chapter 44

Aditi's POV....." WHAT YOU ARE PREG.... PREGNENT WITH..WITH..." I was almost shocked at numb at my place when from nowhere I heard Adhyansh cracked and hurtful voice.I turned towards the voice and saw that He was standing with Chahat in his arms and she was all smiling and giggling in his arms and why not after all she met him after so many days. I must say that she missed him a lot everytime when she talked in her baby voice with him her deo types eyes lit up like a twinkling stars in the sky. He come tow steps forward and looked at us like his gaze will kill us anytime. Then the realisation hit me and I immediately broke the hug with Sameer." Adhyansh this is not what you thinks actually..." Naina tried to handle the situation." I am too hoping that this would be not what I was thinking Naina. " He replied almost like a wishpered.He took Chahat on the nearby couch with securely and  comes towards me cuppied my face and asked with a lots of hopes in his eyes. He was on the edges of crying her eyes were red, tears were almost about to dropped from them "...tell me whatever I heard just now is not true.  Tell me you were joking, right? Yes....you were joking you must know that I was arriving today and you guys planned a prank on me, right ?" He left my face and started laughing to hide his pain or can say his scared state. Yes, he was scared with a mere thought that what if this was true ....what if I was really pregnent with Sameer's child. In a snap everything....every fucking thing which we have will come to an end. END BUT WE HAVE NOT EVEN STARTED PERFECTLY.  We have just took a step forward in our new life then how it come to an END SO SOON.Then only one voice come from my instinct THIS IS WHAT FATE HAVE DECIDED TO US. WE ARE NOT MEANT FOR EACH OTHER. TODAY OR TOMORROW WE HAVE TO BE APART THEN WHY NOT NOW. MAY BE IT WILL BE LESS PAINFUL THAN TOMORROW. TODAY MAY BE WE BOTH FELT THE SAME PAIN BUT IF NOT TODAY THEN TOMORROW ONLY HE FELT THE PAIN OF SEPERATION WHICH I DON'T WANT. After my reports came I cannot live with him and give him any kind of false hope about the future which I cannot fullfill because I don't have any future. I cannot planned my life with him because I don't have life. I have only few months to live and I cannot give him any false hope on this. I have to do this. I have to break him.... hurt him....again but this time with him I will break too. I am so...so....so sorry Adhyansh but I have to. I took a long breath and said with a fake shameless smile on my face" WHAT IF I SAY THAT WHAT EVER YOU ARE THINK IS RIGHT...AA...AN...NOT THE LAST ONE BUT BEFORE THAT. YES...THAT ONE." His eyes widened and finally the tears dropped from his eyes non stopped and my heart pinged seeing him like this. God I cannot see him like that. But you have to for his good. My inner instinct reminded me." You are joking, right wify.?"" No, I am not HUBBY. In fact you are making joke of yourself." I said pressing the word HUBBY." Aditi what are you doing?" Naina almost screamed at me." Why can't you see I am showing him the mirror ? Everytime every fucking time I was just looking a perfect time to run away from you. But you ....you are like a leach who cannot die even with fire or salt. Did you ever realise I never say that I LOVE YOU BECAUSE I DON'T LOVE YOU HUBBY. " I spat venom on his face but only I know that more than him I was killing myself with that venom.( "I LOVE YOU...I LOVE YOU THE MOST IN THIS WHOLE WORLD MY HUBBY." my subconscious said on a repeated mode)" When I realised that I cannot run away from you then I thought that...let's give you a chance let's try having an amazing life with the super star Adhyansh Singhaniya. I will not lie Adhyansh but you were amazing...I mean amazing on bed. I had the best time of my life with you when it come to physically. I used to think so but after I have one night stand with Sammer my thought changed. You were nothing not even equal to his nails when I compare you both on that parameters. You can imagine his stamina what you cannot do in so many uncountable rounds of se* , he did it in only one Go. Yes, I am not ashamed to say that I am pregnant with some one else. I mean what can I do when my so-called HUBBY is not capable of doing this. " As I finished insulting Adhyansh with my shameless hurtful words a tight slap landed on my face make my face turned to another  direction. My hand automatically reached to the slapped chick and I looked at the person who gifted me with this. And as I expected it was none other than Naina. I know she cannot handle her best friends insult even if she is his wife." Are you even listening to yourself ? What nonsense are you talking about ? What's wrong with you ? Look...look what have your words done to him ?"I looked at him and my heart dropped seeing him like this. He was standing there emotionless. No tears, pain, hurt, anger, sorrow nothing absolutely nothing. What have I done ? I have to do something. He cannot be like this. He has to show the emotions on this situation. Anything, sad, cry, laugh, anger anything. Scream at me, show me your anger, slap me anything but please don't be like this. I want your reaction not your mute.Then I tried to take a chance. I held the reports , shows him and said " see, see Mr. Adhyansh Singhaniya, your wify is pregnant see here the name of the mother is Aditi Singhaniya but how bad the