chapter 42

ADITI POV...For last few days I was not feeling well. Everytime I felt dizzy and seems like everything is making me irritate. I myself felt like I become really moody and everytime I hold my head mostly. I don't want Adhyansh to know about this so I'll make sure that I control on my mood swings in front of him. I was underneath him almost nude under blanket on the bed after a hot love session when from nowhere he said by licking my cleavage that he will have to go to New York for a project. I immediately got up and sat on the bed by pushing him up from hovering me. " What..???? But why and so sudden. ?" I asked and even I didn't realise when my vision become blurry due to tears. He cuppied my face with his both hands and snuggled on my face. Our nose were crossing each other. " I have to wify...this is important not only for me or you but for the future of our daughter. I want to give her best." " But you are the best. You already gave her everything especially the most important thing.... YOUR NAME. " I said pecking on his lips." I know but I have to secure her future. This name, fame cannot be with me forever. Today or tomorrow another one come and replace me in this industry so I have to be prepare for this, right wify ?" I was so lost in him that I just hummed and crashed my lips on his like my life depends on it. He too reciprocate the same and we again went for the another round in order to fullfill our need for the compensation for the next one week. Next day he went for the New York .******After Adhyansh left I was become so frustrated. I yelled at every single person in front of me in a simple matter. People around me were become afraid to even crossing my path because of my mood swings. Then one day Samaira one of the employee of the office come in my cabin and said something which I never thought in a million years. " Mam...now a days your health was dropping continuously and your mood swings are not hidden from anyone." I crocked my brows on her on which she immediately downed her gaze." Mam...I mean to say..why...why don't you check...may ...my be you are preg... pregnent these all are the symptoms of pregnency." She finally finished and I was in my own zone after hearing her. Why can't I come for this conclusion. Yes ..this might be possible and we never used any kind of protection while doing this. Then this might be possible that I am...oh my god...I have to tell him...yes...I have to tell him.I immediately turned my heels to left the office but she held my wrist to stop me. I looked at her over my sholder clearly indicating and I am not happy with her this gesture. She understood and immediately left my hand and continued " Mam before you come for any conclusion I would request you to firstly confirm it by pregnency test. " She is right. I have to be confirmed myself first. I cannot directly come on any conclusion what if didn't turned to be as I am thinking.Then she gave me a pregnancy kit and left from there.I was holding the kit in my hand after testing it but I couldn't get enough courage to open my eyes and see what's the result ? Aditi you have to do this. You have to be confirmed. Ok in count of three. One....two...my hands were shaking like a hell....and three. I opened my eyes and it was like.... something shattered because it shows only single line means it was negative. I am not pregnant.I don't know when and how but a lone tear dropped from my eyes. It was not like we were waiting or planning for a baby or something. We already have one Chahat but don't know why I was feeling devastated after the result. I so much wanted to this to be true I wanted to tell him that WE ARE PREGNANT and I wanted to see his reaction after this new piece of news but alas.... But if this is not the reason then why I am feeling not well and especially this head ache. It sometimes felt like it will be brust any moment. I have to consult with a doctor soon.******Next day I met with Dr. Rustogi he is a very famous Indian based Neurologist in South Korea. He prescribed me some test whose results will be out within few days. After meeting with Dr. I was headed towards my home when I saw a girl going towards the gynecologist. It was normal for anyone to go there but why this girl seems like familiar to me and without thinking anything I followed her. I went inside the cabin and my eyes widened to witness the person in front of me because she was none other than Naina. What is she doing here ? And next want Dr. told her make  give me a thousands volt current. " Miss.. you have to be very care full you are two weeks pregnant and body is not fully capable for carry the baby. "" What ? Pregnent?" I almost said it loudly making them turned towards me. As Naina looked at me her eyes widened. She was trembling badly. I composed myself in front of Dr. and asked her " Is she okay Dr. ?" " Yes, she is absolutely fine but you have to be more careful this is her first child and her body is not capable for carry the weight of a baby but don't worry you just have to be extra careful and follow the routine and diet plan I prescribe to you."" Yes, of course Dr. why not after all she is my best friend. I will take extra care of her. " I said almost gritting my teeth to control my anger pressing the word EXTRA.******" Let's directly come to the point WHO IS THE FATHER ? " I asked directly after comming home with her.But she didn't say anything. She kept sobbing like a child which makes me irriked more. " I. AM. ASKING. YOU. SOMETHING. WHO. IS. THE. FUCKING. FATHER. OF. THIS. BABY ? " THis time I almost yelled at her which make her flinched at her spot and she uttered with frightened tone " SAMEER...SAMEER IS THE FATHER. " I was shocked after this piece of new will be an understatement because I was beyond this. Sameer and Naina. How is this even possible ? " How ?"" I know Aditi (sob) this is not ( sob) not what you expected but ( sob)  but I really don't know how and we both fall for each other and we crossed all limits and this baby is the result of this. I didn't regret. I swear Aditi I never regret loving him or having this baby but the thing is I don't know how to face my family especially my Daddy after this. " After pouring her heart out she brust into sob. Before I could say something to her her next line make me numb at my place " when I come to know this I don't know what to do so in nervousness I took your name instead of mine in front of doctor when she asked me the name of mother and Sameer's name in place of father.".....to be continued