Chapter 17
Learning to Love
âI donât think Iâm doing this right.â
âI donât think you are either.â
âRelax, youâre thinking too hard.â
âItâs going to burn!â
Priya and Payal were busy in the kitchen. Â Priya had convinced the chef to let her have the kitchen so she could teach Payal how to cook some traditional Indian dishes. Â As of now, they both were struggling.
âPayal, donât put that much in there.â commanded Priya.
âA little more wonât hurt anyone.â Payal replied, adding a pinch or two of salt to the concoction resting on the stove.
âYouâre going to give your future husband food poisoning.â teased Priya.
âFuture husband? No thank you.â Payal replied.
âPayal, you have to get married.â Priya said.
âNo I donât.â Payal answered non-chalantly. Â She started chopping vegetables. Â Priya reached over and stopped her.
âYes you do. Â Baba will be so disappointed if you donât.â Priya tried to reason.
âIâll only marry the man I love.â declared Payal, stubbornly.
âPayal, thatâs against our traditions.â Priya said.
âTraditions are meant to be changed.â Payal answered.
âLook how happy Aman and I are. Â Donât you want to be happy?â Priya asked.
âI can be happy with a love marriage. Â Jija-ji is amazing! You got lucky with him. Â Not everyone gets that lucky. Â Plus, who wants to get married? Iâm staying single for as long as possible.â Payal said.
âWhy are you saying this all of a sudden?â Priya replied.
Payal looked away. Â She turned so that Priya couldnât see her face.
âNo reason,â replied Payal quietly.
âGood morning! Whatâs cooking?â Aman asked, excitedly as he entered the kitchen.
He took in the sight of the two sister before him and paused.
âDid I interrupt one of your sister moments?â he asked.
âNo Jija-ji. Not at all. Â Come taste my cooking!â Payal exclaimed.
Aman strode forward, eager to taste what Payal had made. Â If Payal had half the ability that Priya had, Aman would definitely be in for a treat. Â He took a spoonful of the aromatic concoction from the pot and carefully tasted it. Â Suddenly, Aman stopped chewing and shot Priya a look. Â Priya scrunched her eyebrows in confusion, while Payal stood there smiling widely.
âDonât you like it?â she questioned.
Priya looked at Aman cautiously. Â Aman reluctantly swallowed. Â What seemed like pain was apparent on his face.
âIt wasâ¦â Aman started.  He was at a loss for words.
âWhat?â Payal asked. Â She took a spoonful for herself and tasted it. Â Immediately she spat out what she had just cooked.
âOh. My. God. Â That was terrible.â Payal announced, âHow did you swallow that?â she asked.
Aman took the spoon and handed it to Priya.
âPlease, donât ever let Payal cook again.â he pleaded.
Priya giggled while Payal feigned hurt. Â Aman tried to stifle a laugh but was unsuccessful.
âCan I talk to you privately?â Aman asked Priya.
âOoohhh Jija-ji is getting romantic!â Payal teased as she went back to the stove. Â Priya blushed. Â Aman led her out of the kitchen towards the living room.
âAbout last nightâ¦âAman started as soon as they were far enough away from the kitchen.
âAman, itâs okay. I was the one who was on your side of the bed, remember?â Priya replied.
âI know. The sofa really is okay though.â Aman tried to convince Priya.
âI donât believe you.â Priya challenged.
Aman took a step closer. Â A smug expression was on his face. Â A smirk twitched at his lips. Â Priya took a step back, unsure of what Aman was up to.
âPriya,â Aman said, watching her intently, âDo you enjoy sleeping in the same bed as me?â
Priya blushed deeper than she thought possible. Â She lowered her gaze.
âI knew it! You do! Thatâs why youâre taking all this so well. Admit it. Â You donât mind what happened last night because you like me.â Aman declared.
âStop being so childish.â Priya retorted weakly.
A wide grin spread across Amanâs face. Â He lightly chuckled.
âIâm just kidding, Priya. Lighten up.â Aman said. Â He started to walk back to the kitchen.
âAman,â Priya said quickly, âDo youâ¦â
âDo I what?â Aman said, walking back towards where Priya was standing.
âDo you like me?â Priya asked. Â She always accused Aman of acting childish. Â Now it was her who was being childish.
âOf course I do,â Aman smiled. Â âIf I didnât like you, you wouldnât be staying in my bedroom and I definitely wouldnât have taken you out on a date.â Aman winked at her before walking back to the kitchen.
Priyaâs heart fluttered. Â Aman might be developing the same feelings for her as sheâs developing for him. Â She composed herself and followed Aman into the kitchen. Â She tried to control her blush so Payal wouldnât notice.
âSo whatâs up?â Payal eyed the couple suspiciously as they entered the kitchen.
