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Zendi's Point of view

Did You know... to tame the roaring of one's blood, to silence the voices clawing at the mind- it takes discipline forged in fire?  It's Like a battle within that only the strong survive.

My fire as always being roaring, ever since I was a child. It got worst after my abusement. Am filled with fire and it stretches in my vain wanting to consume others with it. I want others to feel pain. Especially when things aren't going my way, or if someone pisses me off. I want to delete them from life. I can count on my hands how much people I genuinely care for, I want to burn the world for them. I lack empathy in my mind at times.

I feel out of control, tears leaked from eyes. I isolate myself from the world when I need to recharge but now am closed in a room with  Brianna. She lays on my bed and have been trying to soothe me for the past hour.

I've already dropped Amari's things off and dropped Mrs Green at her house since she's is also angry. She overheard that Cals was using Amari's money for something else, we have yet to find out what for. The Money that was comprising with him and paying the rent has been for Cals own benefits. He owns the mansion!

Nico was the one who called me. He said Sparrow was watching him, they were closing in on him and that was one of the things he found out. Nico thought Amari knew that the masion was his, but when he heard me blewing up he didn't tell me what else Sparrow found. Nico wanted to come back to Kingston, but because I have yet to tell Brianna that Kajan is dead; I pressured him not to. I was discussing it with Brianna and that was when Mrs Green walked in with her hands akimbo. She was furious, and she wanted to to call Amari's mom immediately, but I begged her not to, Atleast not yet.

I had hoped Cals was there, but he wasn't, so Mrs Green assisted me in packing a suitcase and extra things Amari might need and we left.

"That fucking asshole, I want to strangle him so bad," Brianna squeezed her fist together.

She's normally calm and collected but to see her flip. I know am not overreacting.

"He lied to her, can you imagine we left Altana for this? We left our lifes behind for this," She continued.

"Come to think of it, he is why I met Kajan. Cals is why I met the most fucked up human being in my life, if he hadn't wrapped himself into Browning's life we wouldn't be here. I wouldn't have met him. Am not saying that am not grateful to him for helping me but come one."

I could see how  hard it was for her mental health. Katie advise that she sees a therapist am hoping in due time she'll agree. She'll get someone professional to talk to since Amari has a lot on her hands and am not that healthy. Am selfaware to know that am not the right person to give mental advice. To proofen; I had hang to drugs for help.

I wiped at my frustration tears and pulled at my locs.

I need to get them a redo.

Turning around I said, "Atleast you don't know his parents, so you have nothing to worry about. They ain't go suspect anything from you."

She knows his friends, but that's the least of her problems.  They knew he had many women.

Unclenching her fists she turns and looks at me, " What are you talking about? Why would they suspect anything?"

Shit

I turned my back to her but she jentle pushes herself in a sitting position. She grabs my arms with her attenas in the air. She was supposed to be a lawyer, if she could just look deeper then she'll know that I killed him.

"Hum, what I meant is that. Since -"

"Wait, hol' up. Zendi, am talking to you. Look at me."

She only calls me that when she's serious

God know mi nuh really call pan yuh but help mi

I turned my head and swallowed. I got so nervous to meet her gaze. I looked down at the space between us.

"You said that he got away on Princess Street. You said they threatened him and I know The boys to know that they go do a damn good job. Weh yuh a talk bout suspect?"

Footsteps were heard running towards my room and then multiple knocks  went off on the door before shoving open, "Hey, Aunty Brie- Brie!"

Thank you God

I playful pinched Paris cheeks and got up, "You ain't see me no more?" She smiled at me and climbs unto the bed into Brianna's arms. I stood and grabbed up my sagging shorts. I smelled my armpits  before standing and walking out.

I had took a second shower after dropping Amari's things off, unfortunately I sweat a lot.

I thought my armpits started disobeying me.

Thank God oh I no fit at all

Wetin be dis?

What if she had found out ?

Wetin I go tell myself?

I chuckled at my subconscious and starting to walk to the kitchen. The thought of loosing Brianna doesn't sit right with me. It's just recently I started feeling alive. Am more happy and I haven't been happy in a while. I can get up earlier, excersie, mix my healthy smoothie and enjoy life. I can feel the Cool air on my skin and know that am breathing and it's not just oxygen coming from Inside. She's my drug. I might need another rehab if we stop talking.

I want to be honest with her, but if am lying by ommision to make her mines; then I got to do what I got to do.

The thought of her face, if she finds out gives me a slight migraine.

I need a drink

I need a cigarette

Heading to Katie's room; to terrorize her for another pack of cigarette. I know she claimed that she've  given me all of them, but I have a feeling she lied. They are too good, hence why wouldn't she give them all to me. She's been sleeping a lot lately and though I don't want to say anything out of line; I think she's pregnant for Nathan.

Why she go an get pregnant for him, knowin' damn well how fucked up he is?

My breath hitched.

As much as am not close to Katie, I see her as family. She's a part of Brianna and she isn't a bad person. She doesn't deserve this.

I will hunt the end of the earth for anyone who makes my family cries.

I heard the door to front entrance opens. I changed my direction and walked out to the hall. The door fully opens and I looked to see Amari's weak appearance.

What the hell?

She looks as if she's going to break into a million pieces.

