Chapter 153
QT: Against My Will
153 3.14.58 â Ho Ho Ho â Downfall of Humanity
âPlease,â answered Ziek instantly.
âGood boy,â Bing Shi took out her phone and showed him a picture when she was twelve, âHere.â
â...â Ziek opened his eyes wide, âThere is no way itâs you.â
Bing Shi clutched her stomach in laughter, âYes, itâs me.â
âHow?â Ziek asked in confusion.
âMy mother told me not to waste food,â Bing Shi put her phone away.
âYour mother totally brainwashed you,â Ziek watched her phone like a hawk its prey.
âShe was a good woman, at least she gave me food. Not like someoneâs else mother,â she giggled and blocked him from taking her phone away, âThatâs my phone.â
âTrue,â Ziek chuckled, âI want that picture, the other ones too...please.â
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âSo you could do naughty things? No,â Bing Shi refused in amusement, âGrandson, how about I adopt you?â
âWhy not?â Ziek laughed. She was so chill about everything, âFuck, no.ân/ô/vel/b//in dot c//om
âWatch your mouth, young man,â Bing Shi crossed her arms and said in a severe tone.
âFuck no, please.â
âBwahaha,â Bing Shiâs serious tone disappeared, âOh my goodness.â She burst out with laughter, âMy mouth hurts so much.â
âOne LVL 4 nucleus for being a comedian,â Ziek chuckled. Just a little shark, and see how happy she was, laughing at every silly thing he said.
âNoooo, I have no money,â Bing Shi ran away, âBye-bye. It was nice to meet you ??.â
âHey, what about your big brother?â Ziek ran after her.
Bing Shi stopped and turned towards Ziek, âCan I sell him?â
â...Pfft...,â Ziek laughed out loud and looked at the levitating man next to him, âShould I wake this siscon and tell you on him?â
âGo ahead, he is used to it,â Bing Shi shrugged off her shoulders, âWhen will he wake up?â
âHe spent lots of energy during our sparing. Half an hour, maybe?â said Ziek.
âYou are such a troll. I canât believe you shot him with an injection, right after you dropped Fu Lian on him,â Bing Shi laughed.
âI learned from you,â Ziek grinned.
Bing Shi took out her phone, âDid you know that if you love someone too much, youâll wish for their happiness? What if one day, youâll give up your place for my boyfriend?â
âWhy are you telling me your plan?â Ziek asked with curiosity, âDo you like it on the hard mode that much?â
âHm, who knows?â said Bing Shi with an empty expression, âI need to find out as much information as possible. Arenât you curious too? For example, why is my boyfriendâs lifetime haunting your dreams? Why not other lifetimes? Give me your phone.â
âFuck all my lifetimes,â Ziek gave her his phone, âDo you know how to get a system like Kuro? Iâd like one too.â
âYou are a lost cause,â Bing Shi shook her head in defeat, âI donât know. I asked about you, but the HQ is too busy to answer my questions.â She sent him a few pictures, âDo you think those photos would trigger your memories even more?â She gave him back the phone.
Ziek accepted the phone, âProbably. They are different compared to the memories I received from Ziek. These are fucking me up too much, and I donât like it.â
âDid you start to like me, due to those memories?â asked Bing Shi.
âNo, you never appeared in them. That bastard has to be hiding you from me,â Ziek scoffed, âFuck him. Iâm tired of looking at those fucking stocks all day.â
â...â Bing Shi became speechless. If someone heard their conversation, theyâd think that she and Ziek were in some crazy love triangle. While in truth, itâs just Ziek struggling with his past life. âI canât imagine what I would do if this happened to me. Was this half a year hard on you?â she asked.
Ziek blinked a few times, looking up, he said with a cracked voice, âMy whole life was fucking hard.â
Bing Shi looked down, âSee, if you choose a single girl, she would hold your hand and hug you. Why make it even harder? You are so stupid. A complete masochist.â
âItâs not easy to find a girl who will hold my hand and hug me without any ulterior motives,â he said as they passed through the entrance to the base, âYou sound like you care about me.â
âIâm not. Just pointing out all your mistakes,â answered Bing Shi, walking towards Yi Zenâs tent, they placed him on the bed and left.
Ziek walked towards Bing Shiâs tent in reluctance. Who knew when heâll get a chance to spent some time with her? When they finally appeared before her tent, he stopped her from going inside, âWould you love me if I became him?â
âOf course not,â said Bing Shi without any hesitation, âJust like you, I donât want any pretense in a relationship.â
â...â What was he thinking when he asked that question? Was he that desperate? Wouldnât usually people in those novels accept their soulmates in every lifetime? Wasnât his situation similar?
But what could he do? A life without Bing Shi was extremely dull. When will another Bing Shi fall from the sky again? Lust? Women were here only to be fucked? Who was he kidding?! He kept falling in love all over the place!
And best of all? A taken one! With her, itâs so easy to be himself, to be happy. He even learned how to enjoy small things in life, like making her giggle with his skills! It felt even better than winning a jackpot! How would he get out of this never-ending cycle?!
In the end, he had two choices, to live and get hurt or to be a walking corpse. He decided to live and get hurt first and become a walking corpse later. He didnât know how to live better. Thatâs how shitty his life was.
Bing Shi looked at the lost boy who stood before her tent like a broken statue. He was a lot stronger than the young Xuan Mu, who would give up halfway through Ziekâs life. âDo you want to hug Kuro? It might help you,â saying, she went inside and returned with Kuro in her arms, âHere.â
Ziekâs mouth twitched, âWhat the...No.â