âNothing,â Aman replied, nonchalantly biting into an apple.
âThen why all the secrecy?â Payal pushed further.
âThere was no secrecy. Â It was just something private between a husband and his wife.â Aman said.
A wide grin appeared on Payalâs face. Â She looked over at Priya, who was desperately trying to refrain from blushing.
âIâm not even going to ask. I think...I may be too young to hear this.â Payal concluded.
âPayal!â Priya exclaimed incredulously, âItâs nothing like that.â
âNothing like what?â Payal replied, feigning innocence.
Aman was curious to know where this conversation was heading. Â He leaned back against the counter, waiting for Priya to answer.
âNothing like what you were thinking.â Priya was beating around the bush, uncomfortable with approaching the subject.
âWhatever you say, Didi.â Payal answered sheepishly.
Aman smiled to himself. Â Priya and Payal were so funny when they were together. Â Payal is such an extrovert, confident and personable. Â Priya is shy and modest. Â Aman wondered how the two sisters get along.
âSo what are your plans for today, Payal?â Aman asked.
âNYU this morning, then Iâm taking a look at SUNY.â Â Payal answered
âSUNY? Why would you go to a SUNY?â asked Aman. His sister-in-law would attend the best private university that will accept her.
âA SUNY? Thereâs more than one?â Â Payal replied, unsurely.
âPayal, SUNY is a system of college. Â Â It stands for State Universities of New York.â Aman explained. Â âDidnât you do any research about colleges here before boarding a plane and heading over?â
âNot...really. Â I just missed Didi.â Payal answered quietly.
Priya smiled at her little sister. Â Even though she constantly tries to make fun of Priya, Payal was a great sister, and Priya knew she was lucky to have her.
âDo you want to go to school here?â Aman asked seriously.
âOf course! Itâs New York City! Â And this way, I canât get married before Iâm twenty-two. Â I can pursue graduate studies. Â Thatâll keep me single until at least twenty-five!â Payal said excitedly.
âYou want to go to school in America...to stay single?â Aman asked, confused at what Payalâs motives are. Â He thought back to himself and how he was so reluctant to give up his freedom and get married. He unconsciously looked over at Priya, who was busy preparing breakfast. Â She seemed unfazed at the mention of Payalâs intentions.
âYep!â Payal answered.
âPriya, did you know about this?â Â Aman asked in disbelief.
âWell, she just told me this morning.â Priya replied.
âAnd youâre okay with this? Â Studying in America to evade marriage?â Aman asked Priya.
âAn arranged marriage.â Payal piped in.
Priya looked down. Â Aman could feel himself growing angrier. Â He and Priya were forced into an arranged marriage. Â It wasnât as bad as Payal was making it out to be. Â It wasnât as bad as he himself had thought it would be.
âWhy is an arranged marriage such a bad thing, Payal? Â Youâre willing to give up the home you grew up in and travel thousands of miles to a foreign country just so you wonât have to get married. Â What are you afraid of?â Aman confronted Payal. Â Priya looked on in astonishment.
âIâm not ready to get married.â Payal answered.
âNeither were we, Payal. Â Weâre older than you are. Â You arenât getting married anytime soon. Â You shouldnât worry so much. Â And an arranged marriage isnât that bad.â Aman stated.
Payal looked down. Â Priya examined her sisterâs expression.
âPayal, why are you so worried about marriage all of a sudden?â Priya asked.
Payal refused to look up and stayed silent. Â Priya moved closer to her.
âBaba said he has a suitor in mind.â Payal admitted, tears stinging her eyes.
Priya gasped. Â Payal was eighteen. Â She wasnât ready to be married. Â Priya, who was in her early twenties, wasnât even ready for marriage.
âShit!â Aman cursed. Â âThis isnât happening. I wonât let it.â he declared.
âWhat did you tell Baba when you came to New York? Â He doesnât think youâre visiting colleges, does he?â asked Priya.
âHe thinks Iâm meeting...himâ¦.my future husband.â Payal replied.
âHere? All by yourself?â Priya asked.
âHe lives in New York City just like Jija-ji. Â I told Baba to send me, and Iâll have you and Jija-ji take me to meet him.â Â Payal answered.
âWhy did you tell us that you were looking at colleges?â Priya asked.
âSo you wouldnât freak out.â Payal said.
âWhatâs his name?â Aman asked suddenly.
âRakesh Sehgal.â Payal said.
