Part 39

~Epilogue is included in this chapter~

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Alexa

I was looking at the doctor waiting for him to speak

He sigh and looked at harry shaking his head

He stilled as the doctor went away putting a hand on my shoulder with a sorry face

I frown looking at him totally confused why is he acting this way

I turn towards harry who was also looking at me with same feelings in his eyes that doctor looked at me

I get off his lap standing up "what is it?" I ask

"your mother...she" he inhale through his mouth holding a breathe for a second then letting go "she is no more"

I stand there

why?

Staring at him without any thoughts coming to my mind

As if My brain stopped working and I was staring at nowhere

Voice of different people filled my ears

Some of them crying for the lost of a loved one while some of them thanking god to save the ones they were praying for

A little shake bring me back and I looked up at him

His eyes were filled with worry as he hug me tightly I stare at the floor not saying anything nor hugging him back

He don't understand

He will never

How it fucking feels right now

..

"I am so sorry" someone said to me as I say nothing

I've heard their sorries million times every person right here just say this one thing and go away as if this sorry will bring her back as if this sorry will make everything right

"You haven't eaten anything" I hear him say as he come sit beside me and I look nowhere

"I am not hungry"

Silence

He sighs "please eat something" he whisper softly putting his hand on my knee

I move his hand away shaking my head

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Harry

She was so empty

I could never imagine the pain she must be feeling

She haven't cried her heart out like she do

She is too tired

I wish I could take all of her pain away from her

Why can't I do that?

Somehow I make her eat little bit after that she went to our room not saying anything to anyone

I make my way upstairs and warned every one of them to not follow me or come upstairs

I walk inside the room and she was there sitting on bed her head tilted and she was looking down

My heart breaks completely seeing her like this

I slowly make my where she was sitting

"Why do they always leave?" I hear her quiet voice

"Sometimes its for the best"

She falls back on bed "I wanna sleep harry please take this pain away from me, this headache, this ache in the heart take it away please" she whispers her voice breaking

I take her hand making her sit I kiss her forehead softly "give me all of it, all of your pain everything give it to me, take the burden of your heart"

She sighs and close her eyes "hold me close"

I carefully take her in my arms and lay down on bed without leaving her, I hold her close to me so her head leans on my chest

I caress her hair "Sleep my love..I am here for you, I am never leaving"

Soon I hear her breaths even as she fell asleep in my arms

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Alexa

Its been few months and I've been better

I started seeing some therapist as I was too mentally disturbed

I've started to move on from her death and trying to accept it

Harry have been taking me to endless places trying to divert my mind he is always trying to make me smile or laugh and is always successful

"My sugar I brought you some flowers" he gave me a bouquet of white tulips

A smile find its way on my face as he gives it to me

Also about the nickname he has been calling me different names and I enjoy it

He pecks my lips "so where do you wanna go? What about umm" he taps his finger on his chin thinking cutely as a strand of his hair fall on his forehead

I bite my lip to hide the smile as I shrug

"What about the.....bedroom?" He asks smirking

I giggle "hmm, I don't know" I tease him as a he frowns cutely

I grin shuffling his hair "I am kidding my donut" I nuzzle my nose with him

He smiles and winks "lead the way then"

I smirk and turn around swaying my hips from every step I take I know he's drooling by now

We walk inside the bedroom

As he sits down on bed gesturing towards the door "don't want mom to hear you scream now do we?" He smirks naughtily

A gasp escape my lips and my cheeks turn pink

He loose his tie and his eyes turned dark "Now" he commands and I was almost on my knees

I know very well what he was referring to sl I walk towards the door looking at my shoulder at him then at the door

I lick my lips biting it

I am ready, always

- Door Closed-

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Epilogue

"So why are we inviting so many people on dinner?" He asks me "I mean it can be only few"

And I roll my eyes huffing

He have asked me this question a million times by now because we have never invited so many people at our house but its a big day!

