chapter 32

Aditi POV....I  was driving when I got a call from Prem my sister's husband, I parked the car on the side of the roa and attend it and what he said next my whole body got numbed. He told we with broken voice that she died while delivering the baby.My hands were trembling around the phone and eyes widened with shock. Then without wasting any second I cut the call and speeded my car towards the hospital.I reached the hospital and there I met Vishal Prem's younger brother and he lead me towards the maternity ward.I entered inside the room and there I saw my sister Sirat was lying lifeless on the bed. I was numb, don't understand what to do, how to react ? I went near her bed and sat beside her on the bed.I cuppied her face which once were shining & glowing, now turned pale, yellowish. " Sirat, wake up....wake up...see I am here...." I called her but she didn't respond. I again called her, shook her body but she didn't respond.I was sobbing, slapping her on her chicks, punching her with my tiny fist but she was really....no more. " How could you go just like that ? You know n...that your baby needs you then why..? Now what about her ? Who will look after her ? She was your responsibility and you escape with your responsibility... again ?" While saying these to her lifeless body I brust into sob again.********After few weeks...The day Sirat left this world she not only left her memories but few lives which were depended on her. Her new born daughter who lost her mother even before she opened her eyes and see this world and a husband Prem, he was completely devastated after her death. He didn't talk to anyone from that day. He forget smile, he didn't take his meal properly.I try to talk to him many times and told him to move on in his life for his daughter now she is only his responsibility but he refused. He said he has nothing to do with this baby, she is responsible for Sirat's death and now he can't accept her.I was shocked to hear him. How can he be so cruel towards his own daughter. She is the symbol of both Sirat's & his love. Then how.... how he just abanbed her that too when she need him the most. It was true that I am angry on him for what he said but I also understand that right now his state of mind is not working. He was broken emotionally and want some peace so, after that I didn't say anything to him. And next day he went to another country for some business purpose.Since there was no one who can look after this new born so, I decided to take her responsibility untill her family found a nanny for her and that's why I shifted to Kothari Mansion, temperory. I took her whole responsibility, and in no time she became the incredible part of my life. She become the reason of my life, she become my one and only wish. That's why I named her "CHAHAT" means " WISH".One day I was dusting her toy zone section and removing unnecessary things from her room then suddenly something cought my eyes inside the drawer and I took it in my hand it was nothing but Sirat's mobile but why is it here ?I unlocked the phone without any difficulty because I have seen her using this phone many time. I opened it's gallery and started seeing her photos. In one photo she was kissing Prem on his chick and another photo Prem was carried her in bridal style, in every photos she was looking so happy and alive. I can't believe that she was not with us now. Suddenly a video cought my attention which was recorded on 12th December was mentioned it means it was just day before her death, then without wasting any time I clicked on that video and seen that Sirat was sitting in the chair in front of the mobile camera in the same room in which I am now and saying something more than it's look like she was going to confess something.....******Sirat POV....VIDEO CONFESSION :-" Aditi....I know when you will find this video I will be no more beside you, because this is what I decided to do to me." She took a deep breath and continued " I know you always wonder that why I kept saying that It should not have chosen Prem over my parents.... believe me Aditi I too never thought that I would say something like this because Prem never gave me any chance to regret on my decision of choosing him, he treated me like a Queen, gave me every happiness of this world we both were very happy in our small world." A happy chuckle left from her mouth "....and now after years of marriage we decided to welcome a new member in our family, we decided for family planning for this we met Dr. Megha my Ghynochologist after few test she informed us that I am completely ready for getting pregnant but....but Prem never become a father because of some complications....we both....we both were broken at that time....we were out of words but I decided that we both were enough for each other, our love was enough and trust me Aditi I almost forget about this think after few months."She downed her gaze and a lone fat tear drop from her eyes and then she continued " On our anniversary night I was resting in our room lying on the bed when I felt a hand around my waist firstly I thought that it was Prem but then I saw someone sitting on the couch, I jerked the hand on my waist and immediately stood up switched on the whole light of the room.""I turned around and my eyes widened with shock when I found my father in law sitting on the couch crossing his leg and drink his whiskey. I was numb, my legs stuck to the floor then I turned my head towards my bed and saw instead of Prem there was my younger brother in law Vishal on the bed. Before I think anything my father in law said that he wants a heir of his family because Prem was not able to do it now so.....so he wanted it with Vishal. I was shocked, panicked hovered me before I say or do anything the door opend and there my Prem come inside the room. Then without thinking anything I ran towards him and hugged him as tight as I could to save me from these monsters in the name of family I hugged my only savior, my life, my husband, my Prem and by sobbing I told him everything and got little relaxed hearing his heartbeat. But....but again terror hovered me when he didn't huv ne back. I looked at him with my moist but hopeful eyes and next what he said shattered me...." I AM OUTSIDE DO WHATEVER YOU WANT TO DO....BUT FINISH THIS AS SOON AS POSSIBLE." and saying this he left me there without looking at me.Actually I died very same day when he said this and left me behind with those monsters to ruin me. Then I didn't oppose, struggle, or fight to stop or save myself. I become a live corpse and let him do whatever he wanted to do with me, I let him ruine me...." saying this Sirat brust into sob again.Then continued " You know what Aditi.... Vishal raped me in front of his father and what most irony in this that he was telling his son that which position of intercourse will help to concive as soon as possible.... everything....every fucking thing happened in front of him in his guidance and my coward husband was just standing outside and was waiting to finish this."" I thought that maybe it was enough for them but how wrong I was....after that night it continued everyday when ever Vishal found me alone and even sometime in the presence of Prem.... he didn't stop his brother a single time, heir was just an alibi the truth was that I just become a s*x toy for him. "She took her one hand on her huge belly and said " Aditi....I can't....I just can't do this....this baby is not with Prem but Vishal and I can't love gim/her because everytime whenever I saw my condition I just feel hatred for him/her. I know that I should not feel regarding to an innocent live who even doesn't born yet...but I can't...I hate him/her and the most I hate myself for loving such a coward man who even didn't stand for his that wife who leave her every love once to get only his love....I am sorry... please...I hope You will forgive me.....And lastly please take good care of him/her. I am giving this responsibility to you. These monsters will make him/her monster like themselves and I don't want it...I know what are you thinking that if I hate this baby then why I am protecting him/her, then my answer is that may be I am failed as a daughter...failed as a sister.... failed as a wife....but I don't want to be fail as a mother....I want to give him/ her in a protective hand and no one can protect my baby better than you. Please do this last favour on you stupid sister....tell my baby that Mumma loved him/her the most....bye....".......... END......