Fairydale: Part 2 – Chapter 10
Fairydale: A Dark Gothic Fantasy Romance
âDid you speak to the school?â Caleb asks me the following day as he brings me breakfast in bed.
I nod, a tight smile on my face as I recall the odd voice on the line.
Donât trust them.
Who? Who is it that I shouldnât trust?
At this point it can no longer be a coincidence after Iâd received the same message when Iâd arrived in Fairydale.
âThey decided to let me go,â I add with a sigh. âI canât blame them at this point since two months of absence is a long time. They will need to find another teacher when the school year starts.â
I hadnât managed to reach Allison, though. The secretary had told me she was on her break and off school grounds, so I need to try again later.
âAre you upset about that?â
He comes to my side, taking a seat on the edge of the bed. Like before, he cuts my food in small pieces, feeding it to me one at a time.
âI donât know,â I admit honestly. âI worked very hard to get that position. I am disappointed, but it was inevitable.â
âYouâll get the inheritance. And maybe you can find something around here,â he suggests lightly. âWe have a school. If youâd like, I can ask around and see if thereâs a position available.â
âReally?â I blink in surprise at his offer.
Though itâs very kind of him to suggest this, I canât help but feel itâs his way of telling me to stay in Fairydale.
âI want you to stay here, Darcy,â he confirms not a moment later. âI know itâs not Boston, and itâs just a small town in the middle of nowhere. But maybeâ¦â he gives me a hopeful smile.
Lifting my hand, I palm his cheek as a smile tugs at my lips.
âIâll think about it.â
Itâs the best I can give him right now. Iâve already promised I would stay for two months, but more?
Despite my connection with Caleb, there is still the fact that Fairydale scares meâwith its odd deaths, witch-hunt mentality, and all the unusual occurrences that have no logical explanation.
âWhen youâre ready, we can go to the sheriffâs office so he can take your statement,â he says as he takes away the tray of food.
Nodding, I wait until heâs out of the door before dressing and making myself presentable.
I hadnât dreamed about him last night, even though I hoped I would. I needed to see him alive and wellâ¦
No matter how much I tried to think about him, nothing happened.
In fact, I couldnât dream at all.
Sighing as I take in my appearance, I let my gaze roam over the makeup items Caleb had bought for me.
Since everything had burned in the fire, heâd been kind enough to get me everything I need. Heâs been a sweetheart through this entire ordeal and Iâve been aâ¦shrew, arguing with him over his goodwill and being stubborn about propriety when the reality is that I no longer have a choice.
I have no money, nothing. Until I get the inheritance, I am dependent on the Halesâas much as I might hate it.
But Iâm not about to make myself a charity case. Every little thing he spends on me, I shall returnâback to the last penny.
Uncapping one of the lipsticks, I gaze longingly at the red shade.
Why is it that every little thing brings me back to my dreamâto Amon?
I release a heavy sigh as I dab some on my lips before smudging a little on my cheeks to add a bit of color to my pallor.
âIâm ready,â I declare, opening the door and joining Caleb.
He gives me a sweet smile, taking my hand and leading me to his car.
It takes us a few minutes to get to the sheriffâs office. By the time we pull in the parking lot, I somehow expect a mob of angry people to come after me.
Yet thereâs no one there.
Letting out a relieved breath, I follow Caleb as he shows me to the sheriffâs office.
âMiss OâSullivan,â Sheriff Lawrence nods when he sees me. âIâm sorry to hear about your home.â
I give him a tight smile.
âI was lucky to get out alive,â I murmur, following Calebâs cue and taking a seat at the Sheriffâs study.
âWeâve had men on the scene and we donât think thereâs any foul play involved. Are you sure you turned off your stove?â
I frown.
âOf course I did. I wouldnât have left it on,â I state clearly.
âBut maybe you just forgot about itâ¦â
âDarcy says she did not leave it on and I believe her. She is always very careful,â Caleb interjects, and the sheriff gives him a noncommittal grunt.
Already, I feel my temper rise. So he wouldnât believe me, the person who was actually there, but he would take the word of another man over mine?
âIâm certain I did not provoke the fire, Sheriff. That means someone else must have done so. I would ask you to look closer into the matter.â
âAs I said, Miss OâSullivan,â he repeats through gritted teeth. âWe found no evidence of foul play, so weâve closed the case as accidental.â
âButâ¦â
Iâm about to protest when Caleb squeezes my hand under the table.
âYou mentioned you wanted to interview Darcy for the murders, didnât you?â Caleb suddenly asks.
