Chapter 40

*Jungkook's pov*

Mine!

That's the only word ran in my mind and the only person that I could see right now is her. Only her. Everything else was invisible to my eyes and years. I couldn't here what others are saying nor I couldn't see what others are doing. I was so lost in my world with my emotions. I can't let her go. She is mine. She stared at me with big confused eyes and occasionally looked at Yunna with the same look. Everyone else was silent. Waiting for someone to break the ice anytime. I was broke out of my trance when she tried to pull away her hand, but instead of letting go I tighten my grip on her hand and dragged her to the other corner of the room where grand piano was placed. Everyone parted and made way for us. I have to do this than regret it later. I made her stood in front of the piano where I can see her from my seat. And I took the seat in front of the piano. Everyone including her looked at me with confused eyes. I took a deep breath and start pressing the keys of piano creating a beautiful melody. Her tense posture loosened to the soothing music. I looked deep into those captivate eyes of her and start singing while playing the piano.

Lately I've been thinking, thinking about what we had.

Her eye-brows knitted when I said those words.

And I know it was hard, it was all that we knew, yeah

Have you been drinking, to take all the pain away?

I wish that I could give you what you deserve.

Her eyes soften when those words leaved from my mouth.

Cause nothing can ever, ever replace you

Nothing can make me feel like you do, yeah

You know there's no one, I can relate to

I know we won't find a love that's so true

There's nothing like us

There's nothing like you and me

together through the storm

There's nothing like us

There's nothing like you and me together, oh

I sang from the bottom of my heart meaning every word I said. She looked at me in pure surprise never expecting something like this from me. I saw my mum who was on the verge of tears is holding into my fathers side for support. All me hyungs were next to them looking at us in shock. My gaze traveled to where Tae stood and I found him with a genuine smile on his face. When our gaze met he gave me a thumbs up with a wink. The one who was proposing my mate is giving me a thumbs up after I destroyed his proposal.

I gave you everything , babe

Everything I had to give

Girl, why would you push me away? yeah

Lost in confusion, like an illusion

You know I'm used to making your day

But that is the past now, we didn't last now

I guess that this is meant to be yeah

Tell me, was it worth it? We were so perfect

But baby I just want you to the see

There's nothing like us

There's nothing like you and me

together through the storm

There's nothing like us

There's nothing like you and me together

There's nothing like us

There's nothing like you and me

together through the storm

There's nothing like us

There's nothing like you and me, together...

The whole time I kept my steady gaze on her to examine her reaction. She tried her best not to show any emotions, but her eyes gave in. She was shocked, confused, pissed and somewhat happy. I noticed how she blinked back her tears when I finished my song. I retreat my fingers from the piano keys and looked into her eyes. Everyone was silenced. It was pin drop silent. I slowly pushed my seat back and stood up to walk towards her. Her gaze travel my every step while I tried my best not to ran up to her and host her into my arms. I stood in front of her and knelled down earning several gasp from pack members. This is the second time I am getting on my knees for her. But this is the first time for my pack members seeing their alpha on knees for someone else. His mate in that. I took a deep breath to control my fast beating heart and looked into her curious gaze once again.

"I may be late to do this, but I want to say what I feel than to regret it later in my life for not telling you ever." I said gaining everyone interest. I can feel how eager others to hear what I am about to say. "Whole my life I saw mate as a weakness. And I thought that I would never get a mate. I was fine with that. I made my mind for that. To live my life without a mate whom I consider as a weakness. And in a time of like that you showed up. You showed up when I never expect you to. I got overwhelmed and confused. My emotions was all over the place. So instead of trying to figure things out I ran away from them. I pushed you away thinking all that would go away once you vanished from my life." Her intense gaze soften hearing my confession. This is the first time I got to explain myself to her and I know she is surprised to hear this all.

"But I was wrong. I got more confused by the time passed. I felt hurt when ever I saw you upset because of me, I got jealous when ever I saw you getting close to some one else, I got scared when ever your life was on danger, I got angry when ever you avoid me and most of it I got possessive when you tried to distance yourself from me like I wanted. I couldn't figure out my own feelings. So I pushed you away. I hurt you. Even though I regret hurting you, I never regret pushing you away. Cause because of that I was able to create something else for you within me other than our mate bond. I want you Shenu." She gasped surprised. I felt a lump on my throat but I swallowed harder and tried to force the words out from my mouth wanting so badly to tell her how I rally feel for her now. Even though I get rejected I wouldn't regret anything happened today.

"I want you not because of the bond Shenu, but because my heart yearn for you. I feel something else for you other than our bond Shenu. I fell for you Shenu. I fell in love with you. I love you Shenu!" Her eyes widened to the point that I got scared her eyes would pop out from her sockets.

"Finally!" I heard Suga hyung mumbling.

