Chapter 59
QT: Against My Will
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Last Edit: 15.3.2022
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Bing Shi put down her sandals and made herself comfortable on the couch, entirely ignoring her parentâs argument, she decided to read a few pages of the legislation.
Xuan Mu took a glance at the pair of bare feet next to him, âCold?â Grabbing the blanket by the armchair, he draped it over her icy cold legs.
âA bit,â Bing Shi slipped her feet under his bottom to keep them extra warm, âUncomfortable?â
â...â Xuan Mu wondered about how long she would last until she got leg cramps from his weight, âA bit.â Receiving a notification from his earbuds, he went back to work on his laptop.
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?Bing Shi:? I was curious about their progress and there is none. Should I interrupt?
?Xuan Mu:?Didnât they call you whenever they argued? You helped them enough, and they still didnât learn. You canât be their love counsellor forever.
?Bing Shi:? But they changed their behaviour towards my brothers and me.
?Xuan Mu:? If they donât want to change themselves, what can you do?
?Bing Shi:?They are my parents. I canât bring myself to give up on them.n/ô/vel/b//in dot c//om
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âDid you hear me? Speak!â Feeling frustrated, her mother shrieked at her drunk husband.
Bing Shi wouldnât mind if her father drank with boundaries. But he was a type of an alcoholic, that would get drunk fast and wouldnât stop until heâd end up in the hospital...not once, not twice, always.
When her father continued to drink in silence, her motherâs anger reached her limit, âYou are a failure of a father!â
âYou bitch. Repeat it!â Her father erupted, raising his hand as if ready to shut the blabbering parrot with one swift move. He stopped in midair when he felt disapproving stares from around the cabin.
âDo you think Iâm scared?â Her mother cried out and started to shake his shoulders, âYou never apologized, not even to our daughter!â
Ignoring his wife, her father focused on the ground as he pulled out an empty promise, âBing Shi, I apologise. I promise this is the last time.â Her father smiled obliviously at the girl, expecting her to take his side.
When his daughter continued to be immersed on her tablet without giving him a speck of respect, he raised his voice, âDid you hear me?!â In a drunken state, he shouted out words he didnât mean, âI see. You donât have trust in your father, huh? You are not my daughter anymore! Get lost, donât show yourself before me ever again!â
*Crash*
A laptop was flung out from the table towards the drunk man, scaring everybody in the room.
Xuan Mu was about to discipline her father, but two legs obscured his movements. Gritting his teeth, he sat back down, âHe is lucky that he is drunk, or else, I would have kicked him out of this plane.â
Without fear, her father laughed Xuan Mu off in mockery as he turned towards the bar and poured himself another glass.
Refusing to speak to a drunkard, Xuan Mu called a security guard, âBring him to the bathroom. I want him sober.â
Soon after, a burly guard brought her father into the bathroom.
Her mother ran in front of Bing Shi and crouched down, âBing Shi, please donât listen to your fatherâs words. He is drunk; he didnât know what he was doing.â
Bing Shi avoided her motherâs touch, keeping her distance, she hugged her tablet.
âBing Shi, please respond,â she called out to her daughter, âThere must be something that is causing your father to turn for alcohol. Maybe depression? Could you ask him what is wrong? He never listens to me.â
Tears pooling at the corner of her motherâs eyes, she began to plead to her daughter, âBing Shi, you know we are doing everything for you and your brothers. Even though your father is like that, he is still your blood-related father, who loves you very much. He is a hardworking man, Bing Shi; you canât hate him. I want us to be a happy family, Bing Shi, please, donât make it harder for me.â
Light brown eyes shrouded by a grey veil gazed down at the begging woman, Bing Shi spoke out without a smile, but her voice sounded... eerily cheerful, âMum, the way you said it, is like you donât want me to have any negative emotions.â
âBing Shi, you know my health is not in good condition.â Her mother continued with an exhausted voice. Like a broken radio, she repeated words which Bing Shi heard so many times that she got sick of them, âNow that you have a rich boyfriend, you donât need us anymore? Donât forget, thanks to whom, do you have everything today? Without us, you would have no clothes to wear and no food to eat.â
âHow much did I cost you? Why donât you add my brotherâs prices as well?â
âMum, I know,â Bing Shi gave her mother a light pat on the shoulder, âWhy donât you calm down and take a rest? Go to the restroom to clean up and Iâll take care of the rest.â
âBing Shi, you are the only one who I can depend on,â coughing through her sobs, her mother stood up weakly and hurriedly walked to the toilets for a smoke.
Xuan Mu felt the pressure on his lap disappear. He leaned over her face and kissed her curved lips, âWe donât have kids, but why do I feel like a father?â
Bing Shi sat up on the couch and put her tablet on the coffee table, âYou are the one to say, I feel like a mother of four.â
âDoes it make me a father of four? How could you not talk back to them?â asked Xuan Mu while pecking her lips.
Bing Shi would occasionally respond to his kisses; she was not in the right mood, âIf I acted on my emotions like my parents, it would end up in a never-ending argument and Iâm not much of a drama seeker.â
A reliable pair of arms hugged her body, warming her up with his hot hands, âI wanted to kill again,â his violent intentions were such a contrast to the feathery light tone in his voice.
Bing Shi studied his constant change of moods, finding them bothersome yet fascinating at the same time, âIâll grow stronger, so my tears, together with my emotions, would go only for you because only you are worthy of them.â
Her rosy red lips were pried open by his hot wet tongue. His mind and heart eagerly devoured her love. Without a stop, their bond was growing day by day.
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