Chapter Twenty
Awake | Book 1 of the AWAKE Series | (BWWM)
Dylan
Itâs been a couple of weeks and finally things are back to normal. I moved back into my condo once the New Year came in. Dean didnât want to let me go but realistically it didnât make sense for me not to move back into my spot. My mark has been stinging since weâve been apart and it makes me uncomfortable but Iâm still paying for all of the bills here and Iâve gotten pretty good at keeping my wolf under control so there was no excuse to not come home. I did think it was sweet how sad he looked dropping me off though.
Walking down the corridor I see the person Iâve been subtly looking for all day.
âReed could I talk to you for a second?â I ask sweetly. Heâs been moping around to really sell it to Lydia that Iâm the devil and itâs been pissing me off severely.
He nods solemnly and follows me into the empty hospital room.
I breathe in through my nose and out through my mouth like Dean taught me, Iâm going to need all of my control for this to work.
âWhat do you want to talk about Dylan?â he asks, sugar falling from his lips his tone is so sickeningly sweet.
I have to fight hard not to blacken his eye. âAbout us,â I respond, âMore importantly about why you would lie to Lydia like you did. I thought we were fine.â
âWe are fine. Weâll be even better when I donât have to see your face every day as beautiful as it may be. See, I knew you had no intention of being with me forever but you couldnât even stick it out long enough to let me fá»§ck, even after I made you come with every stitch of your clothes on. You canât honestly think I would let you get away with playing with my emotions like that can you?â he asks, giving me one of those smirks that used to make my stomach feel funny.
My heart rate is sky high and I struggle profusely to lower it. What happened to the sweet caring Reed I used to know? âYou canât be serious,â I start, still trying to give him a chance, âTell me youâre fá»§cking with me.â
âIâm not and thatâs been the problem,â he retorts, shrugging his shoulders. âNow if youâd like to change that at any time then maybe Iâd change what I told Lydia but until that happens I guess Iâll have to keep moping around until you get fired.â
I struggle to find words as he heads to the door to leave. âW-wait,â I stutter out and you can almost hear his smile.
âYes?â he sings, turning around on a dime.
âTurn off the lights,â I say in a low voice, my expression dejected.
His smile widens as he reaches for the light switch. I keep the saddened look on my face until the lights go out.
I can hear his shoes flop off and a sadistic smile spreads across my face. Closing my eyes to focus my energy I reopen them with new vision. Heâs rushing out of his clothes like his life depends on it. It takes everything in my not to laugh when his foot gets caught in the pants leg of his scrubs.
âWhere are you?â he asks once heâs naked, âGod, itâs dark as hell in here.â
I watch him struggle, waving his hands in front of him as he takes tentative steps around the room. I wait until he gets close to my position by the wall and slide the rolling stool in front of him. With the next step he makes, he trips, making the stool shoot out to the left as he stumbles forward.
He mumbles a curse, bracing himself against the wall. I take my opportunity and step in front of him, sliding my fingers slowly down the side of his face and down his body until Iâm gripping his, as much as I hate to admit it, impressive length in my hand.
âOh! Going right for the gold eh?â he asks, his heartbeat speeding.
âMhmm,â I reply, focusing on my next move and trying to ignore Deanâs mark burning me.
âEase up on the nails would you?â he gripes and I watch him wince.
I fully extend my claws at this point, ready to do what I came here to. âGet your attack dog Lydia to back off,â I dig my claws into his sensitive manhood and allow my wolf to take over, flashing my now glowing eyes at him, âor youâll have to deal with mine.â
He lets out a scream that can only be compared to a six year old girl. âGet away from me!â he squeals.
I let him go and apply GermX to my hands as I watch him scramble around in the dark with a grin on my face. Heâs tripping over everything and hitting medical carts and IV leads until he finds the door, screaming the entire time. He flings it open and runs straight out, still as naked as the day he was born.
I canât hold it in anymore and burst into a fit of laughter. My eyes are watering and I canât breathe but I never thought he would leave without even grabbing his clothes.
Stepping out into the hall quietly, I slip into Mr. Strombergâs room across the hall.
âTime for my sponge bath already?â he asks with a perverted smile.
I nod, not even minding his dirty old mind for today.
*
âYou did what?â Dean asks, his voice is calm but I can hear his heartbeat, itâs not the pattern it normally beats on.
I bring his glass of water from the kitchen but when he refuses to grab it I just hold it in my hand. âI know you heard me Dean your hearing is even better than mine. Itâs not that big of a deal. I told you I would deal with it and I did.â
âBy grabbing another manâs dá»ck!â he exclaims, jumping up in that way that makes me nervous. It always means heâs going to freak out and hit something or go and find some other way to take out his aggression. I can only assume Reedâs house would be his first stop.
âCalm down Karter,â I say softly, putting down the water on my coffee table. I cross the space between us and place both hands on the sides of his face, forcing him to look into my eyes. âIt was just a means to an end. Donât let this become a thing.â
My words seem to be working and the wrinkle in his forehead begins to fade until suddenly itâs back. He grabs my hands and pulls them away from his face with a disgusted expression.
âDid you really just touch me with your dá»ck hands?â he asks, his face turning up even more as he asks.
I want to laugh but I hold it back. âI washed my hands immediately after Dean.â
He shakes his head and paces the floor. âIt doesnât matter you still touched it! You touched him! I should go over to his house right now and rip the fá»§cking vienna sausage off!â
I canât hold it this time, I laugh. Reedâs nowhere near as big as Karter but heâs far from a vienna, of course I wonât be telling him that.