" That day when I first kiss you it wasn't my wolf who kissed you. It was me who kissed you. Sure my wolf was the one who lead to the kiss but it was me who kissed you. And up-till now I didn't regret it. Not even once. Then I did something more stupid. I hurt you to the point where you start to change. And you know what is most interesting in this. That even after you changed,  even after your gaze become rude and your voice become cold towards me, I fell more for you. I fell deeper. I don't hope you to come back crawling to me once I said this. Cause I know you are far from falling in love with me. And I would accept even you reject me after this. After all I deserve that. But I want a chance Shenu. I know you made it clear that you wouldn't give a second chance. But I am not asking for a second chance Shenu. I am asking the first chance we deserve. We never gave a chance to this bond. I never let you give a chance to this bond and neither did I gave. But now I want to give a chance to this bond Shenu. I want to give a chance to us. I want to be there a 'us' in the future." I blinked back my tears and I saw how hard she is trying not to break down in front of everyone. She was clutching her gown by sides to prevent herself from throwing into my arms.

"You may not love me right now. But I promise you Shenu, I will force myself into your heart. I will make you fall for me. And I will promise you that I wouldn't ask for a second chance. Just give me one chance. Just give me one chance to prove myself to you. Please Shenu, I beg you." I said sincerely. She was shocked to hear me beg. Heck even I myself was surprised. Was I that depress for her love? I took a deep breath and mustered my all courage to ask the next sentences. I feel nervous like the first day of my addition. Even more than that.

"So will you accept me Jeon Jungkook as your mate and boyfriend? Will you be my mate and girlfriend?" I asked with hopeful eyes. Her expression was priceless. She was happy, confused, scared and surprised. From the distance I could hear the sobbing of my mother. She slowly turn her head towards where my family, our family stood. They all nodded their head at her telling her to say yes. She looked at all my hyungs and they all nodded their head.

And finally she looked at Taehyung who had the most brightest smile on his face. I was confused with his expression. Shouldn't he be angry and disappointed with me for runing everything for him?

"Finally you got the guts to propose her you idiot." he mind-linked me. I looked at him with disbelieve. Did he do all that on purpose to make me confess to her? His eyes traveled back to my mate's who is looking at him for approval. He nodded his head with his famous boxy smile approving my confess. She looked at him with thankful and pride eyes. How could someone let his mate into an other man's hand? How can he become this generous? She finally looked at my hopeful eyes. A small smile made it way to her face.

"Yes!" She finally said nodding her head. That one word echoed in the whole room ringing in my ears again and again. A thousand wot smile broke into my face and I couldn't hold back myself anymore. I jumped into my feet and pulled her body into my embrace. Tae broke the silent by starting clapping and soon others joined him. Everyone start to clap and whistle. I felt her hands wrapping around my waist and that was enough for me to buried my nose into her neck to inhale her calming scent.

"Happy New Year love!" me and my wolf said in the same time making her body freeze. I chuckled at her reaction and tighten my grip pulling her closer to my body.

"Happy New Year!" This time her double voice froze me.

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*Shenu's pov*

I opened my eyes with a small smile lingering on my face. After back long days I was able to sleep peacefully. I blinked my eyes to adjust to the brightness and the thing I saw once my sight got clear startle me.

"AGRHHHHHH....." I screamed seeing everyone in my room starring at my face standing in front of my bed. I immediately sat down on my bed and they all sat down around my room like nothing happened. I saw Jisoo and Woobin oppa sitting on the edge of my bed. Jin oppa, Seguli and Suga oppa was on the couch. J-hope oppa, Namjoon oppa, Jimin oppa and Tae was sitting on the floor.

"What are you guys doing here?" I asked once I was able to regain my startle self.

"First of all Good morning to you too. Second of all we need to discuss what happened yesterday." Jisoo said and everyone nodded their head agreeing with her. In cue my door opened and in-came my mate looking as hot as ever on his training clothes.

"Good Morning babe!" He said looking at me with a hot smile and I couldn't help the blush that appeared on my face.

"Good morning!" I said trying my best not to show my flushed state. He stood in front of me eyeing the space next to me on the bed. I got the signal what he want and patted the empty place signaling him to sit next to me. His face brighten and without wasting a second he climbed onto the bed sitting next to me. He wrapped a arm around my waist and I instantly looked at his face to glare at him, but he purposely avoid my gaze and looked at others. And all our heads turn towards my door when an other one entered the room. Yunna.

"Sit!" Jin oppa said and she sat next to Jisso on my bed silently steeling glance at Tae. I looked at Jin oppa's face to question why she is here and that's when I noticed his neck. I gasped gaining everyone's attention.

"Oppa you are marked!" I exclaimed seeing a beautiful wolf tattoo on his neck. He blushed and nodded his head.

"How are you gonna hide that mark from the humans?" I asked like it is the most important question and everyone serious face broke into laughter.

"Don't worry about that baby. I would meet the witch soon and cast a spell on my mark to hide it from other human's eyes." he explained with chuckle.

"So Seguli marked you. You guys are mates?" I asked and everyone nodded their head while those two love-birds start blushing. So my wish came true even though there was a light problem in a one wish.