âRakesh?â Aman said. Â His fists clenched. Â Payal was like a sister to him, and he wouldnât let just anybody marry her. Â Rakesh and Aman have been friends for years, not close friends but friends nonetheless. Â Rakesh was nearly five years older than Aman and had previously been married. Â He had a lapse in judgement when the two of them along with Hiten had gone to Vegas a year ago. Â Rakesh met a girl in a bar and, after spending only three days with her, decided that they just had to get married. Â He didnât even regret his decisions until his business contacts began to doubt his decision-making skills and branded him as hasty and irrational upon hearing the news of his impromptu Vegas wedding. Â Rakesh and Aman were one and the same. Â They were afraid of commitment. Â The only difference now is Aman is married, and Rakesh is still a womanizing player who has absolutely no respect for women. Â Â There was no way in hell he was going to marry Payal.
âDo you know him?â asked Payal, breaking Amanâs train of thought.
âYeah. Â Pretty well actually.â Aman said, âYouâre not marrying him.â
âWhat?â Priya asked, âWhy not?â
âDonât question him, Didi! Â I think Jija-ji is on to something!â Payal exclaimed, traces her joyful self started breaking through the solemn exterior sheâs erected.
âHeâs not good enough for her.â Aman said.
âAman, Baba decided that Payal will marry Rakesh. Â He wouldnât choose someone who wasnât good enough her her.â Priya reasoned.
âHeâs five years older than me! He doesnât respect women, Priya. Â The number of girlfriends and flings heâs had is larger than his bank balance!â Aman tried to explain.
âFive years?!â Payal exclaimed.
âFive years older than me, Payal. Â Heâs in his thirties, and youâre barely an adult.â Aman replied.
Priya looked at him in shock. Â Rakesh didnât sound like a decent man to marry. Â Why would her father choose such a suitor for Payal?
âA business deal.â Priya said to herself, quietly.
âWhat?â Aman asked.
âAman, can I talk to you privately?â Priya asked.
âDidi! This isnât the time for romance! Weâre trying to solve a major problem here!â Payal interjected.
âIt will only take a minute, and it has nothing to do with romance.â Priya said, taking Aman by the arm and pulling him out of the kitchen behind her. Â She led him up the stairs to his bedroom. Â Once inside, she closed and locked the door.
âPriya, what are you doing?â Aman asked suspiciously.
âAman! This isnât time for that kind of thinking.â Priya chided.
âSorry, I didnât know what to expect. Â Why are we here?â he said.
âA business deal!â exclaimed Priya.
âOkayâ¦?â Aman replied, still confused.
âWhy else would Baba choose such a husband for Payal?â Priya said.
âDamn! Youâre right. Â There must be some sort of benefit coming from this alliance.â Aman said.
âItâs just like what happened with us!â Priya realized.
âBut Iâm not as bad as Rakesh.â Aman countered.
âAman, youâre not bad at all.â Priya answered sincerely.
âPriya,â Aman said moving closer, âWe canât let Payal marry Rakesh.â
âBut Babaâ¦â Priya said hopelessly.
âLetâs convince him to let Payal go to school here. Â She shouldnât get married before completing her education. Â If that fails, then Iâll find her someone to marry, someone whoâs worthy of her.
Priya wanted to shed tears of joy. Â She wanted to jump into Amanâs arms and embrace him forever. Â He was treating Payal like she really was his sister. Â He cared more about her than their own father.
Priya and Aman walked downstairs and into the kitchen. Â Payal was no longer there. Â She had gone into the living room and was talking to a man. Â Priya looked at Aman questioningly. Â Aman looked angry. Â Sitting on the couch, next to Payal was Rakesh! Â Payal was laughing at whatever heâd just said, and he was trying to work his charm to its fullest extent.
âRakesh.â Aman called.
âAman! Hey man! Howâs it going?â Â Rakesh answered as he stood up. Â He walked toward Aman, shaking his hand vigorously.
âWhat are you doing here?â Â Aman asked.
âI just got back from Australia! Â What is this? Â You didnât invite me to the wedding? Hiten said you got married in India.â Rakesh said. Â His eyes traveled to Priya, trying to assess whether or not she was Amanâs wife.
âI did get married. This is my wife, Priya.â Aman said gesturing to Priya, who was standing beside him.
âItâs nice to meet you, Priya. Youâre so beautiful. Â How did Aman get so lucky?â Rakesh said. Â He reached to shake her hand, but she folded her hands together and offered a quick âNamasteâ before retreating behind Aman.
âOkay. Namaste.â Replied Rakesh, copying Priyaâs hand position. Â âA bit traditional for my taste, but itâs alright.â He turned to Payal, âAnd who is this lovely lady? Iâve never seen her here before.â
âPayal. My sister-in-law.â Aman answered, gritting his teeth.
Payal stood there, stunned. Â Rakesh tried to greet her, but she didnât respond.
Priya led Payal out of the room. Â They walked upstairs into Payalâs bedroom.
âPayal, say something.â Priya pleaded. Â âPayal!â
âDidi...it was him. Heâs who Iâm supposed to marry.â Payal said. Â She wasnât thinking straight. Â She was still in a state of shock.