âYes, indeed,â he clears his throat. âIf you could go with my secretary who will take your statement. It is just a formality. Mr. Hale has already given his statement and vouched that he spent the entire morning and the previous night with you,â he says in a reproachful tone, the implication clear.
My cheeks heat up and I suddenly stand up.
âIf youâll excuse me then,â I murmur, knowing I am likely to explode if I stay one moment longer in his presence.
Caleb gives me a comforting smile that I try to return.
But how can I stay calm when the sheriff all but called me a hussy to my face?
He didnât even care about my words, only listening to those of Calebâa man.
Balling my hands into fists, I stride to the secretaryâs desk, plopping myself in a chair and giving her the statement. I account for all my whereabouts and answer all the questions before Iâm told Iâm free to go.
âThey wonât do anything about the fire, will they?â I ask Caleb a while later as we exit the station. âThe Sheriff doesnât care what happens to me as long as he gets his scapegoat.â
Pursing his lips, he nods.
âI didnât expect that he would do much. He, like everyone else, sees you as an outsider. You would have been the perfect person to place the blame on for the murders if not for your alibi with me. Still, itâs better to have everything on record so no one can argue otherwise later on.â
âYouâre right,â I sigh. âIt still doesnât make it better.â
âDonât worry about it, Darcy. When youâre with me, nothing will touch you,â he promises, his words giving me a modicum of comfort.
I nod, lost in my thoughts.
Something about the entire situation doesnât seemâ¦right. For a murder investigation of this magnitude, I would have expected hours of interrogations, and a lot more red-tape. Iâve read murder mysteries, and they never let you go just like that.
Yet the Sheriff did just that, despite the fact that, as Caleb mentioned, I am an outsider.
Is it really that Calebâs words are so influential?
Heâd only had to look at the Sheriff and the man had sung to his tune.
Maybe because they are the wealthiest in the area they are afforded more respect. Or, maybe, Calebâs history in the army adds to his credibility.
In any event, the entire visit was bizarre, and now Iâm more confused than ever about whatâs happening in this town.
âCaleb?â I ask as we stop in front of the car. âWho do you think killed those people?â
I raise my gaze to his, watching him intently.
He merely smiles, nonchalantly shrugging his shoulders back in the most relaxed of manners.
âSomeone who thought they deserved it,â he answers casually. âAnd going by the way they all died, Iâd say it was someone with a big grudge.â
âBut how could anyone deserve something like that? They werenât just killed. They were tortured!â
âAh, Darcy,â he smiles. âYouâre so innocent,â he shakes his head in amusement.
I blink and heâs before meâa little too close for comfort.
Slowly gazing up, itâs to find him regarding me intently, a lopsided smile pulling at the corner of his mouth.
âThe punishment should be equal to the sins,â he murmurs. âAnd sometimes, the weight of the sins depends on the perspective.â
âWhat are you trying to say?â I whisper.
âWhat to you was a mere moment of sadness, discomfort, or disappointment, to someone else that was a hundred fold. It all depends on the importance we attribute to things.â
His words are vague enough to mean nothing, but firm enough to mean everything.
âWould you have done that?â I question him directly.
His lips merely curl up more in a wolfish grin.
âI could have done worse,â he whispers.
Before I know it, heâs walking back to the other side of the car.
My breathing intensifies, and as my gaze follows him, itâs to note a hidden smile on his faceâone of satisfaction and something more.
Somethingâ¦malefic.
It also dawns on me he didnât say would. He said could.
He could have done worse.
My heart is hammering in my chest as more doubts cloud my mind.
Could Caleb have had anything to do with it?
But how?
Even if he did target Vicky for her behavior towards me, how could he have known about the man from the Ipswich station or the one from the restaurant? How could he have known who they were?
From a logical standpoint, nothing makes sense.
Yet if I were to allow that things are not entirely logical in Fairydale⦠Then what could I conclude? That Caleb has some inhumane powers and heâs on a mission to kill everyone who slights me? And for what? To defend my honor when I havenât asked for it?
Orâ¦
I bite my lip in uncertainty as I continue to watch him, more questions surfacing in my head.
The fireâ¦
Could he have had anything to do with it too? All to drive me into his house, right across from his room?
But as soon as that thought surfaces I shake myself.
Donât be Catherine!
Yet itâs entirely too hard not to find everything suspicious with whatâs been happening around me.
Including Caleb.
And maybeâ¦most of all Caleb.
Before he can slide into the driverâs seat, the sheriffâs aide runs out calling for him and asking him to come inside for some new development.