name of the father is SAMEER RATHOR." Again he didn't say anything just looked at the reports and them me but with emotionless. Why...why are you making it so difficult for me Adhyansh....why ? I don't wanted to do this. You have no idea what I am going through right now. Fine...if you wanted it to be hard then fine. I have to go down more. I have to be more shameless. I am really sorry my MICKEY PRINCESS please forgave you Mumma. " You know what I am fed up from you and that Chahat. " As I took Chahat's name a frown appears on his face. Yes, react...react HUBBY this is what I want." Now I cannot live with you two. You were always blackmailing me that that you will take her whole Custody and all that if I didn't consummate the marriage with you within three months. Say what...you got a jakpot man. I consummate the marriage within three months and you got the whole Custody too. Hmmm...take that little brat as a token of my memory." As this words left my mouth again a hard slap landed on my face and this time too my guess was right. It was Adhyansh who slapped me and he was looking at me with utmost hate in his eyes and his this looks kills me at that moment before I officially die " Don't you ever dare to talk about my daughter like that.  She has nothing to do with you. She is mine only my daughter and she is not any token. She is my life. My everything. GET OUT....GET OUT FROM MY HOME AND MY LIFE BEFORE I DO SOMETHING WORST WITH YOU. OUT....." he almost scream at the last part and I flinched at my spot." And you two too get out and never show me your face again. " He said Naina & Sameer. I was moving towards my Chahat who was crying non stop after listening her father's shouting at her Mumma. But before I even touch her he held my hand and dragged me out of the room then crossing the living area he continued to dragged me. I couldn't understand what was he doing then the realisation hit me that he is throwing me out of this house. I didn't say anything I was just looking at his back. May be...no not may be...I am sure that this is the last few moments of my life when I am so close to him. When he was holding me. When I can feel his touch and I am going to live with this feeling till the last few days of my life.Finally we come to the entry gate and he throws me out of the house. And in a split of seconds I lost his touch, his warmth. No... I wanted more of it. Please Adhyansh hold me in your embrace and say that one line which we never confessed with each other. " Get out ....you SLUT and never ever come back in our life even if you are taking your last breath. You are dead for us now." With this he shut the door with a loud thud over my face. This is it ....this is it. I destroyed my family with my own hands. How unfortunate am I, I didn't get to hold my child for the last time. I didn't embrace her in my arms, shower a lots of kisses all over her face. Hear her pleasant giggle. Am I that inauspicious ?And my LOVE   now HATES me the most in this world. He cannot even wanted to see my face. He thinks of me as...as a SLUT.  This is what I get in the last stage of my life. HATE from my LOVE. This is THE END of my life my story. How much how much I have prepared for today. To make this day memorable for you Adhyansh. I wanted you to give you the best gift of your life. Yes, from the day you left for New York I make Chahat to practice a lot to call  you PAPA perfectly and you know what she can finally call you PAPA. I wanted her to call you PAPA on her birthday so that this day become the memorable happiest day of your life but alas ...this day is definitely memorable but the most unfortunate day of ours life. I may never confessed to you Adhyansh but I love you...I love you the most. This is my LOVE WITHOUT CONFESSION for you My HUBBY .....SARANGHAEYO 💓💓💓Love without confession.... THE ENDSo, this is the end of the SLWC Part 1. I never thought that this will be so long journey. Befor I thought it to be a simple love story of a cold heart girl and a rich spoilt boy but slowly this story turned to be intense and I started editing every chapter and added more events and surprises with every chapters. I know that this part has a sad ending but guess what this is not ending. Aditi & Adhyansh story will continue in second part. Part 1 shows their journey from collage life to marriage and falling in love to break in pieces. This part shows the extension of Adhyansh love for Aditi.The part 2 SARANGHAEYO (confession is not love) will show the extension of hate of Adhyansh towards Aditi. How her betrayal turned him into something which he was never. So, please as this is the last chapter of this book so I request to you each and every reader to drop your comment on this part of story and also give me any suggestions for the next part.I will surely try to implement it.I really wanted to read comments from you guys that why despite being my busy like hell schedule I wrote for you guys. But guess what my no. of comments dropped day by day and when I posted the last chapter there was no any comment on it for two or three days. It really breaks my heart. So, finally I decided to END this part of story. And if I talk about second part then It will only come out when I got enough responses from you guys.So, at last THANK YOU so much for reaching my story for 10k. A big THANK YOU TO YOU GUYS. 🙏🙏🙏🙏Till then be happy and be yourself 🙂🙂🙂💓💓💓💓