𝒞𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝐸𝓁𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓃

June 18th

(Summer)

(Dallas Texas)

You look so beautiful mama Sincere spoke but he knew that the word beautiful was far from enough to describe how good she looked and In that moment he knew that Aphoria was going to be his and his only.

Thank you Aphoria replied with a timid smile , Because she's never genuinely liked someone like this before,It felt strange but in a nice way,

Aphoria never even thought she was capable of liking someone since she was so preoccupied with her career.

And you look so handsome Sincere, Aphoria Spoke as she studied all of his features.

With her pretty doe eyes as they glistened against the sunlight.They had dinner together and were now sitting on the dock watching the sunset.

They were both silent but it was a comfortable type of silence.So you like me...

Sincere was taken aback by Aphoria's sudden question, which caused him to chuckle a little.

Sincere always struggled to convey himself the way he wanted to because of this and began playing with the silver chilled rings on his fingers as he came up with an explanation.

So he made the decision to journal every emotion he was experiencing.

He used writing instead of using hard drugs and drinking lean like he used to that was something he always did because he never had anyone to talk to when he wanted to vent.

Aphoria received the notebook from him when he had finished writing everything he had felt. She read the sentences and grinned as she absorbed each one she literally felt like crying at how sentimental the words were,She never thought that someone like Sincere would express him self that way.

Am glad you feel the same way Aphoria said with a soft smile as she got up to give him a hug she also had a hard time expressing herself so she always showed what she felt through her actions.

So you finna be mines Aphoria asked tilling her head a little,mhm I been yours Sincere  replied with a soft smile.

Ahhh purrr you my boyfriendddd  Aphoria dragged out in excitement sticking her tongue out with her eyes closed.

While Sincere laughed at her facial expressions he just loved seeing her happy, from this day forward he was going to make sure he always made his girl happy.

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I wish I was special

I gave all my special

Away to a loser

Now I'm just a loser

I used to be special

But you made me hate me

Regret that I changed me

I hate that you made me

Just like you

Just like you

They roller skated a couple of times before skating in the center of the ring.They skated to the song special that played.

Sincere looked down at Aphoria with a soft smile on his face,

Aphoria looked up at Sincere and returned the same smile.

She wrapped her arms around his neck while they both stared into each other eye's.

Sincere's eye's went down to Aphoria's lip's for a split second, Without any words Sincere gently cupped Aphoria's face as he gently pressed his lips against her's the kiss was slow but passionate in a way they couldn't explain.

Aphoria slowly pulled away from his soft lips savoring the tast she sighed softly in contentment,Nooo Sincere whined I want more.

Sincere we're in public like you really don't care,Guh you know idgaf he said rolling his eyes. So you just don't care about making people feel uncomfortable and don't Sincere said in a sassy tone mocking that one meme which made aphoria laugh.Okay that's enough let's go Aphoria said laughing which made Sincere do the same because her laugh was so contagious.

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Sin stop looking at my cards cause you cheating,No am not you just mad cause you got more cards than me Sincere said laughing while Aphoria mugged him.

Okay play green or seven Aphoria said already irritated because Sinere only had two cards left and she had about fifty five.

Uno Sincere's remark made Aphoria's pout and look the opposite way that Sinere was facing,you wanna still play Sinere asked with a smirk as Aphoria glared up at him,the sad part was that she couldn't even stay mad at him for long even if she wanted to because every time she stared at him she just wanted to smile.

No she said dryly trying to sound mad aight Sincere said with the same mischievous smirk on his face making her roll her eyes, what's your favorite sincere color he asked after a minute of comfortable silence.

Umm blue whats your's,black Sincere said while opening a bag of hot fries,why black Aphoria asked wondering why he would pick black out of all color's.Cause it go with everything you and just can't go wrong with black and when you die your love ones wear black he said smiling a little and she nodded.

Why you like blue he asked well I like blue because that was color of my first birthday cake,What you Sincere mean asked a little confused.My parents are Jehovah witness so they don't believe in Birthdays,Christmas and all that so i never had a birthday of my own until I turned 18 and thats when I bought my first cake which was blue.

That's sad as hell so you never had a Christmas,No but i will one day because there's a first time for everything Aphoria said smiling at the thought of it. Mhm you will Sincere said because he was gonna make sure that she was gonna be able to enjoy her first Christmas, her first birthday party her first everything.

What's your thing to do favorite thing to do Aphoria asked grabbing the black blanket that rested on the edge of Sincere's bed.

Probably to smoke weed,oh I kinda figured Aphoria said chuckling a little.What's yours he added,My favorite thing to do is to sing and write music Aphoria said because it really was her favorite thing to do it was like every single emotion she felt could express it though writing and singing,music was her safe place.

Word let me hear you sing,Nooo I ain't never sang in front of anybody before Aphoria spoke shyly.I though you said there's a first time for everything,no I didn't say tha- wait I did said remembering what she had said earlier,Okay I'll sing you a song Aphoria said because she never liked to back on her word.

Hold on let me pull up the beat Aphoria unlocking her phone as she went to her YouTube playlist named music she picked the beat then went her notes getting the lyrics,okay get ready Aphoria said making Sincere quickly get up in an upright position against the bed head waiting to hear Aphoria's voice.

PLAY THE INSTRUMENTAL ABOVE

Oh baby how I do explain this situation

That is some how going on lately

( Given ma soul)

Oh Lately I've feeling happy

Until you just had to ruin it all for me (Ruin it for me)

Since you don't know what you doing gonna affecting me

Now you wanna push me away wanna reject me (reject me)

If you think getting away with it's not happening cause this worth this is not it

I gave you every piece of my soul for me to go home

( What your doing now)

In to deep to for us to go back and now know what your doing boy

All this pain it's hurting

I don't know if it's stopping or just worsen

Oh this dream you built for me is crashing down

You know you drive insane

But never you never leave brain

So what can I do now

I guess I gotta go without you

Gave you every piece of my soul for me to go home ( What your doing now)

In to deep to for us to go back know what your doing boy I hope you don't regret your choice.

Y'all I made this song last minute so it ain't the best ☠️

Damn that was good as hell phoria,now tell why you don't put your music out there and don't be like cause am shyyy he said mocking Aphoria's voice cause you got talent and you should use that,Sincere said truly because her voice was so smooth and it was like she was expressing her self through each word she sang to him he could literally listen to her all day.

I don't know i guess i just haven't really thought about putting my music out there.

Well tell me when you ready to hop in the studio imma hook you up he said making Aphoria smile softly thank you,no problem I got you Sinere said softly while he played with the pandora bracelet's on her wrist.

They both started to get more comfortable but Sincere's phone started to ring, Speak he said as he spoke into the phone,aight am on my way Sincere said before he hung up.

I gotta go handle something real quick he said sighing while he got up from the bed, Aphoria nodded and watched him as he grabbed his air Jordan 12's from the closet.

Sinere took his gun from off of the dresser before giving her a quick kiss on her lips.

Imma be back okay mama,Okay have fun Aphoria said happily,Sincere chuckled at her don't worry I will he said as his rested his gun on the waistline of his jeans.

You know where everything is right, Mhm I remember Aphoria said. You so beautiful Sincere mumbled against her lips he slowly pulled away looking down at her lips wanting more. Okay I gotta go,okay be safe ,always Sincere replied.

-Do one thing every day that scares you🖤