Removing a chair from my walk way; I rushes towards her and she throws herself into my arms. Hugging her, I let her transfer all the weight to me. I closed the door behind her  and we  stood there with her head on my shoulders.

I heard when her voice cracks.  I hugged her in comfort as my own heart weep. Whoever had hurt her like this really did. She doesn't crack out like this. She cries, but she doesn't crash out or break, Now she's Breaking.

Nico's Point of view

We all sat in the hall with our food.

I feed my face and continued my hacking.  Draco got up and stood over me with his food in his hands.

He had calmed down somewhat after we made a plan.

He seems back to his normal self, a bit, else he wouldn't have have taken out my fucking chicken breast.

"Yuh love breast to much, look how yuh gimmi bone."

"A fuck mi ago fuck yuh up ino. Meat nuh Ina e pot?"

"How uno a eat and mi a drink soup?" Roots asked, after looking into Blanka's plate.

"Mi have - no mi nah bada seh dat,"

Blanka muttered and took a spoon of rice.

"A wah yuh did ago seh?" Roots asked. He walked over and looked into Draco's plate and frowns. He then walked to a sofa and sit.

"Mi did ago seh mi have woman so mi hafi eat nuff, but mi nah bada seh it."

Draco laughed out and I tried keeping my face serious.

"Dawg, knock mi back, knock mi bloodclaat back before rice come a mi nose!" He coughed. He stoop down Infront of me and I laughed out.

I knocked his back and he sobers up.

"Hush dawg, he nah bada seh dat yuh hear?"  He jabs at Roots. He sat on one of the sofa arms next to Root who was seated on it.

"Low e man now man," Blanka spoke up. He swing one of legs over a stool he has took from the kitchen.

"Mi wah food, mi nuh know why uno wah full up man belly with soup wata," Roots mumbled and we laughed.

He went to the kitchen and return with his plate.

"So how yuh tek so much meat?" Draco asked.

"Nuh fuck yuhself, Blanka talk to Draco."

"Draco Mi talk to yuh."

I shook my head and shut out their blabbering. I would have stayed in the weed house but I needed the strength to calm Draco down. Blanka is the one that can groom him to normal and pull him back from his mind; where he locks himself away whenever angry or hurting.

For now I needed to focus but I couldn't do so with Draco standing over me and bothering me about the codes. He doesn't even understand anything am doing, yet stills he bothers me.

Keeping my mind away from the food. I wiped my hands on a hand towel and get to business.

"Her phone is powered off, but I see the signal. She's at juicy beef."

"So she really gone a patty shop gah full har long gut afta she drug di man? Woman wicked ino."

Under other circumstances I would have laughed, but I don't want him to be mad at me. He has is own share of perspective. His crush had crushes his Selfesstem in highschool because he was fat. If she sees him now am sure she  would want to jump him.

Look how mi G trim up

He never lefts the jym. We all lived in the gym. Even though she hurt him, she had made a better version, but I can't tell him that, because he had it bad for her. He would say women are wicked, because he's also not good with his mother.

But I know good women, I've come across a few. There's nothing I can say to make him change his mind.

"Fuckin creature Dem be, mi nuh beat Dem ino, but Jah know. A slap mi Fi slap  a bullet ina har bloodclaat mek she sidung and have sense. She nuh deserve yuh, yuh hear dwag?"

I looked up to see Roots, nodding his head as he now tries to eat.

"Eat e food, yuh a idiot? Yuh nuh see di gyal gah Nyam patty? Yoo, Nico, find e camera Fi mi  ah mek Roots see a which patty di gyal a Nyam," He hissed his teeth and I struggles to keep my face straight.

I did a few taps to see Bianca in a white blouse and Pink tights. She walks over to the seat and sat down with her orders. She seems to be waiting on somebody.

Turning the laptop to them; I then take up my plate, "Look like she a wait pan somebody."

Blanka went to kitchen and came back with Juices for us and Water for Roots.

"See she a talk to har friend deh, Yuh sit dung yah so a stress if yuh nuh wah eat,  gimmi e chicken."

"Move yuh fucking greedy bloodclaat!" Roots snaps at him.

Shoving the rice to the corner of my mouth. I laughed out. Blanka joins and Draco followed.

"Who uno a give wata?" Roots asked.

"Yuh hafi drunk dat, Fi help flush yuh system since yuh neva drink off di soup," Blanka said.

"Mi nuh wah wah wata, a juice mi want, mi look aright nothing nuh do mi," He insists with a shake of his head.

Draco gots from the arm and sat directly next to him, "How yuh sure seh a you a talk now? What if eh drugs mek two a yuh?"

The glare Roots sent him causes  him jumping off the sofa.

"Aright mi done, but serious medz yuh ago a hospital when we find di gyal," His voice sounds serious and we continue eating.

Draco was the first to finish eating he went to the kitchen with his plate and empty juice cup. He then sat down on the edge of the sofa and leaned forward.

A yah so di fuckry start

Putting my plate down, I turned the laptop to me, I sent the information to my phone and hack out the system. I shut it down and looked up.

Draco's  eyes were cold as he looked at us, "We ago hunt di gyal, mek dis yah man go a hospital, then  we go a kingston Fi Sparrow."

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Thoughts?- I had a few laughs writing the digoulgue on Nico's POV.  I like the bond that am creating.

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