longing

"Longing" the only word to describe what I feel

Desperate for love, touch, care even though I know they are not possible

Desperate for someone who would be there for me when I'm having a hard time

Desperate for someone who would be there in my lows and prime

But I don't think I will find someone like that

A person who wants me, a person who won't judge my past

But still there's a hope in my heart

Maybe someone will love me for who I am

And the thought of losing me scares them a lot..