Chapter 139
The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn
The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 139 ~CLARISSA~
I can feel Damonâs eyes on me. I knew now that Iâd made the right decision by removing all my clothes. For a second, I was scared that he wouldnât have appeared.
Then I figured that he was probably waiting on the right time to visit me. I knew he would be worried that Atticus would suspect us. And when I had left him by the table, everyone was already seated there with him. So I waited and waited and waited. And here he was, finally.
I listen to his footsteps as he nears the bed. Heâs getting closer to me. I knew he could see the tattoo that was still clearly there.
Iâd already removed all of the makeup, and it was visible once more.
âYou were telling the truth.â He whispers hoarsely. âHow did you hide it?â
I spun onto my back so that my n***d body was in his full view.
His eyes almost popped out of his head at finally seeing me completely bare for him. There was nothing left for his imagination anymore; he could see it all in front of him. And this was the reaction Iâd only hoped for in the past.
I wasnât giving him a chance to back out of this. If he wanted me, he had to take me now before it was too late. I was doing everything I could to make him snap, and it finally worked for me.
I watch him visibly struggle to drag his gaze from my body to look at my face while he waits for me to answer his question.
âMakeup.â I finally say. âAutumn hid it for me with waterproof makeup. It worked. Now I have a solution to the problem Iâve had all these years. I donât know why I hadnât thought about it before.â
âAutumn?â He quirks a brow, and I realize that I just let it slip that Autumn knew about us. As far as I knew, he wasnât aware that Autumn had been helping me all along. Many of my plans were only made possible because of her.
âForget I said that,â I mumble. I didnât want to drag her down with me.
âItâs fine.â He assured me. âI already figured Autumn knew everything. You two are too close for her not to know about your love life.â
My love life?
He knew all along? I guess Autumn and I havenât exactly been all that discrete. Even Atticus knew that we were keeping secrets from him.
âIâm happy you didnât remove it.â He confesses. âVery f*****g happy.â
I could see the heat in his eyes, making my knees weak. I could feel my body begin to prepare itself for him. I was getting wet in places that I wanted him to touch.
Heâs never touched me there before. And today, I was hoping that he would. I wanted it so badly.
He crosses the little distance between us. My heart rate accelerates when he climbs onto the bed and positions himself above my body.
âBeautiful.â
âW-what?â I ask.
âYouâre so damn beautiful, Clarissa.â He whispers. âYouâre perfect. Everything about you is just perfect. Thereâs nothing about you that Iâll ever want to change.â
My breath gets stuck in my throat. Was I still dreaming?
âIâll gladly do anything you want me to.â He whispers.
âItâs not about what I want today,â I whisper back. âI want to know what you want. Whatever it is that you want, show me today. I want to know that you want me. I want to know that you need me. I donât just want your words. I need to see your actions as proof.â
His eyes flash dangerously, and for the first time, I see how desperately Damon wants me. Itâs the first time I could see straight through him so clearly, and I think heâs letting me.
âI canât do that.â He groans.
âAnd why is that?â I demand. He wasnât about to take this from me again. I wouldnât let that happen.
âBecause the things I want to do to you should be done at the right time.â He answers me, gazing into my eyes.
My lips part, âNow is the right time.â
He shook his head, âI never said I wouldnât start tonight. But Iâm not doing everything. Youâre not ready.â
How could he say that? Iâve been ready for him for a long time now.
I soon forget about that when he dips his head and presses his lips against my neck. I buried my hands in his hair and pushed him tighter against me as he continued to trail kisses along my neck.
âIâm not going to do anything that I donât think youâre ready for Clarissa.â He tells me as he slowly moves his lips to my chest.
I wanted his mouth on my breasts again. It was cut short before. I didnât get the chance to enjoy it for longer.
I held my breath when he finally moved to my left n****e, he lightly blew on it and my back flew off the bed. He covers it without warning, and I canât help but moan. How was he so good at this?
I canât help but rub my legs together. I wanted him down there, but he was doing everything but touching me there.
Damon moves from my breast to my stomach, and all I can do is watch him as he moves. His hand on my thigh moves a little higher, closer to the spot I wanted him to touch.
To my surprise, he spun me around so that his face was now above my a*s. Just when I thought he was finally going to touch me there.
I bit down on my pillow when his lips touched the spot where his name was tattooed. He lightly traces it with his tongue, and I didnât think anything could feel this good. Iâm tempted to do it again to feel his tongue on another part of my body.
Iâm not prepared for when he bites down on it. Itâs a gentle bite but yet it had me filled with so much need.
âPlease donât ever take this away from me,â Damon begs as he worships my body.
His mouth travels up my back until he suddenly stops.
I spun around and was disappointed to see him moving to the door.
âWhere are you going?â
âIf I keep this up, Iâm going to do everything else that I want to do to your sweet body.â He tells me. âTomorrow. Iâll meet you back here.â
Tomorrow?
Tomorrow would be our last night at the beach house. I was afraid that he would change his mind when we returned home.
I had to find a way to convince him that I was ready. Tomorrow. I would tease him so much that he had no choice but to give in to me.