Chapter 139
QT: Against My Will
139 3.11.44 â The Twilight Queen â Downfall of Humanity
A few men with a bare chest rushed out of their tents, seeing the running Ren Han, they shouted out, âWas that Bing Shi?â
Ziek shouted back, âIâm going with her to pick up Kuro. You go back to sleep.â
Having Ren Han accompanying someone was like having a whole army in one person. Without question, they nodded and went back to sleep. âWhat happened?â They asked in worry.
Ziek flew outside the base after the person in black; he couldnât even stop her because of her stupid barrier blocking his power.
Speeding up, he landed before her, but the impact of her invisible bubble against him sent his body flying. In mid-air, he glared at the crying person below him, who continued to run towards the black van.
âDid something happen to Kuro?â he asked.
Bing Shi slowed down and shook her head, opening the car, she sat at the passenger seat and put the keys on the front seat.
Ziek picked up the keys and drove towards city D in silence, âIsnât Wan Ke a better choice to accompany you?â
âI wanted to take this chance to know you better while doing my mission at the same time.â
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âI canât train my power with Wan Ke around,â Bing Shi turned her head away from Ziek, taking down the gas mask, she continued to cry. She let her head fall to her knees and pulled her legs closer to her chest.
âWhat if it isnât his soul?â
âHis habits and tastes are similar. His persona is like Xuan Muâs inner self, which he would hide deep under his gentlemanly facade.â
âI donât believe in men who are perfect on the outside, so it took me a while to uncover that side of Xuan Mu.â
Bing Shi whispered, âWhy are you...*sniff*... doing that to your chest?â
âNone of your business,â Ziek replied, he, himself, had no idea why he would wake up with a bloodied chest.
âThis Ziek doesnât hide it. Instead, he is embracing it. Does it have something to do with his life as Ziek Leoners?â
âIf I had to compare him to Xuan Mu, Iâm like any other person in his life.â
âExcept for me, there were two types of people in Xuan Muâs life. First, the ones who are a waste of his time. Second, the ones he can use for his benefits.â
âIn Ziekâs life, there is no me, I should be a part of the first two.â
âBut my mission is my top priority; I canât spend that many thoughts on him.â
âIt might be a trap by the HQ to lock me down.â
âIf I said..*sniff*... my boyfriend had the same...*sniff*...habit as you, would you believe it?â Bing Shi said in between her sobs.
Ziek didnât show it on the outside, but inside he was stunned, âIs that the reason why you cried?â
Bing Shi nodded her head, âI couldnât...*sniff*... help it.â
âWhat was his reason?â Ziek asked. He didnât want to acknowledge it, but her boyfriend was oddly familiar to him, and itâs getting on his nerves, how she understood him more than he understood himself.
âI was the reason,â Bing Shi looked up and put a wet tissue over her red eyes, â...A life without me, thatâs how he described the feeling... *sniff* ...And you?â
Ziek imagined his life without Bing Shi...nothing...he didnât have a need to claw at his chest. But her sorry sight reminded him of his inner turmoil. âI donât know the reason, but I feel...un-whole,â he regretted it as soon as he opened his mouth.
An invisible hand clasped over his heart as a carousel of fears started to spin out of control, each one pulling his soul into blackness.
âDo you?â Bing Shi laughed weakly, âI feel the same.â
In Ziekâs eyes, a flash of fear of the unknown appeared, he looked down at his chest and quickly lifted his eyes to focus on the road and changed the topic, âWhat about your general?â
âYi Zen is doing naughty things with Fu Lian in her space and left Kuro alone,â Bing Shi took off the tissue and peered at his side profile.
âAs someone who doesnât trust Fu Lian, it would be strange if I didnât try to force them out.â
Ziek continued to drive while ignoring her sobs; itâs not his problem. Also, he had no idea how to cheer a person up.
*A few moments later.*
Bing Shi stopped crying and took out a package of chips, âDo you want some onion chips?â
When she saw how a few chips flew towards his mouth, she quickly sealed his mouth with a barrier. âBwahaha,â she burst out with laughter as she watched how a few chips crashed before his opened lips.
*Screech*
Ziek stepped on the brake abruptly.
Bing Shi fell from her seat in shock, âOh, my dear life!â She sat back and buckled up her seat belt. â...Uff...I almost died,â she patted her chest, âWhat happened?â She looked at the road.
In the meantime, while her focus was down, the barrier around his mouth disappeared. Ziek grabbed the chance to eat the chips with a grin, âNothing.â Finally, she stopped crying.
âOh,â Bing Shi threw a few chips into her mouth, this time, she didnât block his mouth and let him eat, âDo you miss your past world?â
Ziek munched on the chips, âNo.â
*crunch*
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*crunch*
When they finished the fries, Bing shi took out a water bottle and fresh mint bubblegums, âHere, for the bad breath.â
After both of them rinsed their mouths with water, they started to chew on the gums. âWatch me,â Bing Shi called out.
Ziek glanced at her with his peripheral vision and saw how she blew a bubble as big as half of her head, â...â
*Plop*
âHehe,â she chewed with a smug smile.
â...Pfft...â Ziek couldnât hold in the chuckle and created a bubble himself. Her smile...it looked like it accomplished the impossible.
Was that crybaby ago just an illusion? She didnât need others to cheer her up; she could do it perfectly by herself. Not only did she improve her mood, but his too.