âWait for me here?â
I nod slowly, and soon heâs gone.
Just as I wonder what could have happened, a man clears his throat from behind me.
Turning, I come face to face with the older gentleman Iâd noticed at the funeral.
He looks to be in his late fifties, a little older than Mr. Vaughan, but more refined. Heâs wearing a striped navy blue suit, his hand on his hat as he removes it when he stops in front of me. His cane is in the other hand, the emerald-like stone stealing my attention.
âMiss Darcy OâSullivan, I presume?â he asks, his accent cultured and oddly reminiscent of the period movies Iâd seen with Allison when weâd get our monthly wages.
âYes,â I nod, barely wrenching my gaze from the gem. âAnd you areâ¦â
âArchibald Nicholson,â he gives me a warm smile as he offers to shake my hand.
âPleased to meet you, Mr. Nicholson,â I stretch my hand towards him.
A spark of awareness travels through me when his hand connects with mine, as does something akin to a long-buried memory.
âHave we met before?â I ask before I can help myself, my gaze skittering from him to the stone, seemingly unable to stop myself from looking at it longingly.
He doesnât seem surprised, merely smiling.
âYou could say so,â he chuckles. âI knew your parents.â
âMy mother, too?â My brow shoot up.
âYes, your mother, too.â
Too stunned to say anything, I merely stare at him.
To my knowledge, my mother hadnât had any living family. Sheâd been all alone in the world, struggling to make ends meet for the both of us. Though my memories of her are scarce, I remember her face, and the way she would tell me to never take a day for granted.
âWas she from here? From Fairydale?â
He nods.
âShe was,â he confirms. âBut she left before you were born.â
âI assume she did it because of the impending scandal?â I wince as I say the words out loud.
His lips press into a thin line.
âI canât presume what was going through your motherâs head at the time. But I would assume so.â
Suddenly, Iâm struck by how brave sheâd been.
At the height of depression, when most people were starving, sheâd left the only home sheâd ever known to offer me a better chance at lifeâone where I wouldnât be branded a bastard by everyone around.
A new sense of admiration blooms inside of me, just as new sadness envelops me that I didnât get to spend more time with herâthat I donât have more memories of her.
âFor that reason I wanted to approach you and offer you my apologies for how youâve been treated since you arrived in our town. I know it canât erase the ugly words, but Iâm sorry the Pierces didnât offer you more consideration.â
âYou donât need to apologize for someone elseâs actions,â I tell him gently, though appreciating that he would try to do so.
âBut I do,â he sighs. âYou see, Mordechai is my nephew, and the Pierces are longtime friends of the Nicholsons. By extension, they are all family. And as the patriarch, it is my duty to do so.â
âThank you,â I murmur. âI wasnât aware of your connection to them. Does that mean we are related somehow, too?â
His lips widen into a thin smile.
âDoes it?â he muses. âI suppose it does,â he eventually amends, his eyes studying me surreptitiously.
The angle of sunlight hits the stone on his cane once more, and my gaze is drawn to itâto the point it becomes my entire focus. My skin tingles with an unnatural urge to touch it, and before I know it, I reach out for it.
Mr. Nicholson draws back, moving the cane away from my sight.
Just as the shine of the stone dies, so does this compulsion thatâs taken shape inside of me.
I blink in confusion.
âIâm sorry. I donât know what came over me,â I murmur.
âItâs quite alright,â he smiles, though it doesnât reach his eyes. âIn fact, I was wondering if you would do me the honor of coming for dinner at my house. I could tell you more about Fairydale and your mother should you wish so.â
The offer takes me by surprise, as does the echo in my mind that whispers no.
My lips tremble, my polite smile wilting in the face of this unusual feeling.
âCould I bring my friend with me?â I ask, curious at knowing more about my mother, but also wary all the same.
âYour friend? Of course. Who might she be?â He inquires casually, though his gaze has an odd glint to it.
âCaleb Hale,â I reply, and his expression immediately falls. Itâs only for a second, but itâs there, nonetheless.
âCaleb Hale?â His eyes widen. âI havenât seen him in a long time,â he purses his lips. âDo bring him along. Iâm sure weâll have much to talk. Iâve heard about his feats in the war. Brave man,â he mentions, but his words are emptyâno hint of that supposed admiration.
âCertainly,â I murmur.
âWell, itâs been a pleasure meeting you Miss OâSullivan, and I look forward to furthering our acquaintance.â
I wave, but just as he takes a few steps he suddenly stops, half-turning.
