Chapter 19
The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn
The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 19 ~AUTUMN~
I couldnât believe my eyes. The video was on replay in front of me. This was no doubt from today. Anya and Atticus are dressed in the same clothes that can clearly be seen in the video. Plus, Atticus did tell me that he was going to see Anya before the ceremony started. And he also showed up late.
Not to mention the scent of her on his body. I got a horrible whiff of it the moment he joined us. I knew she had to be closer to him than I would have liked. Itâs the reason why Iâd been avoiding eye contact with him since he joined us. I couldnât look him in the eye. I was scared of what I would see. If heâd been that close with Anya, there is no telling what happened between them. My heart hurts from just the thought of what happened after the camera had cut.
The video had cut right before she tried to kiss him, and I wondered if heâd let her. I knew Atticus would never cheat on me once we were engaged, but the truth remained that he wasnât officially committed to me when this video was taken. Did he take one last kiss to remember what it felt like before he destroyed his life by marrying me?
I feel my body sway at the thought of him kissing her on our engagement night. First, Anya slaps me, and now this. How could things get any worse than this? My biggest fear of tonight was coming to life. I was right; Anya was out to destroy my engagement night.
I held my head as the whispers got louder. The crowd wanted to know more. I couldnât hold on much longer; my legs were failing me.
Atticus rushes forward and picks me up into his arms before I can hit the ground.
Iâm not aware of what happened after he walked me out of the room; Iâm still in shock from the video. Everyone would have plenty to say. Iâm sure half of our school was laughing at me, and the other half, feeling sorry for me.
Atticus slams his room door shut as he lays me down on his bed.
I watched as he paced up and down in front of me. It looks like he was having an inner battle with himself.
âIâm sorry, Autumn.â He says suddenly. âThis should have never happened. Especially not on our engagement night.â
I donât know what to say to that. Iâm hurting, but I donât want him to know. Though, almost fainting in front of everyone didnât exactly help my case.
There is just one question on my mind. Did he kiss her? Did he kiss my best friend on our engagement night? Was she even my best friend anymore? It was clear that Anya didnât consider me anymore. What she did on my engagement day proves how much she dislikes me now. She was determined to make today a disaster for me, and she succeeded.
Atticus takes a few steps toward me; soon enough, heâs standing right before me. He looks bothered now that Iâm not speaking to him. Itâs not intentional; Iâm too stunned to speak.
âPlease say something. I donât know who took that video, but I will find and make him pay.â
The person that took the video was not the problem.
I canât stop myself as I ask, âdid you kiss her?â
I can barely recognize my voice. I couldnât hide the pain, not this time. Not after knowing what it was like to be in his arms, not after knowing what his kisses felt like. The thought of him kissing her destroyed me.
His eyes searched mine. I could hear the clock ticking on his nightstand and the pounding of my own heart now in synch. Iâm not prepared for his response. If he said yes, that would change everything. It would change how I see him; he wouldnât be the man Iâve loved all these years. The Atticus that I knew would never do that. He was too loyal and consumed with pleasing his family to do something so scandalous on such an important night.
He slowly shook his head, âI did not kiss her. The camera conveniently cut right as I pushed away from her. Whoever took that video had intentions of ruining our engagement night.â
I breathe a sigh of relief. Iâm not happy that he was so close to her, but Iâm relieved to know he didnât kiss her. And he didnât let her kiss him either.
âI feel like you donât believe me.â He says, and I hate how much the softness in his voice makes my already stupid heart melt.
Everything about him screamed danger.
âI do not have any reason not to trust you, Atticus. If you said you didnât kiss her, I believe you. But if there is the slightest possibility that youâve lied to me, my trust in you will immediately be broken. But I do not believe that you are lying. I know of your character; I know that youâre good. You will never do something like that, not on our engagement night.â
He looks surprised at my faith in him.
We are both quiet as he continues to stare at me in amazement. He slowly raises his hand, and it looks like heâs about to cup my cheek, but I never got to find out.
The door opens, and our parents walk in. His father looks just as upset as his mother as they glare at us.
âWhat the hell were you thinking, Atticus?â His father demands. âI told you to stop seeing that girl. She will continue to cause problems for our family. You continue to disobey me, and then I am left having to clean up your mess.â
âNo one was supposed to take a video,â he explains. âShe asked to see me one last time before I got engaged. After everything, I owed her that much.â
His father laughs, âDo you think that girl wasnât aware of what she was doing? Iâm sure that she was the one that got someone to film the entire thing. And, of course, you just had to fall straight into her trap. Because she knows she has you trapped.â
Thatâs impossible. Anya was not like that. She would not stoop that low to get what she wanted. But what if she did? She was out to destroy the wedding; itâs possible that she was also responsible for that video.
âDid you ever stop and once think about Autumn before you made such a foolish decision?â His mother asks. âYouâve not only made things difficult for us, but youâve also made them hard on her. Do you think it will be easy for her when this news gets out?â
âI know what I did was wrong,â he assures them. âBut Anya will not stoop so low.â
âReally?â My mother asks. I stiffened; I hoped she wouldnât say anything I didnât want her to say. âThen why did she visit Autumn today, and instead of being there for her, she slapped her hard across her face.â
A look of surprise crosses Atticusâs face at her words.
âMother!â I hiss. I didnât want Atticus ever to know this. I didnât want him to be disappointed or angry with her when she was hurting.
Atticus turns to me; I can see the look of horror and disbelief on his face.
âAnya slapped you?â
I canât find my voice; I donât want to answer him.
âAutumn,â he growls as he moves closer to me. âTell me. Did Anya really hit you today? Was that how you got that red mark on your face?â
I bite my lip, I donât want to say yes, but I canât say no either.
Heâs staring at me, and eventually, I give in with a slight nod.
âAtticus waitâ,â I call after him as he storms out of the room.
Oh no.
What was he going to do?