left behind hung heavy enough to choke them. Kore shared a glance with Theo, who seemed to second the apprehension raging in her head about coming here.
Hermes was the first one brave enough to speak. He ran a hand over his curls, his expression pained. âYouâd better go and talk to him. I havenât seen him react like that since his ex got too close to the sun.â
For longer than sheâd like to admit, Kore didnât know who he spoke to. When Theo nudged her, disbelief stilled her tongue.
âWhatever he saw, you had something to do with it,â Hermes said when she didnât move. âIf Iâd already almost caused the destruction of every living thing on earth, Iâd go find out what it was.â
Pressure rose behind Koreâs eyes. She pushed it down.
âUsually, I would advise not to follow a god that upset,â Theo added. âBut Hermes is unfortunately correct. I can come with you, if you want.â
The last thing Kore wanted was to go looking for trouble, especially when sheâd found so much more than sheâd wanted already. Worse, though, was the idea of putting Theo in the middle of whatever sheâd done now. She shook her head and stood before Theo could follow.
What had Hades called her? Powerful? She would get through this. Surely one angry Apollo couldnât be worse than a beach full of the dead?
She found him around the side of the patio, away from the partygoers who had spilled into the cool night air. He crouched against the wooden slats making up one wall of the awning, his hands on his knees and his head bowed between them.
Kore didnât want to risk scaring him, so she scraped her shoe over the blacktop.
Apolloâs head snapped up and he squinted against the gathering darkness. Whatever he saw, it made him stand, even if he did lean most of his weight against the slats.
âI came to see if you were all right,â Kore called. âIâm not familiar with foresight, but that didnât look fun.â
âSome visions are easier than others.â He shook his head. âWhatever youâre going to do, donât.â
Kore stopped walking. âIâm sorry?â
âI donât know what happened between you and Hades, but it canât continue. Itâs best to leave him to his kingdom and you to yours.â
âI donât have a kingdom.â
âRegardless. I can beg if youâd like me to, though Iâd like to keep my dignity intact.â
âWhy does everyone think something happened?â Kore fought the exasperation in her voice. âOr that something will?â
Apolloâs head tilted. âMaybe they can see something you canât.â
âI doubt it.â
âWant to bet?â
Kore might not know much, but she wasnât stupid enough to place a wager against a god of prophecy. No matter how much she knew he was wrong.
Apollo studied her for a long moment. His eyes narrowed, as if deciding something, and he held a hand out to her.
âIf youâre asking me to dance, the answer is no.â
âDo you want to know what I saw?â
âYou can show me?â
âItâs not a nice feeling. But if youâre so curious, you have a right to knowâit was about you.â
Kore shouldnât. Mother had told her trusting gods would land her nowhere good. She should listen, for once in her long life.
If only Mother hadnât been so wrong about other members of the Pantheon, Kore might have heeded her advice.
She reached for Apolloâs hand.
Ringing erupted in her head, a screech that forced her eyes shut. Her ears told her she was moving, spinning, flipping upside-down, but the rest of her said sheâd remained firmly on the ground. The fries sheâd enjoyed for lunch threatened to reappear.
It took a long time for Kore to feel secure enough to open her eyes. When she did, she wanted to shut them again.
The world around her had wilted. Trees turned to husks and sticks, grasses shriveled and cracking underfoot. Large swaths of the hills around her lay barren, little more than rock and dirt.
Confusion swept Kore in a wave. This wasnât the future, but the past. Sheâd been here, stood on these hills and faced Mother and fixed it. Theyâd had the meeting and sheâd gone back home and the world had turned to normal.
The scene shifted, a whirl of color that threatened the fries again. Screams reached Kore before she righted herself, grieved wails lifting the hair on her arms. Kore blinked and found herself on a city street. She knew this placeâsheâd been there on the day she visited Zeusâs office. People clustered in shuffling mobs in the road, or huddled in makeshift shelters strung along the buildings. Gaunt faces stared at her, sunken cheeks and thin necks moving too slowly. A woman, the one screaming, knelt in the middle of the street. She held a child in her arms. The boyâs head hung limp over her thigh.