âBy the way. Iâve put in a good word for you in town. No one should trouble you again, Miss OâSullivan. And no one should believe anymore that you had anything with those gruesome murders. Good day!â
And with that, heâs gone.
Iâm left staring at the space heâs just vacated as I replay the entire conversation all over.
Heâd been nothing but courteous, yet why is my first instinct to run away?
And itâs not in the way that Caleb makes me feelâa combination of danger and seduction that borders more on animalistic attraction than actual terror. With Mr. Nicholson, the only word that comes to mind is revulsionâas if my body knows something that my mind does not.
âAgh,â I exclaim in frustration as I bring my hands to my temples, rubbing them furiously in an attempt to alleviate the strain on my mind.
So many theories. So many possibilities. And in the midst of it all are my conflicting feelings.
The more I try to make sense of the things around me, the more I feel like Iâm back at the start line.
Yet if there is one universal truth to everything, itâs that I canât trust anyone.
Not evenâ¦Caleb. Maybe especially Caleb.
And just as I think about him, he appears before me, holding something in his handâ¦
My eyes widen, and I instinctively take a step back as horror fills me to the brim.
Heâs carrying my suitcase.
The one that had been stolen.
âThe police found this in their investigations,â he tells me. âThey searched it and there was no money inside, Iâm sorry. But your other items should be there,â he explains, but I have a hard time listening.
Howâ¦fortuitous.
I bring my teeth over my lower lip, slowly biting it as I stare at the suitcase Iâd thought forever lost. As I gaze up, I note Calebâs genuine smile, which slowly falls as he realizes Iâm not nearly as overjoyed as heâd thought I would be.
âYouâre not happy?â He asks, almost confused.
âI donât know if I should be,â I admit honestly, looking him in the eye and searching for the truth in his gaze.
Who are you, Caleb Hale?
And what the hell is happening in Fairydale?
Back at the Hale manor, Caleb retreats to his office, telling me he has to take care of some business while I head to the drawing room to use the telephone again.
Iâm still unsure what Caleb does for a living. Iâd asked him a couple of times, and though he always avoids questions about the war and the army, heâd told me he has a private equity firm and he conducts his work remotely, mainly via post and telephone, with the rare occasions where he needs to go out of town for a meeting.
I hadnât probed more since Iâm not particularly educated in how private equity firms function, but Iâd still found it a little odd that he could get so much work done from home.
More than anything, Iâd been shocked when heâd delivered, as asked, a notarized letter that detailed his net worth.
And it had beenâ¦something.
He owns properties all around the country, and his liquid assets are in the hundreds of millions of dollars. Right away, Iâd felt a little embarrassed for being threatened for my measly one million dollar inheritance.
Still, better be safe than sorryâespecially considering how fast heâd declared his interest in me.
I do share the attraction, and maybe itâs because Iâm neither experienced nor as daring, but I find it hard to keep up with his grandiose declarations. And though I do like himâmaybe feel something more for himâI fear heâs going at a much faster pace than I expected, or than I can keep up with.
Alone in the drawing room, I dial the number and wait for the connection to be made, hoping this time I will be able to reach Allison.
Iâd already promised to call earlier, but with everything that had happened, I completely forgot.
âDarcy! Finally! I was worried about you,â Allisonâs voice finally comes through, and I breathe out relieved.
âThere arenât that many telephones in Fairydale,â I chuckle.
âYou must tell me everything! Iâve been thinking about you day and night.â
For a moment, I truly debate telling her everything. But I donât want to worry her needlessly, so I give her a simplified version of Fairydaleâone that doesnât include the so-called odd deaths.
âOne million dollars?â She exclaims when I tell her about the will. âDarcy, we never imagined that type of sum. Thatâs⦠You would never have to work again with that type of money.â
âYou think I made the right decision to agree to the conditions?â I ask hesitantly.
âOf course! Darcy! For Goodnessâ sake, itâs one million dollars. I would have thought you mad had you not agreed to the conditions. Itâs only two months. Just think about all the things youâll be able to do with that money. The books you could buy. The vacations you could take.â
I smile as she proceeds to give me an example of everything I could have with that moneyâthings we could only ever dream of before.
âWe are going to take a vacation. Iâm taking you with me to England,â I tell her. âDo you think Iâd forget about my favorite girl?â
âYou better,â she chuckles. âIâll even help you snag an Englishman.â
âAbout thatâ¦â I bite my lip. âI met someone.â
Thereâs a screech at the end of the line before she comes back, the questions pouring out of her just as I knew they would.
