Chapter 179
The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn
The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 179 BOOK 3 CHAPTER 15 ~DANTE~
âA kissing booth?â I ask Damon, surprised at what Iâd just learned.
Why on earth did they come up with that idea? That sounds like trouble.
âItâs not a booth,â Damon answers me. âItâs a private room where any girl could come in and make out with guys from the academy.â
âAnd youâre telling me thereâs no way we could get out of this?â I demand. âThere should be a f*****g rule that excludes married men, at least.â
âIf there was a rule like that, what the hell am I supposed to do?â Damon demands. âIâm not married to Clarissa. Not yet.â
This was the first discussion weâd had like this in a while. It felt good but still strained.
âDoes the girl have a say on who sheâs getting to kiss?â I ask him.
He shook his head, âshe doesnât know. Itâs a surprise. To make things fair, they wonât know until they enter the room.â
âAutumn and Clarissa are probably losing their f*****g minds,â I mutter.
âAnd what about Willow?â Atticus asks as he sneaks up behind us.
âFuck.â I growl. âWhy do you always show up in time to be a pain in my a*s?â
He shrugs, âSomeone needs to be here to guide you along the right path.â
I ignore him, âwhy did you mention Willow?â I ask. âWhat about her?â
He quirks a brow, âDonât you think that she would also be upset that youâll be kissing another woman?â
I frown, âAutumn is in love with you. With Willow, itâs different; she doesnât love me. It wouldnât affect her as badly. Not that I even want to kiss anyone. Iâd rather find a way to get out of it.â
The word kiss reminds me of the one I shared with Willow in bed.
I inwardly groaned at the reminder. What was so special about that kiss? Why canât I forget it? I was half asleep when that kiss happened. It shouldnât be this hard to forget about it.
âSheâs still your wife.â Atticus says suddenly as he taps my shoulder, âIâve made similar mistakes in the past. I donât want to see you doing the same.â
My jaw clenches. Heâd made mistakes; Iâm aware of that. However, he was never actually in love with Anya.
I was the only one that loved her; even Damon didnât love her. They both had women that they truly loved, and both of them had their mates.
I was not the same. Anya must have been my mate. I may never know the truth, the spell died with her, and with her death, I couldnât tell genuinely. However, the pain I felt may be all I needed to confirm that Anya was my mate. But if she was, wouldnât she have had some feelings for me as well? Or did she bury those feelings for her revenge on my family?
âIâm sure we can find a way to get out of this kissing booth nonsense,â Atticus tells us.
âI donât mind it at all,â Griffin announces. âI think it might be fun.â
Of course, he would think that way. He wasnât in love with anyone, as far as we all knew.
âIf you want to take part, you can,â Atticus tells him. âHowever, for the three of us, we need to find a way to make sure that the only woman kissing us is the one that we love.â
I think he meant to say the two of them. The woman I love is no longer here with us.
âAll we need is to find a way to let Autumn know whoâs entering the room,â Atticus says. âShe can warn Clarissa and Willow so they donât kiss random strangers.â
I stiffen at the thought of Willow kissing a stranger. I know that it shouldnât bother me, but it did. It bothers me because I know Anya wouldnât want her sister kissing any strange man.
Thatâs the only reason I could think of. For that reason, I had to find a way to ensure that she didnât take part in this.
We had no choice but to take part, but there wasnât a rule that f****d the women to participate.
âIâm heading to my room,â I tell my brothers.
âAlready?â Atticus asks. âI thought we were going to drink some beers and play some game?â
I shook my head, âIâm exhausted. What those assholes did today still has me f*****g pissed.â
âYou mean the pictures with you and Anya?â Atticus asks. âI think a girl was responsible for that. Or possibly more than one girl.
Theyâre crushing on you and think thereâs a chance to have you since Anya is gone.â
âThatâs insane,â I growl. âIâm married.â
âYou donât even have a wedding ring.â Atticus points out.
I swallow. I got a ring for Willow, but I never thought about getting one for myself. And I wasnât planning on doing it either. I didnât need a constant reminder that I was married to Anyaâs younger sister.
âIâll see you guys in the morning.â I dismiss them.
I climbed the stairs two at a time, moving quickly toward my room.
I knew Willow was already in bed. I hadnât seen her since I returned home. When I opened the door, I felt relief flood my body when I saw her tucked under my sheets. I donât know why I felt so relieved to see her in my room, lying in my bed. Itâs almost like I was looking forward to seeing her.
I shook that thought out of my head.
She looks up at me when I close the door and walk over to my side of the bed.
I remove my watch and place it on the bedside table.
âThereâs something I want to talk to you about,â I say suddenly before I can talk some sense into myself.
âWhatâs that?â She asks nervously.
Did I make her nervous?
âItâs about the kissing booth.â I blurt out. âCan you not take part in it?â