âThat was him.â Priya confirmed.
âHe seemed so nice. Â He said I was pretty and all these other nice things. Â He was...just...so old.â Payal reasoned.
âI know.â Priya answered.
âI donât want to marry him.â Payal said, nearly breaking down in tears.
âI know. Â Weâre going to fix this. Donât worry.â Priya consoled her.
Meanwhile, Aman continued his conversation with Rakesh. Â He wondered what Priya and Payal were talking about upstairs. Â He desperately wanted to know if Payal was okay.
âSo how are things? Any big news?â Aman asked.
Rakesh took a sip of coffee and eyed Aman, trying to figure out what he wanted to know.
âBig news? Â Youâre the one with the big news around here.â he said.
âYou should get married too. Itâs the best feeling ever.â Aman said. Â He knew this was a lie, but he hoped Rakesh would believe him. Â There was nothing wrong with being married. If Aman could choose between the life heâd had before heâd gotten married and the life he has now,however, heâd choose the life heâd had before. Â Men like him and Rakesh werenât meant to be tied down by the bonds of marriage.
âReally? Â I never thought Iâd hear those words coming from your mouth.â Rakesh laughed.
âIt really is wonderful. Â Are you planning on getting married soon?â Aman asked. Â He needed to be sure whether Rakesh knew about his impending marriage or not. Â He didnât know that he was marrying Priya when he was called to India, so thereâs a chance that Rakesh might not know either.
âNo way! Iâm a bachelor for life.â Rakesh stated.
âGood.â Aman said, âYou should stick to that.â
âWhat happened to âmarriage is the best feelingâ?â Rakesh asked mockingly.
âIt is, but itâs not for everyone.â Aman said.
He and Rakesh talked for a while longer. Â Aman was eager to get Rakesh out of his house, so he could check on Payal.
âPayal.â Aman knocked on  Payalâs door.  Priya opened it and stepped aside, so Aman could come in. Payal was sitting upright on her bed, tightly clutching a pillow.  She rocked back and forth uneasily.
âJija-ji! What happened?â asked Payal, nearly jumping off her bed.
âHe doesnât know about the marriage.â Aman said, âand heâs not too keen on getting married at all.â
âThatâs great!â Payal exclaimed.
âPayal, his father and your father might have arranged the marriage without telling him.â Aman said.
Payalâs smile faded.
âWhat do we do now?â Payal asked, helplessly.
âI need to speak with your father.â Aman said rushing out into the hallway. Â He went into his bedroom, Priya following swiftly behind him.
âYouâre going to call him now?â she asked, as Aman hurriedly searched for his phone.
âYes.â Aman said.
He tossed aside a pillow and found his phone lying underneath. Â He quickly looked up Priyaâs fatherâs number in his contact list and called him. Â Priya waited anxiously. Â She wasnât sure what Aman was going to say or how he was going to convince her father to cancel Payalâs marriage. Â Her father had threatened to disown her if she didnât marry Aman. Â She didnât want that Payal to have to make the same decision she did.
âHello? Namaste.â Priya heard Aman greet somebody on the phone. Â She heard him ask her fatherâs secretary if he was available to discuss something very important. After exchanging pleasantries, the men got down to business.
âYou donât understand. Â Payal is too young to get married.â
âShe needs an education, and New York is one of the best places to get an amazing education.â
âYes, I do know Rakesh.  Heâs not right for Payal. The age difference aloneâ¦â
Aman and Priyaâs father were arguing back and forth. Â Priya knew she should be with Payal, but she couldnât pry herself away from the Amanâs conversation with her father.
âLook, Iâve tried being nice about this, but I absolutely cannot allow this marriage to happen. Â I donât mean to disrespect you, but I donât think you have Payalâs best interest or her happiness in mind.â Â Aman said. Â There was a long pause. Â Priyaâs father was replying. Â Priya held her breath. Â She could sense the tension rising.
âIf you arenât going to respect me as your son-in-law and at least listen to what I have to say, then what was the point of forcing Priya to marry me?â Aman retorted angrily.
âAman.â Priya couldnât believe he was talking to her father like that. Â She understood that he was angry, but she couldnât help but intervene.
Aman glanced over at Priya, but didnât apologize. Â He was too angry to even think about respecting his elders right now.
âIâll let you make the decision. Â If you force Payal to marry Rakesh, Iâll divorce Priya.â Â Aman challenged.
Priya felt numb. Â One decision by her father could send her crashing down.
Iâm the worst! I know! Iâm so so so so sorry! I have exams this week, and instead of studying, I wrote this chapter. Â Hopefully, Iâll never ever update this late ever again!! Major drama in the next few chapters, so keep reading!
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