âWhat? Who? Where? In Fairydale? Good Lord, Darcy, I swear to God that if you donât tell me every single detail I will take the first train there to see it for myself,â she rambles on and I canât help but smile.
Her buoyancy was what Iâve been missing all along.
âHeâs from Fairydale,â I tell her, giving her a brief description of Caleb and the fact that he makes me feel more alive than Iâve ever felt before.
âOh my, Darcy! If youâre interested in him then he must be something! How many times have I tried to convince you to go on a date and you never agreed?â
I can almost see her shaking her head at me.
âWell, they werenât him,â I blush as I say the words.
âOh, do I bet. Now I canât wait to meet him,â she declares
We speak a little longer before her time on the telephone is over and we say our goodbyes, promising to catch up again soon.
After the call ends, I go back to my room, determined to go through my suitcase and see whatâs still inside.
Yet as I get to the corridor, I come across Caleb.
Heâs leaning against the wall, almost as if he knew I was coming.
âYouâre done with your business?â I ask as I stop by his side.
He nods, his eyes glued to me, that hunger heâs always trying to subdue making its way to the surface. A shiver of awareness goes down my back, and though I try to give him a small smile, my lips are too shaky to stay in place.
He takes a step forward.
I take a step back.
Thereâs an intensity rolling off him that scares me. There seems to be a single-minded purpose to his strideâme. And Iâm not sure Iâm ready for that.
We waltz around each other until my back meets the wall, his hands landing on either side of my head.
Leaning in, he only stops when heâs less than an inch away from my face.
âWhat did you talk to your friend about?â he rasps, his breath caressing my lips.
âJust a little bit of this, a little bit of that,â I mumble nervously. âI told her about Fairydale and thatâ¦â
âThat?â He raises a brow.
âThat I met someone,â I swallow hard as I bring my eyes to his. Theyâre so black his pupils blend into his irises, the effect immediate on my senses. I donât know how I could have ever mistaken their color for anything else.
âReally?â he drawls, the right corner of his mouth curling up. âAnd how is this person that youâ¦met?â
âHeâsâ¦â I blink, taken aback by his intensity.
His brows go up as he awaits my answer. Though his tone is playful, the atmosphere is heavy, his breathing equally so.
âSometimes heâs a bad man. Sometimes heâs a gentleman,â I whisper.
He smirks, and my eyes are drawn to his mouth.
âAnd what am I now, darlinâ?â
âNow⦠You want to be bad,â I say as I notice heâs closer than before, his lips almost on mine.
âWill you let me be bad, Darcy?â
I blink, unsure how to answer the question.
Part of me wants thisâhis kissâbut the other part of me is still unsure.
âWhat if I want to be real bad, Darcy darlinâ? Will you let me?â
âDefine bad,â I speak softly, looking him in the eye with a mix of desire and apprehension.
A wide smile appears on his face.
âAh, sweetheart, if I have to define it youâre not ready for it,â he chuckles.
Just as Iâm about to breathe out in relief at the small respite, he surprises me by leaning further in, brushing his lips across the tip of my nose.
âLetâs give you a tour of the house. Youâve seen very little so far,â he says right as he steps away from me, taking my hand in his and leading me down the corridor.
Iâm flushed, my entire body burning withâ¦something.
How can he go from seductive to casual in the span of a second?
My pulse is through the roof and I get the urge to fan myself, but I wonât give him the benefit of knowing how much that one moment affected me.
Despite not being ready for what he sees as bad, that doesnât mean Iâm not curious about it.
Iâd heard some details about intimacy from Allison, but I hadnât paid much attention back then. I remember her telling me her first time was uncomfortable but that it got much better with time and practice. Now I wish Iâd listened and asked more questionsâjust to have more knowledge on the topic and not feel so painfully naïve about it.
âCaleb,â I muster the courage to ask just as we reach the landing of the stairs.
He turns to me, his head tilted to the side as he awaits me to speak.
My entire face must be flaming red at this point and after biting my lip for the tenth time, I finally blurt it out.
âHave you been with many women?â
I instantly avert my gaze, unable to believe Iâd actually asked the question.
âForget it,â I say immediately, waving my hands in a stop gesture.
He regards me amused, and I feel like expiring on the spot.
Damn me and my curiosity.
âWhat do you think?â he inquires gently, no reproach in his voice.
I donât dare answer for fear my voice will betray me, so I just give him a nod, suggesting affirmative.
His smile widens, and bringing his mouth to my ear, he whispers.