"Honey, Its a big day, I want everyone to join us" I kiss his cheeks as a frown was set on his face permanently

I shake my head and head towards the walk in closet choosing my outfit

I choose a long dress olive green which is off shoulders and have a long slit starting from my upper thigh to the end which shows my long legs, sorry short legs whatever

"You should be better dressed up harry when I come out or else I'll kick you where the sun doesn't shine" I warn him

He chuckles "sun doesn't shine? What but You like that-"

"Harry!"

I hear him laugh and the warmth settle in my stomach as I hear his voice

I started getting ready doing little bit of makeup and changing in my ootn (outfit of the night)

I spray some cologne of harry because he have the best colognes and I love men's perfume so

I walk out of the closet in the room and saw harry brushing his hair looking in the mirror

He was looking drop dead gorgeous person

He was wearing a grey button down shirt following with pants his suitjacket was on the chair beside him

I walk towards him and we make eye contact through mirror

"Whats up my sexy husband?" I ask smiling

He smirks and winks

I take the suitjacket and help him wear it

I dust off his shoulder keeping my hands there "perfect" I whisper

He leans down and kiss my lips softly sucking my lips and backing off he leans his forehead with mine "I love you"

"I love you" I say kissing his lips again and again he grins

We walk down the stairs hand in hand as I see there were many people

Harry sure did invited most of the people he knew

We meet everyone and greet them

I excuse myself towards the bar I take a glass and take a spoon softly hitting it with my glass for everyone's attention

They all turn towards me and I make eye contact with harry his eyes soften

"Welcome everyone, thankyou for joining us today as it is really big day for us" I look at harry "our babygirl selena have turned 1 today" they all cheer "she's sleeping now though so please keep it down as its a really hard thing to put her to sleep" I chuckle and hear everyone chuckle with me harry smile

"Harry and I have faced many things together.... We lost our first baby" I stopped taking a few breaths as harry quickly come towards me putting his hand on my waist softly caressing it to calm me down in some way

I looked at harry "but we didn't give up.. We never left each other for anything and then I was pregnant" I smile as I look his eyes shine "it was unexplainable feeling that was rushing towards us when we held our babygirl in our hands for the first time, she brings life in this home All of our sorrow go away when we see her smile or giggle she's our little princess our joy... our selena" I finish as I hear applause, harry leans in and kiss me then kissing my forehead

Someone taps my shoulder I turn around and saw housekeeper Nancy "Selena is awake" she says and I nod smiling

I walk towards her room I open the door and see her sitting in her cot playing with her toy

she looks so cute as she is wearing pink frock her chubby cheeks bounce as she mumble some things her hair come down to her forehead

"Hey baby" I say sweetly

She looks up at me and give me big smile a little tooth showing as she smile which flutter my heart

I walk towards her cot lifting her up in my arms as her small hands wrap around my finger I kiss her cheek and she lay her head on my shoulder

I can't take this much joy

I was about to walk out when I see harry come in he look at selena and smile "my princess, how are you?" He asks

She calls harry with her hand cutely and harry takes her in his arm

Harry kiss her cheek over and over again

"Can you say dada? Da da" he says

She giggles and try to say but mutter something else making me and harry chuckle

"Da da" he says again

"Harry she won't say it she is just 1-"

"Dada" she says her cute little voice filled the room as she say it

Harry grins "thats my baby!" He hugs her close to him and dances

I laugh

Harry turn towards me and selena too "you see Mama she is so gorgeous, yes thats right she is, and she is a queen she is a beautiful queen" he tells her as she turn towards harry looking at him slightly tilting her head

"Thats right, she is a queen and you are a princess"

I smile and walk towards them kissing harry's lips as we hear selena scream slightly

We turn towards her and she hug harry close to her telling me 'back off dada is mine'

I giggle "hey you, he is my man" I narrow my eyes at her playfully

She hugs him closer clearly saying no

Me and harry laugh looking at her

I love how my life turned

I love every person every moment of this life

I wish everything stay this way

I love both of them more than anything and I continue to do so.. as they are my whole world

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