Part 30

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Alexa

"Harry" I say twirling spaghetti in my fork not eating it

"yes" he sips his juice looking at me

I clear my throat "you know about the job I...haven't talked to you about it and you know how much I love working so.." I stop biting my lip, he raises an eyebrow

"Can I work at Jack's again?" I ask biting inside of my cheek turning my head

He puts his fork down turning himself to me "Baby.. working at jack's is the last thing i'll ask you to do" I sigh averting my eyes from him, he continues "but... if you like to work that much I can help you find some suitable jobs"

My head snap to him "really?" I ask trying my best to hide the excitement

"Yes.. if that's what you like" he shrugs

"Oh I would love it" I say grinning he chuckle in his breath

.

As Harry promised he found me some jobs and he had asked me to decide which one will be more comfortable to me

And all of them had good pays

"Yeah this one" I say to harry

He took the laptop and focuses narrowing his eyes his jawline sharp ready to cut a diamond and I am so grateful to have this hot ass person as my husband I thank god everyday!

When I wake up It takes me an hour to process

thoughts:

- is this hot nugget laying beside me really my husband?

- Like are you sure you married him?

- There is no in the hell way you got this lucky

- Why is he so eatable?

He hums and I shook my thoughts away  "this one is alright" he nods "okay you can start it from tomorrow"

"Great" I say clapping my hand he passes me a small smile

It was as a barista in one of the big cafes

Thankfully harry agreed to what I wanna work as, he supports me and I can't be more thankful

His phone rings and he picks up the smile on his face vanished he furrow his eyebrows "I am sorry who?" He asks confused

He shook his head then looks at me "Alexa?" He repeats the name as in confirming

"What?" I mouthed, he showed me his index finger as a 1 minute

"No she does not I am sorry this is wrong num-" he stops then sigh "no I am afraid I can't let you talk to her"

"Harry who is it? Give me the phone" I say

"I am sorry Ma'am this is the wrong number" he says again sternly, ignoring me

I leaned forward and took his phone

"Alexa" he tries to grab the phone

"Harry a minute" I gave him the look

He sigh nodding

I took the phone "Hello who is it?" I ask

I heard the person on phone  take the sharp intake of breath "A-alexa...honey" she said slowly

It took me a moment to realise but when I did my eyes went wide as the phone dropped from my hand

My hand started to shiver hearing that voice my mouth agape as I stare the wall shockingly

I felt harry shake me but I couldn't process I could only hear my heart pounding faster in my chest he cupped my cheek and forced me to look at him his face was pale and his eyes were wide with fear clearly visible in his eyes

I blink and felt my eyelids getting heavy "h-harry" my voice small and croaked

Then I blacked out and felt everything go black

.

"I DON'T FUCKING KNOW!" I heard a loud deep familiar voice yelling

I couldn't see the face as my eyes were closed

"YOU FUCKING WAKE HER UP!" The voice come again

"S-sir we are trying" another voice I can't seem to recognise came

"FUCK OFF ALL OF YOU" the familiar voice yells again

I release a slow breathe slowly opening my eyes

"Alexa" a heard that voice soften

I blink and closed my eyes tightly due to the light

"CLOSE THE FUCKING LIGHTS!" He order someone and I heard the light switched off

I opened it again blinking, I gulp looking around I was in our room and there was a staff of hospital standing at the corner of the room I turn around and saw harry his face showed worry, fear he was wearing grey sweatpants and black shirt his hair was a mess looking like he ran his fingers through it alot of time

He took steps towards me and sat beside me holding my hand with shivering hands I frown at him he release a shaky breathe pressing his forehead with mine "baby" he whispers

I was trying to figure out what's the problem because I could sense something isn't right

I cup harry's cheeks caressing it I look at the staff "C-can you give us a moment?" I say my voice hoarse

Harry look over them probably glaring at them they quickly nodded and left

When they left closing the door harry dropped his face on my chest burying it

he release another shaky breathe

I hugged him tightly close to me, confused

"Hey...what's wrong please tell me" I whisper softly

"Y-you were not waking up...." He says taking another deep breathe I had many questions but I listened to him I ran my fingers through his hair silently telling him to continue "for a week..I- I was so scared" his voice broke

I bit my lip trying my best not to cry

I closed my eyes "I am sorry.. I am so.. so sorry" I whisper

He looks up and his eyes were wet that made my hug him once again "don't cry please don't.... i am sorry I am sorry" my lower lip started to tremble

We stayed in each other's embrace for a long time

I was confused that I was blacked out for a whole week..

.

"And you just need to take these medicines, You'll be Fine" the doctor says handling his prescription to Harry he nodded

I nodded "thankyou doctor" I say softly

He smiled and looked at harry "I'll be going now"

Harry nodded and thanked him aswell shaking his hand

He took the doctor and I looked at ceiling

What happened before I had blacked out

Yeah.. my mother called harry why did she?