âThe answer is no.â
Then he resumes walking.
He doesnât expand on thatâdoesnât clarify or quantify. And Iâve already met my embarrassment quota for the day to probe for more.
Yet the fact that he said noâ¦a warm, fuzzy feeling develops in my lower belly.
He walks towards the main entrance of the house and I run after him, excitement thrumming through me, as well as a small sliver of anticipation.
âThe Hales have tried to preserve as much of the original features of the house as they could,â he explains as he points to the ladies and gentsâ rooms on each side.
âHow many rooms are in total?â
âAbout sixty? I think itâs around there,â he says, and for a moment I think heâs joking.
âYouâre serious?â
He nods.
âDonât worry, I wonât show you all the bedrooms,â he chuckles. âIf we go forward, youâll see the main gallery. This houses the Creed art collection, and it has some extremely rare pieces he collected during his time,â he speaks as we step into the grandiose gallery.
Larger than a museum, the galleryâs walls are all adorned with various paintingsâsome by famous artists such as Jacques-Louis David, Rembrandt, Peter Paul Rubens, or even Botticelli, while a few are by an unknown artist signed AR. One in particular catches my eye. Itâs of a couple posing together, their faces painted in a colorful design as they gaze at each other lovingly.
âThis is absolutely wonderful. Iâm speechless, Caleb,â I utter in awe as I look around.
There are also statues scattered around, placed strategically to give the impression they are real people in the room casually going about their day.
As I stop in front of one after another, I recognize the names of some artists, such as Bernini and Michelangelo. But more striking is the fact that the majority of pieces are millennia old, dating from Ancient Rome, Greece, Egypt, and even Mesopotamia. These must be truly one of a kind.
âDear Lord. How is it possible? These must be priceless,â I blurt out as I stop in front of a pair of statues of Egyptian originâwhat I assume to be the depictions of a pharaoh and his consort.
âThey are,â he smiles, a deep melancholy reflected in his gaze.
âShouldnât these belong in a museum? So that everyone can enjoy them?â
Heâs silent for a moment before he slowly shakes his head.
âThey might be part of world history, but to someâ¦theyâre also part of personal history,â he says cryptically, stopping in front of one of the statues.
I walk towards him, gazing up at the piece that holds his undivided attention.
It looks to be Roman or Greek, though my knowledge is minimal at best. The sculpture depicts a woman holding some dainty flowers in her hand. At her feet, a sword is interwoven with serpents coiling up her leg.
âIs it Artemis?â I inquire as I inspect it.
Caleb shakes his head.
âShe wasnât a Greek Goddess.â
âThen who was she?â
He smiles, looking fondly at the statue before lightly shaking his head.
âYouâre welcome to come here whenever you want to look your fill. There is one more gallery on the first floor, but itâs been closed for years now,â he resumes his tour, briefly showing me the front terraces, the drawing room and the dining room.
âAnd here is the library, which Iâm sure you will enjoy,â he tells me as he pushes the double doors open.
Like heaven opening before me, my mouth simply drops open in awe. From floor to ceiling, bookcases fill all the walls of the room, more rows piling up in the middle and leaving only one small area for reading.
âHow many books are there?â
âThousands? Tens of thousands? No one knows at this point,â Caleb explains. âAnother area you might want to explore more. Youâll find a great deal of diversity. The Hales have updated a good portion of it,â he points to some of the shelves in the middle, âbut a lot are classical works. Some first editions, too,â he winks at me.
He lets me wander about the room for a little, amusement pulling at his lips as he sees me gush about every little thing I see.
But how could I not? Katrina hadnât been kidding when sheâd told me the house was like a museum. Most of the things Iâve seen so far should be in a museum to be admired by everyone. And these booksâ¦
âIâm going to read as many as I can,â I declare immediately.
Caleb chuckles.
âYouâre welcome to all of them. You can even take some to your room.â
The moment he gives me permission, I waste no time in picking a couple Jane Austen novelsâall first editions!
I cradle them to my chest like the precious babies they are, barely resisting the urge to open them and inhale the scent like a creep. I donât think Caleb would find that very cute.
He watches me indulgently, letting me take my time as I peruse some of the titles. But I decide to do so more at length later instead of wasting his time now.
âWe can go,â I announce, hugging the books tightly.
Shaking his head in amusement, he takes me to the first floor.
âThere are two wings. That one,â he points to the left, âis where our bedrooms are. The one on the right is where the masterâs chambers are. Itâs been closed for a few decades now, and no one goes there.â
I nod, following him to the left.