Another shift, this one a little easier to bear. When Kore steadied herself, she stared directly at another copy of her own body. This one sat before the fireplace in the royal suite, the shadows along her cheeks flickering with the fire. An iron circlet nestled in her curls, twisted black flowers forming a ring around her head.
She turned over her shoulder and when Kore looked, a strikingly familiar outline entered the suite. Hades smiled when he saw her, lowering himself to sit beside her. Kore watched, the ability to form words leaving her as her own figure raised herself on her knees to greet Hades, pressing a long kiss to his lips. When they parted, Hades reached for her hair and plucked a white flower, lifting it to his nose and inhaling the scent.
Kore stumbled. The figures couldnât hear her, there was no way for them to know she watchedâbut her own avatar turned, and when her eyes found Kore they glowed a deep, bloody red.
The ringing returned. Kore heaved out of the vision with the same panicked freefall as slipping from a tree branch. She felt herself hit the ground, then hands on her shoulders guiding her upright, helping her rest against the wooden slats herself.
âDeep breaths,â Apolloâs voice came from somewhere far off, through a tunnel. Kore followed his instructions, trying to pull air into a body that wanted nothing to do with it. âYouâll feel better in a moment.â
âWhat was that?â
âI was hoping youâd tell me.â
Kore shook her head. The lot came back to her slowly, the asphalt under her legs and the music in the distance and Apollo, crouched in front of her, the lines of his face concerned. For once, the notion was warranted; Kore wanted to throw up.
Sheâd kissed Hades. More than that, sheâd looked happy doing so. Kore liked him, she couldnât lie about that to herself. But he had Minthe, and those red eyesâ¦what could have happened to her? And to the others, the woman crying for her child as the world burned, dead, lostâwas that the price?
âIâm no stranger to loving someone you shouldnât,â Apollo said softly. His arms rested on his knees, his hands hanging limply in the air. âAs someone whoâs lost those loves too often, sometimes with consequences I didnât intend, let me be the one to tell youâitâs best not to start.â
Kore shook her head slowly. âI keep telling you. Iâm not with Hades. I never was.â
âGood. Keep it like that, and maybe the Fates will be kind enough to let this one slide.â
âAre you always right?â
âWhat?â
âThe visionsâ¦do they always come true?â
Apollo pursed his lips. âI wish I could comfort you by saying no. But one way or another, theyâll come to pass.â
Kore clenched her fists. âI wonât let it. Not again.â
âI admire your conviction, but if I understand correctly, youâre not the one who gets to make that call.â
âIâve stopped it before.â
âI hate to inform you that if your mother destroyed the ecosystem once, she can very well do it again.â
Koreâs throat closed, but she pushed the feeling away. She would not cry, not in front of Apollo. âI wonât let her,â she whispered.
âThatâs a fight for you and her.â Apollo held his hands up. âHowever, I am interested as to how you think youâre going to do it, given that unless Zeus has been handing down new mandates and none of us noticed, sheâs the one who deals with all of this, not you.â He motioned a hand at the surrounding area.
Kore could make things grow. She did it as easy as breathing, sometimes by accident. Mother relied on her and her abilities to keep the farm alive and expanding as the human population did. But no matter how she tried, Kore could not make things die. That power belonged to Mother alone.
Kore dropped her head into her hands.
Apollo sighed. âI wish I had better news for you.â
Kore laughed at that, even if the sound came out wobbly. âWhat, girls donât like it when you tell them the end of the world is their fault?â
Apollo smiled sadly. âCanât say that gets them going, no.â
âI canât imagine why.â
He offered a hand, this time to help her stand. âWe should get back, before your friends hunt me down for keeping you too long.â
âIs it normal for you to keep girls too long?â
A sheepish expression then, and Apollo cleared his throat. âIf they want me to.â
Kore could see why. Sheâd be lying if she said a part of her didnât want to stay, too, but had other responsibilities. She needed to know why sheâd seen the earth barren and scarred for a second time, when Mother had looked her in the eye and said sheâd never do such a thing again.