âYou think this is funny?â he asks, anger filling his already flushed face, âYou not only touched another man but you showed him your wolf! You couldâve put every wolf in the city in danger. If the wrong people get word of this-â He stops and just shakes his head.
âIâm sorry Dean. I didnât think-,â I start but he interrupts me loudly.
âExactly! You didnât! Itâs not all about you and your fá»§cking school girl crush on that stupid puny human!â he yells then mumbles, âI knew you couldnât control yourself.â
My own anger kicks in and I cross the room to get in his face.
âTo hell with you Karter! I donât need this. You donât own me! I can do what I dá¸mn well please! I made sure we werenât seen by anyone or any cameras itâll be his word against mine and thatâs if he even tells anyone. This isnât about anyone finding out and you know it! Youâre just being insecure and jealous and taking it out on me! Well you can fá»§ck off!â
Heâs flinching with every word having never seen this side of me but Iâm not going to stop now, I physically canât.
âI had a problem to solve so I solved it, end of story. If you didnât want me to use the perks of it you shouldnât have made me into a monster.â My heart sinks the second I say it and I want to take it back, especially when I see his face drop.
His eyes are glassy when he looks at me one last time before heading for my front door.
âKarter,â I call after him, âDean please-â He ends my attempted apology by slamming the door in my face.
âDá¸mn it,â I growl out, grabbing the untouched glass of water and lobbing it at the wall.
The glass shatters and water sprays everywhere before sliding down my wall turning the bright orange a little darker.
*
Karter
After Dylanâs comment about me turning her into a monster I shifted and ran all the way home to get my hostility out. Her touching the human pissed me off and still does but hearing the disdain in her voice when she said that killed me. Grey went by to pick up my car a few hours later and reported back to me he could hear her crying inside and watching Pretty Little Liars. It took every ounce of strength I had not to run to her and work things out. Itâs still physically hurting me to not go to her knowing sheâs hurting but hell so am I. I donât know who that woman was back there but she wasnât the woman I know. Her wolf takes over more often than sheâs aware of, her eyes were glowing the entire time she was yelling at me. I keep telling her sheâs going to have to shift again to get more acquainted with her wolf but it scares her since it hurt so badly the first time. The scariest part is that the more she avoids letting her wolf out the more sheâll come through in her human life which can start causing problems for all of us. If the wrong person gets wind and starts asking questions there could be some real consequences.
Even though I know it wasnât her talking, per se, Iâm still not ready to talk to her regardless of how restless my wolf is because of her discomfort. The thoughts still had to have been in her mind otherwise her wolf never wouldâve said them. To know that somewhere in her she regrets me marking her kills me. It makes me feel unwanted fears that Iâm ashamed to admit, even to myself. Itâs not too late for her to reject me, she hasnât marked me and completed the bond. At any time she can reject me and Iâll feel all of the heartbreak all on my own. Everyday a small piece of her mark will fade away and Iâll feel it stabbing away at me to my very soul.
I shake the thought away and roll over to grab my phone. The only way to make sure my worst fear never becomes a reality is to fix this now before it becomes something even bigger.
âIâm so glad you called Dean. Iâm sorry I didnât mean what I said I donât know what came over me,â she rambles and then sniffs, her voice full of gloom.
âI know Angel. Itâs okay. Itâs just-â I stop myself but realize I need to be honest with her, âitâs just when you say things like that it makes me feel like you regret all of thisâ¦like you regret us.â
My heart is beating like a drum. She can probably hear it through the phone. My entire body heats at the thought and I know Iâm blushing.
âI could never regret anything to do with you Dean,â she finally says softly, âI will admit though I still miss being human sometimes. It gets so hard trying to always control myself.â
I laugh softly, âIt gets easier, especially when you let your wolf out more.â
The silence on her end of the line is deafening. I can imagine her staring off into space, biting her lip, remembering her first shift.
âIt hurts,â she finally mumbles, âI hate it so much Dean.â
The break in her voice makes my heart ache. I immediately hop out of bed and start getting dressed.
âI know Rose but itâs part of the process. Your wolf came out on me today thatâs why you couldnât control yourself,â I explain as I slip into my Nike slides, âIf youâd shift more and allow yourself to get accustomed to her and her to you it would be easier for you.â
Her silence has me grabbing my keys from the nightstand and dropping them into the pocket of my sweats before slipping a thermal over my head.
âIâm coming over,â I state, already halfway down the stairs.
âWhat?â she asks, shock evident in her voice, âItâs two in the morning.â
I slam the door to my car. âI know that, but you need me. Donât even try to deny it, I can feel it.â
She huffs in response making me laugh that I know her so well.
âI have to work in the morning,â she offers, as if Iâd go back home.
âI know. You see I wouldnât have to make any of these late night drives if you wouldâve just stayed in the pack house,â I joke, some truth behind my statement.
âYeah yeah,â she says and I can hear her walking towards the door to open it for me, her hearing is getting better if she heard me close my door. The door swings open and weâre both still holding our phones to our ears like idiots. âSo what are you saying?â
âMove in with me.â
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Hello my good people!!!
Hope yall enjoyed the chapter!! Itâs kind of just a filler but I wanted to get Dylanâs work troubles out of the way. There are only nine chapters, including an epilogue left in the story *tear* but in case you guys didnât know this will be trilogy!! You didnât think youâd get rid of Dylan and Karter so quickly did you?
Btw Itâd be cool if yall could come up with a ship name for them. I canât think of one for the life of me but if you comment them Iâll dedicate the next chapter to the person whose suggestion I like the best. It can be derived from either their first or middle names since I interchange between them both throughout the book!
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