âWhere does the family sleep then?â
âSecond floor. Everyone sleeps on the second floor.â
âEveryone but us?â I frown.
âI like these rooms better. They donât.â
âWhy?â
He shrugs.
âThey think they are haunted.â When he sees my eyes widen, he amends. âThey arenât. I can vouch for that since Iâve been sleeping here for years.â
âIf you say so,â I mutter under my breath, suddenly feeling a prickling of awareness at the surface of my skin.
Damn it, why did he have to mention ghosts?
Especially since the corridor is filled with portraits of older Hales, all looking rigid and stern.
A shiver goes down my back and I look away.
âI wonât show you the second floor since itâs mainly the living space for my parents and my grandmother. There are a lot of storage rooms, but other than that, nothing much to see,â he explains and I nod. âBut I have one more thing to show you,â he says, his eyes sparkling with mischief as he goes towards the end of the corridor.
I eagerly dash after him, so excited about my surroundings that he could show me anything at this point and Iâd be in awe. Especially as I hold the precious books closer, sighing in contentment as I imagine myself in my room at night, exploring the treasures hidden within the pages.
A small giggle escapes me, but I slap my hand over my mouth before Caleb can hear me.
âHere,â he says as he pushes the door open.
Taking a step inside, I blink a couple of times as my eyes adjust to the bright lighting.
âItâsâ¦an art studio?â
âIt is,â he replies, pride reflected in his voice.
Then it dawns on me.
âItâs your art studio.â
He grins.
âWelcome to my sanctuary.â
Most of the furniture in the room has been covered with white sheets, splatters of paint evident everywhere. There are canvases crowded in all corners, some finished, some in progress.
His main materials are by the window to capture the best lightâa small chair facing a huge canvas with scattered paints and supplies all over the floor.
âI didnât know you painted,â I say softly, my lips pulling up in a smile.
âItâs not something I openly advertise,â he shrugs, though I can see heâs watching my reactions closelyâalmost anxiously.
Taking a step deeper into the room, I catch glimpses of some of his works, and the breath leaves my lungs at his talent.
âYou should,â I turn, telling him emphatically. âYou definitely should. This is wonderful, Caleb,â I praise honestly, my eyes arrested to the sight before me.
Itâs a simple landscapeâa balcony on a cliff and the violent ocean. But each stroke has been carefully placed on the canvas to give a realistic yet terrifying effect. Itâs nature at its worst, merciless and unforgiving.
âWould you pose for me?â
I whip my head around, my eyes widening.
âYou want to paintâ¦me?â
He nods, his expression serious.
At once, I can tell this isnât merely a hobby for him. Itâs an endeavor close to his heart, and by sharing it with me, heâs also sharing a part of himself.
âIâd be honored,â I murmur.
He seemingly exhales in relief, almost as if everything hinged on my answer.
âAs you can see, I donât paint people,â he gives me a tight smile. âI havenât in⦠a long time,â he confesses.
âThen Iâm even more honored that you chose me,â I blush.
He merely smiles. A different one than Iâd seen from himâa warm, genuine smile that speaks of the most pure happiness.
The thought that I would have instilled that feeling in him makes my pulse race, butterflies dancing in my stomach. If before heâd drawn me to him with his raw masculinity, now itâs that glimpse into his vulnerability that cements the fact that Iâm falling for him.
I keep to the sidelines as Caleb moves some of the furniture around, removing the sheet off an ornate blue sofa. He pulls it towards the window and arranges it to be directly in front of his seat.
âCome,â he takes my hand, leading me to the sofa and instructing me to sit down.
âI didnât realize weâd start now. Maybe you want me to put on a nice dress? Or some makeup?â
Iâm wearing a white button-up sundress. Itâs nothing fancy and I imagine when painting someoneâs portrait youâd want them to be dressed in their finest clothes.
âYouâre perfect as you are, Darcy,â he tells me when he sees my pinched brows. âI want to capture you, not an artificial version of you.â
Heâs behind the canvas, a brush in his hand as his entire expression changes, a deep concentration settling over his features as he draws the initial strokes.
I nod, my nerves slowly easing. But once that concern is out of the way, a new one enters my mind. Never having modeled for anything, I suddenly feel anxious at the thought of doing this all wrong. And as I try to sit still, my hands itch to move, as do my feet and every little muscle in my body.
âYou donât have to pretend to be made of stone,â he suddenly chuckles.
I blink, looking at him in question.
âYouâre beyond rigid,â he continues, and I stiffen more.
