Chapter 167
QT: Against My Will
167 3.18.72 â Kuro â Downfall of Humanity
âNow, when I think about it, I hope Fu Lian wonât die from childbirth. ?â
Wearing thick winter clothes, Bing Shiâs teeth chattered from the cold weather. She thought about this particular problem as she walked towards Yi Zenâs office.
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Inside Yi Zenâs office...
âStop him from coming here,â Yi Zen said while pinching his brows. He had other problems besides fighting that crazy man, âIâll kill him if this continues.â
âI donât know how,â Bing Shi turned around, ready to leave, âWhat if he kills you? Are you going to leave your baby without a father?â
âWhat do you want?â Yi Zen was not confident that heâd be able to take Ren Han down. Both of them were holding back because of his little sister.
Bing Shi stopped, âNothing. Who are you taking me for? Iâll see what I can do.â Leaving the office, she went inside her tent and called Ziek.
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Somewhere in a foreign city...
Ziek walked out of the bathroom, falling on the bed in exhaustion, he turned on his phone to see any missed calls.
Bing Shi, waiting for his call, picked up immediately, âMissed me?â
Ziekâs heart thumped when he heard Bing Shiâs real voice, âI missed you so much that it hurts.â
âIs that why you forced me to contact you?â Bing Shi inquired, âYi Zen has been complaining about you, flirting with Fu Lian.â
âItâs Yi Zen who forced you, not me,â said Ziek innocently, âCan I continue with my flirting?â
âYou donât have to ask me, really. You can flirt with whoever you want. Itâs a good confidence boost,â Bing Shi nodded her head, âBut only if your target likes it. Did Fu Lian like it?â
âShe threw a few knives at me,â Ziek acted dumb, âI think she liked it to death.â
âStop acting like my ex,â Bing Shi chuckled, âAre you going to stop pestering Fu Lian?â
Ziekâs lips revealed a devilish smile, making a deal with her, âOnly if I can switch my target to you.â
âOK,â Bing Shi giggled. As expected of him. Give him an inch, and heâd take a mile. It wasnât like she was any different. One would notice their similar smiles, âSteel up your heart, young boy.â
Ah, Ziek took a deep breath. Her giggles were lethal. âDid you miss me?â
Bing Shiâs voice lowered into a whisper, her smile weakening, âDo you want to hear a truth or a lie?â
Ziek was afraid of both; he closed his eyes in nervousness, âSurprise me.â
In truth, besides luring Bing Shi out, there was another purpose behind his actions. Fu Lian and Yi Zen seemed to be this worldâs main leads. Bing Shi didnât seem to mind him trashing Yi Zen around. If someone guessed that Ziek was attempting to catch HQâs attention, then... that someone guessed correctly.
âI didnât miss you,â Bing Shi answered gently, âHappy?â
Ziek shut his eyes close, to prevent himself from crying. The rejection hurt so much that he wanted to disappear, âNo. I feel like dying.â
âFine with me,â Bing Shi looked straight in front of her, shutting down her heart, âOffer your place, to you know who.â
âNever,â Ziek clutched his chest, curling up in the bed, tears fell down his eyes, showing off his vulnerable side, âItâs fucking confusing. Sometimes I canât tell if my actions are his or mine.â
âAs long as you curse, youâll know that itâs you. Ok?â
âOk...Fuck.â
âGood boy,â Bing Shi listened to the sobbing sound on the other side and waited until he calmed down. Her sad smile never disappeared. Such a strong boy. Fighting and growing up by himself, forced to mature fast, âDo you hate knowing about your past life? I wasnât such a kind girl, was I? Not allowing him to meet me for five years.â
Ziek wanted to switch his place with his past life so much. But would he fall in love with the young Bing Shi? Without his past life, she wouldnât become the Bing Shi today.
Ziek marveled at how Bing Shi had his emotions under her grasp. Just a moment ago, he wanted to die, and now? Like a calm lake, he felt in peace. âI donât hate it,â his crying stopped, âYou are absurd.â He found it strange that despite having a girlfriend, his past life never met up with her. So it was her doing?n/ô/vel/b//in dot c//om
âIâm glad you understand,â the smiling Bing Shi walked towards her desk and switched on her laptop, âI still have to work on the blueprints. Bye-Bye.â
No. So soon? Ziek, alarmed, spewed out the first thing which came upon his mind, âCan you keep the call going? I promise I wonât interrupt you.â Stupid! He wanted to bang his head against the wall!
âUm...Ok,â Bing Shi put the phone on her desk and started to work.
âHuh?â She. Agreed? Ziek rushed to the bathroom to clean his face, returning, he put his phone on the pillow and listened to the sound of her typing, clicking and occasional coughing with a relaxed smile. Sometimes she would check if he was still there. No wonder his past life waited that long to cuddle her. Each little action of Bing Shi was enough to make him feel less lonely.
Ziek had no idea how she was doing it. Similar to his past life, it wasnât Bing Shi who was being pushy, but him. He craved her attention; her affection; her love; everything. He clutched his heart protectively. Itâs repeatedly being snatched away against his will.
[Host, mealtime.]
âGrandson?â Bing Shi called out in a whisper.
â...Mm...â
âHe must be sleeping.â
Hearing a drowsy mumble, Bing Shi kept the call going and left to heat up her meal.
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The next day, inside Yi Zenâs office...
Despite wearing thick winter wear with many layers underneath, Bing Shi felt frostbite getting into her gloves and boots.
Yi Zen was unable to calm down, âWhat did you do?!â
âI sold myself,â Bing Shi tried to move her limbs from the ice, unsuccessfully. Her teeth were chattering, âC-cool it u-up. Iâm f-freezing.â