Harry came back sitting on the armchair beside our bed he looked at me carefully "how are you feeling?" He ask

"Good" I bit my inside cheek "harry why did.." i clear my throat "the woman that called you did you find out who was she?"

He furrow his eyebrows looking at the wall "she said you are her daughter and I don't know why would some-" I cut him off

"She was right" I say hurriedly

He frowns deeply looking at me he opens his mouth and closed not knowing what to say

"She....she was my mother and that's why I faint hearing her voice after a long.. long time"

"Alexa is this a joke?" He asks again his jaw clenched

I knew he was angry he had every right to be, but right now I was just confused how did she got harry's number

"Alexa" he says again sternly

I shake my thoughts away "this is not a joke, I.." I stopped not knowing how to explain him

He gets up pushing the chair away I flinch at the harshness "Do you know How much I was fucking scared that who that woman was or what she could've said to you" his nose was flared and his eyes showed rage "what she could've said that made you fucking faint.." his voice grew louder his jaw clenched and his lips in thin line

"I- I am sorry I was gonna tell you but when I heard her voice the flashbacks of her sweet voice filled me and I.. I fainted" I bit my lip hesitantly staring at harry

He looked away not making eye contact he closed his eyes taking deep breathes calming himself down

He opened the drawer taking the packet of cigarette out with lighter

Wha-?

He sat down again looking at me he took one of the cigarette out and put it in his mouth lighting it he inhaled it releasing the smoke

I scrunch my eyebrows but didn't said anything I knew when he was stressed or worried he smoke so I never stopped him

"What did she say" he asks quietly

"She just said Alexa honey thats it"

He clicks his tongue rubbing his thumb on his eyebrow closing his eye "I am gonna find out how did she get my number" he tells

I nod "okay" I reply

We stayed quiet for a long time staying in silence

He gets up throwing his cigarette in dustbin "I am going out I'll be late don't wait for me" he says without making eye contact

"Okay..be.." I say but he closed the door walking out "safe.." I finished sighing

I cleaned up changing into my sweats I walk down the stairs going into kitchen I tied my hair in a bun and started cooking Spaghetti with meatballs

It was harry's favourite

I finally cooked it smiling

Now we wait for harry

I walk to lounge area and sat there opening the tv on I clicked netflix and started watching 'never have I ever'

From one episode to two whole seasons I watched it and harry was still not home

My eyelids starting getting heavy and I slept

.

I heard a loud door bang open I quickly sat up rubbing my eye I look around and saw harry coming inside his white shirt was not as crisp as he wears his sleeves were rolled up and his hair was a mess

He started walking and then I realise he was drunk

Oh dear lord help me

I quickly walk up to him and he stepped back dropping a vase it broke I gasp and he look back "oopsie" he say putting his finger on his lips

I quickly sat down collecting the pieces

He sat down as well "stop it you're gonna hurt yourself" he says quietly

I didn't heard him and collected the pieces I threw it away and I came back to harry

"Why are you drunk?" I ask

He chuckles sending warm feeling in my chest "I am not drunk baby" he says chuckling again

Oh he was definitely drunk

"Harry come on lets go up" I say putting his arm around my shoulder

I groan

Damnn this gorilla was heavy

I took him up to the room and he dropped himself on the bed chuckling again I shake my head and remove his shoes socks

I heard his soft snores and I knew he slept I slowly climbed up on the bed drifting of to sleep

Harry

I woke up groaning my head was aching alot

Shit

I look at my side and saw alexa sleeping looking like an angel she looked so pretty I moved on of the strand of her hair that was annoying her she moved closer to me and I felt my features softened a soft smile on my face

I slowly get up not to wake her up I went to bathroom showering freshening up

I took the pill for headache and drink the water gulping the pill down my throat

I sigh and kept the glass aside

I look over to Alexa and she was still sleeping

Yeah I was angry yesterday because I care alot and I could never think of losing Alexa

I walk up to her softly kissing her forehead and leaving

My phone rang and I pick it up "Hello" I say

"Meet me at the Danz' cafe at 8pm" I heard a women's voice say

I frown "Who are you?"

"I'll tell you its urgent just meet me there" she says

There must be any danger but I plan on taking security with me I sigh "Okay"

.

After I was done with work I checked my watch and it was 7:50

I took security with me but they were dressed in casuals so she wouldn't find out

They all had guns even me I made my way inside danz' cafe and look around

A manager approached me "Mr. Stewart" he smiled I nod

"Sir there is a lady who has booked a seat for you two should I take you to her?" He ask politely

"Yes, thankyou" I say he nods and guides me towards the elevator

We went to second floor and there was a lady sitting there and I couldn't see her face as she had her back on me

"This is it sir, I'll send the waiters" he says

I nod and he left

I clear my throat and she turned towards me

I froze blinking

Flashbacks came in my mind

"Mom! Mom!" I call as I ran inside the house

Today I got an A+ in my maths test that I have been working hard for

I saw mom in the kitchen "harry!" She smiled at me

I loved her smile

"Mom look I got an A+" I showed her the report card she looked at it and grinned

She hugged me "you are such an intelligent boy..my boy" she say

She backed off from hug "you know I love you right?" Her eyes were shining

I didn't know why was she crying I nodded and asked "Mom. Don't you like that I got an A+?"

