Chapter 42
QT: Against My Will
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The moment Bing Shi told Xuan Mu that she had a stalker, the glass table in the conference room cracked. That couldnât be true. Which stalker would show himself at such a crowded place? Either a stupid one or a one that could afford it. From her strong reaction, it couldnât be just anybody.
Guan Lin looked at the destroyed table before him, showing interest with his raised eyebrows, âAre you going somewhere?â
âGoing to kill a rat,â said Xuan Mu.
Everyone in the conference room looked at him, âNeed help?â
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âNo,â Xuan Mu sprinted outside of the conference room.
Everyoneâs gazes switched to Guan Lin, âWhat do we do now?â
âLetâs find out who Bing Shi is,â laughed Guan Lin.
âHe was hiding someone this whole time?â As soon as somebody asked that question, everyone contacted their own personnel. In one day, Bing Shi became famous among the top world leaders.
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âMiss, may I help you?â A store staff member asked Bing Shi, noticing her strange behavior.
âShould I ask for help? I have no proof.â
âWhat about security guards? I donât know them, what if they are together in it?â
âNo. Thank You,â Bing Shi showed the staff a half smile and started to go through the colorful clothing racks; never forgetting to check that manâs position. When she checked again, he wasnât there.
âWhy is the music in the store so loud?!â
âPlease, please, donât appear out of nowhere.â
âBing Shi, see what I bought for you. There are many more at my place,â the young man showed her a dress in the exact style she liked, in her perfect size, âWe should also buy new furniture for our new apartment.â He smiled at her like it was a natural thing to do. His behavior screamed friendly, disillusionly friendly, as if he was playing house with a doll, âBing Shi, for how long do you plan to hide our relationship from others?â
âOh, my god!â
Bing Shi held back a scream. She swept her hand across her forehead to get rid of the sweat and showed her phone in front of him.n/ô/vel/b//in dot c//om
âIâll kill you,â a domineering voice came through, surprising the unknown man.
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Xuan Mu reacted at an inhuman speed. In a helicopter, he gave out commands and quickly flew into the military base, to take an aircraft. On the way to Sydney, the line between him and Bing Shi never disconnected.
Bing Shi walked out of the store with stiff movements, towards the womenâs toilets. Locking herself in a cubicle, she sat on a toilet seat.
âHe wonât follow me here, right?â
Xuan Mu swallowed in his inner rage; Bing Shi was his first priority, âBing Shi, Iâm sending a woman called Alex to fetch you. Donât be afraid.â
âHow do I stop being afraid? Even my home isnât safe anymore,â she said monotonously, her eyes dimming. There was no safe place; her beliefs from childhood were all lies.
Xuan Mu gripped his phone tightly, âYouâll be safe with me. Iâll protect you. Your new home will be with me, alright?â
âAlright,â she nodded, pursing her lips. His words calmed her down.
Among the military and police, Xuan Mu was known as a hidden philanthropist. He put cameras all around the neighborhood. He bought off the police and ordered his people to check otherâs safety, never saying out Bing Shiâs name. Her apartment complex was free of cameras. He would not allow others to look at his Bing Shi.
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A beautiful woman in a black suit stood in front of the cubicle. Among the staff, she was known as the head manager of the shopping mall, âMiss Bing Shi, Iâm Alex. Mr. Xuan Mu asked me to come get you.â
Bing Shi quickly unlocked the door. âHello,â she smiled at Alex, following after the woman in a black suit.
Alex took Bing Shi to a resting room next to her office. Her tense body from Xuan Muâs call relaxed as soon as she spent more time with Bing Shi. Was Xuan Muâs friend a walking monk? Bing Shi somehow sucked out all of her worries. She chuckled as she put a cup of water before the restless girl.
Bing Shi took the water and smiled at her apologetically, âThank you. Umm, Xuan Mu is asking you to stay away from me.â
â...â Alexâs face cracked, âAre you going to be fine alone?â After Bing Shiâs nod, she walked into her office reluctantly.
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Xuan Mu stood rooted on the spot when he saw his most precious person in the world curled up on the couch. Bing Shiâs hand was holding onto her phone tightly as she looked at the cold floor tiles absentmindedly.
âXuan Mu, why are you not saying anything?â Bing Shi looked all around her surroundings with panic flooding throughout her expression, until her damp eyes found his pained ones, the corner of her lips automatically lifted up, âWelcome to Sydney!â
Xuan Mu walked in front of her and crouched down, âIâm here. Are you alright?â
âOf course!â Bing Shi looked down at him with a forced smile.
Xuan Mu pressed his lips together and clutched his hands hard, looking at her seriously, âBing Shi, donât lie to me.â
After their staring contest, she finally gave up and showed her vulnerability. Bing Shi hurriedly hid behind her arms, trying to hide her tears, âIâm not alright.â
Xuan Mu watched her in silence, not telling her to stop. Her silent sobs didnât last long, but each one, like a knife, stabbed his heart ruthlessly.
âSit down and close your eyes,â she ordered him.
He pouted, âWhy? I want to look at you.â
âMy eyes are puffy, and I need to clean my stuffy nose. Be good,â she explained.
Xuan Mu sighed, âFine.â He stood up, sat next to her, closing his eyes. Never before were they this close to each other! His whole body trembled when he felt her touch on his chest. Her hands that were hiding her face until now grabbed onto his shirt tightly. From the side, she seated herself on his lap.
âMy new home, is it?â She put her head on his chest, placing her ear near his heart area, âYour heart is beating too fast, is it alright?â
He placed his stiff hand on her shoulder, the other around her arm, and pressed her lightly towards his chest, âNo. Not at all.â
âYou are not alone,â Bing Shi hugged him back, feeling her heartbeat, she smiled in relief, âMine is the same.â
The closer Bing Shi was to someone, the less disgusted she felt. She found it more comfortable when she was the one to initiate the contact.
Xuan Mu was the most important person in her life. How could she feel disgusted towards her boyfriend, who gave her so much respect and protection?
Bing Shi, though she was a typical human being until Xuan Mu pointed out her behavior. She could feel love; love for Xuan Mu, love for her family, love for novels, and games, but not once did she feel lust.
She grew worried, it wasnât normal. Wasnât it against nature not to feel sexual attraction towards anything? She could recognize when a man or woman was good-looking, that was all, she never thought about mating with them.
Xuan Mu assured her it was natureâs way to prevent overpopulation, making her laugh.
âHe is worth it, isnât he?â
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