Shaking his head in amusement, he places his brush down, rising from his chair and coming towards me.
âRelax,â he moves behind the sofa, his fingers on my shoulders as he softly kneads my flesh. âI want you to pose naturally. Forget about me as the artist and look at me as the man.â
âWhat⦠What do you mean?â I ask softly.
He leans down, his face next to mine as he speaks.
âI want to capture your expression, darlinâ. That look of wonder you always have when you gaze at me. The mix of longing, curiosity, fearâ¦terror.â
âTerror?â I wet my lips, looking away from him but feeling his nearness in my bones. His breath fans my cheek, his fingers deftly working my flesh. âWhat do you mean?â
âYou canât lie to me, Darcy,â he whispers. âYour eyes can never lie to me,â he continues as his hands trail down, from my shoulders to my clavicle and lower.
My breath becomes labored.
âYou desire me, but youâre also terrified of it. Of me, of yourself, of what would happen if you give inâ¦â
âGive in?â the question comes out breathless, my heart thundering in my chest.
His thick voice still in my ear, his hands settle on the buttons of my bodice.
I gasp when suddenly one button pops free.
I move to stop him, but his mesmerizing voice stops meâhypnotizing me into compliance.
âWhat if I asked you to shed all your inhibitions? Renounce all mores and morals until youâre a blank canvas. Until mine is the only brush that can paint you to lifeâ¦â
Another button pops free.
An intoxicating stillness claims my body, my brain foggy, my senses both sluggish and fully on alert. Anticipation builds inside me, and with his voice acting as my guide, I can only do as he says.
All other thoughts disappear from my mind until only he remainsâhim and his touch.
âForget everything you know and embrace everything you donât,â his decadent voice envelops me, shudders claiming my body as I let his deep rumble penetrate every inch of my skin.
Iâm lost in the abyss, and he is my Vergilâthe only one who can bring me to the light.
Orâ¦drown me in the dark.
âThatâs it, Darcy darlinâ. Give yourself to pure feeling. Abandon everything that holds you back,â he speaks with a sensual confidence that demands my full compliance.
A third button pops free, his palms sliding over the swell of my almost-naked breast.
A hiss escapes him, his warm air transferring to me, his breath my breath.
Inhaling sharply, a sudden lightheadedness overwhelms me and a profound feeling of breathlessnessâwhen youâre on the edge of asphyxiating, but you never quite cross the threshold.
His fingers graze my left breast, his touch lingering on top of my heart as he traces the tear-shaped birthmark on my skin.
âCalebâ¦â a low whimper escapes me at his probing touch.
âShhh, Darcy darlinâ,â he murmurs, his mouth opening over the pulse point just under my ear as he gives me a slow lick. âI am the brush,â he blows hot air over the damp patch of skin. âAnd you are my canvas,â he says right before his lips part over my skin again, this time a sharp pain spearing through my senses as my body rebels against the foreign intrusion.
I gasp, attempting to move out of his hold, but his hands hold me captive.
The pain intensifies, and even through the fog thatâs laid siege over my mind I can sense that heâs broken the surface of my skin until heâs drawn blood.
I am frozen in place as his lips move up, from my neck to my cheek, all the while smearing the blood over my pale skin.
âI am the brush,â he rasps thickly. âAnd you are my canvas. Mine to create. Mine to breathe life into.â
A low howl vibrates in the air, the sound as piercing as it isâ¦inhuman.
Shock envelops me from head to toe as adrenaline pumps into my veins. Throwing him off me, I jump out of the seat.
âI donât think weâre talking about painting anymore,â I whisper, gazing at him in horror.
His entire mouth is stained with red, a trickle of blood running down his chin.
Slowly, as if barely daring to move, I bring my hand to my neck, feeling for the gash and the blood thatâs still pouring out of the wound.
His eyes are eerily blank as his mouth curves into a sardonic smile.
âAh, but that look, Darcy darlinâ. That is what I want to paint,â he says as he flashes me his blood stained teethâred against stark white.
True terror engulfs me and I dash from the studio, running straight for my room and locking the door behind me.
Panic unlike any other swells in my heart, the wound heâd inflicted on me radiating with pain.
Opening the door to the bathroom, I flick the light switch on as I bring my gaze to the mirror.
My mouth slowly parts in shock just as I bring my fingers to my neck.
The pain is there.
The feel of his mouth on my skin is there.
But thereâs not one mark on my neck.
Not one stain of red on my skin, though I could have sworn I felt him paint me with blood.
Thereâs absolutelyâ¦nothing.