Chapter 32 [Rudra's Anger on Samaira]

"Samaira" i herad Kuwar saa's angry voice and looked at him as he came in the room and gulped as he looked at me his eyes red with anger.

"It was supposed to be kept between us" i heard him and hissed as he grabbed my elbow in a painful grip and i let the tear roll down my eyes.

"You destroyed the relationship between both of them" I heard him and felt my heart bleed hearing him.

"You are hurting me" i said softly as he applied more pressure on my wrist breaking the glass bangles i was wearing and I hissed a few of them penetrates in my wrist and few in his hands and he immediately left me moving back.

"I..I...I am sorry" I heard him say as he immediately turned around and I noticed a tear fall from his eyes.

Taking a deep breath I sat on the bed and felt frustrated !

Why the hell am I doing all of it !

I know he loves me my heart can feel it !

I know that Rana saa is guilty for whatever happened that's reason he bowed down to me and asked forgiveness i know Abhimanyu bhaiya is not at fault too as he barely knew me or Naina Bhabhi aur Aadiya bhabhi that time so why would he keep our feelings and emotions above his elder brother's safety !

Yet i am doing all this it's just because of me that everyone is suffering today !

Why can't you just control your heart and  emotions Samaira !

Just why can't you !

"It's not your mistake it's mine" I heard him and looked up with Tears to see Kuwar saa standing with a first aid box .

"I am sorry I know you are angry and i also know that you do not hate me but just pretend to" i heard him and sighed as he sat down beside me.

"We can get angry Samaira we can get a bit hurt because of each other but we can never hate each other that is what love is" I heard Kuwar saa as he removed a few glass peices from my wrist and the tears from his eyes falling on my wrist mixing with it just how his presence is diluting the pain in my heart !

"Why do you have to do it" i said and looked at him as he chuckled sadly and said "that is the reason we met Samaira that's the reason we talked for the first time and even if it was all wrong I would never regret it because that is what gave you to me" i heard him and sighed as he continued "my talking to much asking to much can be fake Samaira but the feelings I told you about the emotions i carried for you in my heart and nurtured them slowly they were always true" and with this he stood up .

"I know I am wrong but I don't regret you are my wife you can be angry it's your right i would never ever take that away from you and i would make upto you i promise" i heard him and felt a small smile come on my lips as he left the room.

Looking at my bandaged wrist i smiled and wipes my tears moving out with a small smile.

Moving out i Noticed Bhabhi maa serving Rana saa and a heavy atmosphere could be felt around ofcourse with everyone's hearts heavy the environment would be heavy !

Taking a deep breath i held Aadiya and Naina bhabhi's hands and made them sit down as i served the two giving them a small smile which the two returned with small tierd ones and i felt guilty again !

What kuwar saa said was right!

I should have not told them and everything would have been perfect between them .

Taking a deep breath i sat down beside Kuwar saa and started having my food .

"Sab theek hai" i Heard dadu saa ask And all of us exchanged glances and nodded and that's when I noticed prachi walk up and Bhabhi maa once looked at Rana saa who looked back at her and then back at prachi saying "are prachi aa gayi aap aaiye baithiye khaiye Aaj ka bhojan bahot hi accha bana hai kaha thi itne din"  i heard her and frowned getting confused.

"I do not understand what's the matter why is she talking to her like that" and i looked as prachi gave her a tight lipped smile and moved away sitting down on one of the chairs and started eating as the maid served her .

"Dadi saa mujhe aapse kuch baat karni thi kya aap khane ke baad thoda samay dengi" i heard Naina bhabhi and looked at Dadi saa and thats when I realised i did not tell the two of them about all that happened that night and all that Rudraveer told me that day.

I immediately stood up and looked at everyone to see them looking at me with confused look and i cleared my throat saying"Abhimanyu bhaiya aap waha se hatiye hame bhabhi maa aur bhabhi se kuch baat karni hai" and as i said everyone looked at me confused as he said "abhi khana kha ke kar lena" and i shook my head saying"abhi karni hai " and this time it was Rana saa who said "let it be Abhimanyu let her talk if she wants" and he immediately nodded standing up and moving to the other seat while The maids took his plate and kept it near him and i looked at the two of them to see them looking at me with confused looks .

(Brother move from there I want to Sister in law about something)

(Do it after completing the food)

Immediately moving to them and sitting in between i slowly said "aap dono suniye" and with this i started telling all that kuwar saa told me that day and as i ended i looked at Naina bhabhi to see her shocked and frozen with what she heard and at Aadiya bhabhi who was having a few tears in her eyes.

Ofcourse Rana saa had suffered a lot and she loved him too much and she felt a part of the pain he might have experienced leaving his family and then losing contact with them and suddenly receiving a call from your father for he had to come back to take over the empire .

"Bhabhi" Naina bhabhi whispered holding bhabhi's hand in hers and she returned her a soft smile and wiped her tears making my heart clench.

It weird to explain how deep bond we three had formed within so less time.

Finally completing our lunch we moved to dadi saa's room and sat down while she smiled and said "kya hua kya Janna hai tum teeno ko" and i looked at her with shock "aapko kaise pata hame kuch Janna hai" and she chuckled saying "umr ho gayi hai par tajurba toh hai na tum teeno ki aankhe keh Rahi hai" and we nodded.

(What do you three what to know)

(How do you know we want to know something)

(I have aged now it experience)

"Teeno bhaiyo ke beech kya hua tha" i heard Naina bhabhi and looked at Dadi saa who froze for a second and finally answered "Abhimaan 10 saal ka tha jab woh America chala Gaya uske baad ham sabne bahot koshish ki baat karne ke liye usse phone pe par usne kabhi phone nahi uthaya aur dheere dheere sabke beech ki duriya badh gayi dekhte dekhte 14 saal beet gaye aur jab bhi ham abhimaan se baat karne ki koshish karte the woh kabhi baat hi nahi karta" i heard Heard her and frowned.

(Abhiman was 10 years old when he moved to America. After that we tried hard to talk to him on the phone but he never picked up the phone and gradually the distance between us increased and we stopped trying)

"Aapne kabhi Rana saa ko kehte hue suna ki unhe baat nahi karni" I heard bhabhi maa ask and dadi saa shook her head saying "ham abhimaan ko call karte toh phone nahi uthata aur jab servants ko call karke baat karane ko bolte toh woh unhe mana kar deta" and i frowned .

(Did you ever hear him saying he does not want to talk)

(He never picked up the call the servants told us)

"Aur 14 saal baad" i asked dadi saa and she sighed saying "bahot badal gaya tha woh jab woh shuru shuru me aaya toh ham sabne koshish ki usse baat karne ki par woh hamesha hame Nazarandaaz kar deta 1-2 saal tak maine koshish ki us purane abhimaan ko wapis paane ki par aisa ho nahi paya mano Mera pota Jo 14 saal pehle Gaya tha woh chota baccha kahi gayab hi ho gaya ho aur ab jo 24 saal ka aadmi lauta tha woh koi aur hi tha woh Mera abhimaan nahi tha" i heard her and she immediately wiped a tear that escaped her eyes .

(After 14 years He had changed a lot when he came in the beginning so no matter how hard we tried to talk to him he always ignored us. For 1-2 years I tried to get back that old Abhimaan but we failed)

"Dadi saa Rudra Abhimanyu yahi se padhe unhe sabse door kyu kar diya" u heard Aadiya bhabhi say and her eyes filled with tears the hurt and pain can be felt in her eyes and words as she spoke.

(The two others studied here why was he asked to leave)

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