She wiped her tears sniffing "no baby Mom is not crying you just made her so happy" she send me a weak smile

"Mom you promise?" I ask

She smiles and nods "Yes I promise"

I smile and wipe her tears "okay mom but please don't cry I don't like you crying"

That made her cry more and she hugged me tightly

"H-harry?" Her voice brought me back

I release a shaky breathe backing off shaking my head "this can't be" I whisper to myself

How come I didn't recognised her voice when she called

She gets up and her eyes started to shine "Harry you're a big boy now" she sends me a weak smile

I frown "Who.Are.You?" I ask

She blinks "I..I am your mother" she says

"No...no no No! She died goddamnit!" I raise my voice

"I did not died that day...there is something that you don't know harry...and you need to know" she says interlocking his fingers looking at me with hope

Like hell I'll listen to her

"No.. don't you dare come near me or contact me again, my mother fucking died" I point my finger at her "Stay away" I whisper but she heard

She tried taking a step but I yell "STOP" she flinches at my tone and stopped

I rushed and walked away

The manager came towards me "sir, is that woman bothering you? Or is there-" I cut him off

"No its nothing, she's not bothering me" she is

I quickly say and walk out getting in my car

I sped through the streets my knuckles were white from the hard grip

Another flashback came

"BECAUSE OF YOU! MY SOFIA DIED!" Father yelled at me again that night

"N-no dad" I say quietly

He took his belt out and beat me with it for many hours

He dropped the belt and I didn't even whimper because if I used to cry more he used to beat me more

My stepmother came inside the room "come on leave him" she say to dad throwing me a disgusting glare

Father came up to me and slapped me hard across the face and left closing the door

A sob escaped my mouth and I started to cry my heart out staring up the sky "mom.. why did you left? Do you think its my fault? I am sorry Mom I could've come with you" I say and cry more

I gasp and flashback ended a tear escaped and I wipe it

I park the car and rushed upstairs

Alexa was sitting on the bed using her phone she looked at me and smiled but then her smile disappeared as she took in my whole presence

"H-harry"she says quietly

Alexa

He told me everything that happened and I felt that everything stopped

Her birth mom was alive!

He stood up aggressively and his nose flared he walked up to the wall and he punched it again and again his knuckles started to bleed my eyes wide in horror and I quickly rushed towards him

"No!" I yelled at harry trying to stop him "harry! Stop!" I tried to stop him

But he kept on doing that he stepped away grabbing his hair tightly and screaming loudly

My heart shattered seeing him like that

I kept my arm around his neck trying to stop him

His chest rise and fall with anger breathing heavily

"Please... please don't hurt yourself" i mumble softly

I look up at him and saw he was shaking with anger his eyes were bloodshot red

I hugged him tightly wrapping my arm around his neck caressing his back

"Please calm down please" i whisper to him

He stood straight not hugging me nor doing anything he just stood there

Then after some time he broke and hugged me back tightly burrying his face in my neck

"I am done" he whispered

"I am fucking done with everyone" he whispered

I run a hand in his hair "i understand" i said quietly "I am really really sorry.." I say tears prickle down my eyes as I calm him down

He dropped down to his knees hugging me from my stomach crying "I can't do this anymore lex... I can't" his voice broke as he hugged me tightly burying his face in my stomach

I run my finger through his hair pressing his head to my stomach "It's okay.. everything's gonna be okay.. I am here" I whisper

I drop down to my knees as well and he looked at me with teary eyes "tell me why does it keep happening to me... Am I that worst?" He whisper

I cup his cheeks wiping his tears away i took a breathe "no.. no you are the best.. you are amazing I can't even thank god enough that I have you.." I say pressing my forehead with his he closes his eyes

"Please don't cry... I am here..Please" I say softly

He shake his head "I can't hold it in... let me cry"

I hugged him tightly and he buried his face in my neck sobbing

His chest shake lightly as he cry

I caress his back trying to calm him down whispering sweet things to him

That night I saw harry that was completely broken, harry who couldn't face the world, the weak harry... but the fact I love him even more now this made me love him even more

That how he handles himself or how he controls himself.. but today he broke

I couldn't see tears in his grey eyes those beautiful eyes were red and those smily lips were trembling.. nothing..I say nothing broke me ever than that day seeing him like this

He is my whole  world my light my happiness because of him I am alive..

'He is more myself than I am, and Whatever our souls are made of.. his and mine are the same.."

Emily Brontë

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This chapter was emotions of rollercoaster

I got so emotional writing when harry broke..

This proves that no one is perfect and no one is that much strong

But I still will say that harry is really strong! 🥺❤️ even alexa! Both of them! Please do comment how did you like the chapter

More big chapters will come!

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