"That's why we are here though!" Namjoon oppa said. " Yesterday was totally creepy. Jin hyung and Seguli found out they are mates and Yunna claim Tae as her mate." he explained. My body tensed and Jungkook who noticed the change of my posture looked at me worriedly.

"I don't feel the bond though!" Tae said shrugging.

"Why?" Yunna asked with a hurtful expression. I immediately felt sorry foe her. What have I done? First I killed her mate and second I gave her a mate who wouldn't feel the bond.

"I wouldn't until Jungkook mark Shenu and break our bond. If you are truly my mate then you are my second chance. So I wouldn't feel the bond until I lost my first chance which is Shenu." He explained with no emotions on his face.

"I am not lying Taehyung. I am your mate. I can feel the bond." Yunna said in a pleading tone. Woobin oppa groaned.

"How is this possibel? Out of no where Jin and Seguli became mates and Yunna got Tae as a second chance mate." he said frustrated. I cleared my throat to gain everyone attention and I did. All of sudden I got nervous.

"It's kind of my doing." I said and they all scrunched their eye-brows in confusion. " My wolf said that I am special and I can make wishes anything related to mates. I wanted to give new year presents for them and I kind of made a wish for them." They all narrowed their eyes at me. " It happened that day after the club incident with Yunna. I made a wish for Jin oppa and Seguli to become mates and..." I nervously lifted my head to look at Jungkook's eyes and saw he is still looking at patiently waiting for my explanation. "And I made a wish to make my mate Yunna's mate. That time I didn't know that Tae was also my mate. I thought it was Jungkook who gonna become her mate. But instead of Jungkook turn out to be it was Tae since he is also my mate." I finished my explanation and felt Jungkook grip on my waist loosened.

I slowly lifted my gaze to look at him and I regret saying that. Hurt was visible on his eyes. He looked at me with pained expression.

"You mean to say that you wished to break our bond and make me someone else mate?" he asked in a soft voice avoiding my eyes. "You g-gave u-up on m-me?" he shuttered trying his best to hide his pain. My heart clenched hearing his pained voice. I reached for his hand but he instantly backed away and stood up. "Why?" he questioned finally meeting my gaze.

"I thought you don't want me." I said wanting to explain my side. He looked at my eyes and nodded his head looking away. I was about to open my mouth but he cut in

"I will see you guys in the dorm." with said that he dashed away from my room. I was about to stood up and follow him but a hand on my shoulder hold me back.

"Give him some time pumpkin. He will come back to you.Trust me." Tae said giving a reassuring squeeze to my shoulder. I nodded my head understandingly and Looked at Yunna to see she is starring at my shoulder where Tae's hand is. But Tae being oblivious to anyone else emotions when its comes to me hugged me wrapping his hands around my head to comfort me. Yunna clenched her jaws but didn't utter anything. I have to fix this.

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The drive back to the dorm was silence. We couldn't connect Jungkook. His mind-link was blocked. Even though I can break the wall he blocked the mind-link and talk to him, I didn't. I decide to give him some space. If he loves me he have to understand me and trust me.

It was dark when we returned and Jungkook was no where in sight. That means he didn't return yet. Where is he? All the boys assured me to not worry and asked me to rest since we have work tomorrow. I took a shower and tug myself into the bed hoping for any sleep. But like always I couldn't reach it when I am restless. I stayed tossing on my bed unable to sleep like one hour and the I heard the front door opening and his scent of lavender and chocolate invade my nose. I heard the footsteps walking past my room and soon a sound of door closing. I sighed tiredly. At-least he came back. We will talk tomorrow.

An other hour passed and still I couldn't sleep, but I kept closing my eyes stubbornly refusing to stand up and walked to his room to check on him. Then I heard the sound of my room door creak opened and light footsteps making its way to me. I bit my lips to prevent me from chuckling and focus on my breathing like last time. Soon I felt two warm arms under my back and thighs. I was lifted from my bed and my face met with a rock hard chest. I wrapped my hands around his neck and opened my eyes to see his naked upper half.

"Why are you shirtless?" I asked looking into his face. He looked down at me and smiled start walking towards my room door.

"I prefer to sleep like this way." He said and used his leg to open my room door fully since his hands are busy holding me bridal-style. He start carrying me towards his room.

"I am sorry!" I mumbled softly burring my face into his chest.

"Don't be! It's not your fault. Beside it's all in the past. What matter is that you gave me a chance. Lets focus on our future." He said softly and kicked opened his room door. He entered the room and closed it behind him using his leg.

"Why am I hear?" I asked as he walked towards his bed to lay me.

"To sleep with me. That's your punishment for spoiling my mood earlier." he said with a teasing smile and placed me on his bed. He get on to the other side and pulled my body closer to his wrapping his hand around my waist. He pulled the blanket over our bodies and placed a soft kiss on my forehead.

"Sleep babe! Good night!" he mumble into my forehead and placed his chin over my head.

"Good night!" I replied and buried my face into his chest drifting into dream land in my mates embrace.

"I love you!" I heard him say before the darkness surrounded me.

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